Male

39

New to the scene. Which scene? All scenes. Have been fairly private for a few years due to internal struggles with truth. Recently I realized that my anger toward the world was actually hurting me. Dancing around a lot seems to help. Screaming does too, but the only victim lying on the ground after dