Swing Changes Random Faces...

How far must I go to see you...
My truth!!!
does honest heart ever conquer lies???
somewhere in this great divide...
Can love speak out,release of try
Touched within we speak our soul
Not of jugements one may seem to hold
What do you expect of thee..
What is perfection, how does one please
Underlying a sweet songs lay's
reaching far,
unconscious to the games we play
..You are here..NOW

Enter my love,
ENTER..
and I thank you...
For the gifts you've done..
over looking the shadows spoke in spite..
for today and tonight,
I Honor the greatness of the gifts you give,
Not as such I judge as sin..
And I Thank you for caring
"O" and i Thank you ever so deeply for sharing,
ever so slightly I see..
fragile wings, new born flight,
Standing strong behind you,, I Support your journey, My love
expanding faith, trust in life
You Are Safe...somewhere,
Inside...Inside....
small blossom, sweet coccoon,
Breathe,whisper,pray,Stay.
just awhile longer,
allow all smiles to hold you,
And all of those that speak to trust
Understand how safe you are..
Carry the lesson..
As warrior, Strong Bird,Angel,
expand your wings,
Make a firm decsion, to only Bring,
Not tear down,leave dust,
all is One,not them or us,,,
Trust my sweet one, Trust
tender ache of sadness ,part
Has one forgot...
Thank you..
in all directions,
For I can see you,here as me..Reaching..
Forget,forgive,gather all good
support ALL to live..
Today,..
dewy wetness chills my body,as I turn to disconnect
Electric invitations lure me to remember,
Reconnect...
conversations, ,spoken...i intrust myself in you,
for now,forever,
weathering all time,

I open up your heart into mine
transend ,defend, perfection
holding Not Begining nor End
Rely on value,rely on pure fact
Of owning all that you speak,
And if you attack,(meaning spoken behind back)


..Twas it spoken out of love,Will you commit to this
From up above, not slightly whispered off to the side,
Calling it TRUTH, with the slightness to hide.
For if one can not Speak in full front,
Then whats really the message..
What have we forgot..
To know? as we speak anothers place
Expanding on ,where we know their space
Where is the Value held,if we point to one direction
then follow up in misdirection,
And what may you ask ,,,I speak of..
Is it love or our unloved Ego...
the passages that we go..
if you speak in disharmony
What are you being Grateful for..
what will grow from such a seed planted,
Does one toss such aside,does life even matter??
For what have you planted, expecting to grow??
Think of the flower,you've plant in the soul...
Of Grandness and Greatness,
A seed's always born,,,
carry this deeply,
For this Truth we must Own,
I Belive...in you..
For Now, Forever,,
False temples burn..
tearing apart lonely hearts
vanishing hope,dimming faith,
Water Love, golden sun..shine..
bringing life to All you find,
for their forever is now..
I will forget you tommorow..
drowning judgements,drifting..
what have I done to you,
Falling,we are always close
Dosen't knowing ,keep one from
Oneness,seperate as we speak our preach..
Saying others,just cannot reach???
ponder this I quietly ask..
for where are we going..if
we can't simply ask,,
So this message I leave you,
Can one be truly whole,while affirming others are less than so....

This truth I know from spoken path,
please understand, Just Let Love Last.....

HIGH HO HIGHO:)

off to zee BURN WE GO:)

THE PERFECT WOMAN......

The perfect woman, knows just how to love...
She will do what she says, or cancel..
NOT RUN!!!!
Nor speak of one thing and do just thee other,,
Theres no one below her, no one above her,,
Although she's Blunt, you'll know where you stand...
You won"t need sheer hours, to decode sum plan,,
She will never place blame,when things happen, go wrong..
taking responsibility,for the song she has sung,,,,
She"ll simply not chase you,for jewelry nor marriage,
for she feels in her heart, these things happen naturally,,
Accepting herself in her good points and bad,
She might not win pagents, but she would if she had:)
Her wit and sheer presence,light up a room,
Holding the space, for ALL to bloom...
The rarest of rare, she'll love you for you,,
Not from the fear, of the things she won't do...
Alot of men out there, choose trophy wives+Ego
to bolster their Image, with no knowledge "where we go"
That's all well and good,in splender divine,,,
but hold close this secret,keep this in mind....
Regardless of looks,age or "The package"
Follow your feelings, of a woman that makes you happy:)
KNOW YOU DESERVE THIS.....it"s always been done.
Just let love be, Start having fun...
and if you stumble upn this, hold on for dear life,
Open your Heart, transend ALL time...
For the perfect woman, knows just what to do..
She will always hold space..For You to LOVE You....

Does anybody know???

I look to the sky, so committed why...it is,,,That some of us that feel THEY know..
Will tell us HOW were supposed to grow???
Confirming our path, Directing the flight,
Firmly believing in their Only 'Right'
Pointing out wrongs, directed from truth,
Holding the faith, if we don't change we may lose,
And yet I must say "I have to agree"
Staying stuck in a hole seems like no place to be..
Yet deep down inside,a whispers been laid..
Held firm with love, Were not all meant to be the same,
One more piece of the puzzle, just a part of the game,,
To teach of the lesson,
Letl Judgement Fall Away,
And then twirling and Spinning, covered ONE LOVE
your in touch with a LIGHT coming from up above,
No longer holding, just One way too see,
Simply Be,Just BREATHE!!!!
RELEASE!!!!!!!!!
For the path that feels open, leads us to PEACE
and to not judge one other, we welcome with ease,
Oh now with Honor, pure love,
A free flying dove,
We lessen the score
Center back to ......
once more..Again,..Whole..
Fantasy's and Dreams, no longer just wishes..
So filled with love, bathed in gods riches..
True love remains here just for you
Not in that which you say, nor the things you may do...
SO listen sweet child, in truth, just surrender,
We've only one thing we have to remember,
To love thyself forever more,
and share the love.....
that cometh from your core......,

It's Not what is happening in our surroundings isn't valid or real,
But The key is what thoughts do we surround ourselves in...
that keep others out....Yet see, there is no door on this thing called life, all one needs do is let "oneself" back in...

I Offer up My Love To You...

I offer up my love to you,
For in a world ever turning,
I surrender to truth......
Thus when times in a bottle
seeming ever so slow
when you can't see tomorrow
in a world you don't know..
And those fears you have swallowed
from yesterdays past,
Rage up to the surface,blinding your path
darkness surrounding,you slip to the gray,
Not sure you'll remember
What your heart wants to say..
And you run from a sadness,
That refuses to fade,
But the wheels always turning,
revealing what's new
For in a moment of silence
IT WILL BE SHOWN, AGAIN
To You..
Ever so slightly,in the simplest of ways,
You begin to remember
that You Light the Way
In the inner sense knowing,
you relinquish the fight,
No longer you struggle
as you step free once more
With new eyes you rediscover
Forever Open Doors
The beauty of Truth,seeing with love
Welcoming Faith,you know you have won....
You crossed over the bridge now
And now onto the Stage..
Shining a knowing,of a past oh so true
A strong, gentle Leader
Who knows just what to do
Sharing your wisdom,always spoken in truth
that the wheel always spinning
But We Never Lose...
"Thank you" to all of you who held my hand and held me in faith, as I went to the bottom..
The LOVE I hold in my heart..
burns strong enough for the whole world..And I THANK YOU!!!
For My Life you helped save..

Running, Singing, Dancing....

With thee tribe I go a prancing,
frolicking, mingling,spreading the light,
sharing in love, with no wrongs or rights,
Free as a bird, my heart in delight
giggles and movement
lead us into the night..
Songs shared with love
music is spun,
the time is so early,for we've just begun
gathering family within every turn
Far in the distance the sun starts to Burn
birds faintly chirping,allude a new day
so with blessings of fair wells
we part our own ways,,
but never forever,for the works never done
in the countless surrender, to share in our love
I love you and Thank you to each I must say,
For the gifts of of your kindness,
as a light that wont fade...
parting the seas and paving the way
for a world (Now) tomorrow
to become a new day..
a bit tired, oh so sleepy
I yawn in delight, my smile dances fondly
as I recall the night..
With a cat stretch and wiggle,
I purr to just to say..
lets meet where we left at..
same time and same place???
xoxxo to Kim Marie, Stephan,Sno
all of you amazing souls
that share your joy wherever we go..

MUAH!!!!

just wanted to say a HUGE "THANK YOU" to Mercury and her talented honoring angels,the universe and all of you who shared in making zee night so much fun,,, xoxox

The Fire That Burns Inside........

there's a yearning fire burning deep inside
to reach out, join, become divine....
smoldering coldly, caught in the great masked divide
And as I ache for all I ask
thee can not kindle,while one holds the past
forever fearing thats which is new.
the world reveals another view..
Can you not see me..
Here as a goddess, roaring
hungry for the very things that cause's one pain
the shame and hurt I hide away
are the very things I wish to save
Open,Open,Open.......
For that which I burn for,
is the release of a spark to
open the doors to deeper feelings and erotism..
replacing fear within sensual seduction....
I wonder if I am ever going to get there,
where I am free to run my fingers up and down your lips
lowering down below one's hips
to teach the secrets of all I know
worshiping that which makes one grow
the undeniable love I own
an indefinable chemistry, a mysterious moan
where colors are not on the outside,
but flowing up, coming from below, rising up
from the deep basin of the earth, bathed in light
Red at thy feet, belly colored like a navel orange
my breasts heavy with yellow
green pulsing from behind them
Open blue,blue throat..
The universe responds..
For your wish is my command
As indigo eye cracks open
my skull explodes in deep purple
Again and again. in waves
brighter and brighter
an explosion of light behind my eyes
Then darkness......
For I am inside the colors now.
part of the wave,soothed by the roar of color
no longer denying all that I am
An infinite sexual being,
A goddess of love,
sent down to lead others
back to there eroticism
becoming again one within joy

I know I must be in here somewhere...but where to start when I and somewhere even allude thee..

Practice perfection, be great, lift your chin up, be sure to clean your plate.
Good little girls,,,,Don't,,,,,,So if I Do then I am sure to be enough...
Clear minded, sure feet head in the right direction,
sheer oblivion to the fact, you have just signed a contract
to complete anothers life perception..
Line up, single file people, step to the side,
No your other side, Shhh
now be very quiet and focus
on rationalizing allowance of your own self rejection,
beautiful job child, keep it up and keep the faith,
that one day, maybe one day we will be sure to love you..
with tears marching, a commitment is made...for one day..
you will see how much I want you to love me
and with open arms "I will belong"
days slip past, years fly bye, moments fade
weary feet and wandering soul
faintly hold the glimmer of surrendered joy.
as rest entices folding knees and downward head.
arms grasp in longing of safety,you lay in the bed you have made..
with no concept of seasons passed
a vacant mirror reflection, of others reason...
you bow to the crust of the universe
now cracked and bloody drips fall as
your limp wrists tell the secret..
You awaken to your screams,confusion surrounds
as you frantically wrestle for a way back in...
Back into you...a dull nudge ripples..
Once Bright lights dim.resistance shallows
shadows of joy sing from far away oceans
trembling lips quiver in fear
a knowing body senses.of that is which to come
with the last of strength slowly mustered
used strongly, you turn your head
to look away...
drops of warmth and butterscotch
comfort and assure you.
everything is going to be okay

Things that wake you up in the middle of zee night....

Washed away by my emotions
drowning in my dreams
unforgotten memories
of what once was
dissolving into pleas
my soul cries out
a crumpled body
ravaged by fears
tears of rage attack my heart
separation in the full divide
wetness leaks from behind closed lids
like a river
drops of regret,unfufilled lost hopes
puddle in the corners of my mind
agony i wear as a blanket
covering my faith
my body shakes and quivers
convulsions rock me
like a beating
from the stormy seas
oceans of torrid pain
swallow my soul
As i fight for a breath
striving to remain
the same
while repeat patterns
have become a game
familiar roles I play so well
masking things unseen
false belief systems
smother true wishes
my dreams
judgements and desires
weigh me towards the ground
balance nowhere to be found
all that was once was
crumbles ,falling down
no longer able to deny within
danger seems to abound
losing myself in myself
hiding from suffering
trying to fool others
as well as me
as the days melt fast away
the mask of fantasy
stares back from my reflection
What am i unable to see?
forced towards new directions
paths laid out yet unfolded
So much agony in holding
death grips loosen,slipping
feet and grasping hands
reach in vain
unraveling,down,down,down
caught in the mud losing all desire
in a struggle for survival
a calm voice, heard faintly
whispers"don't push the river"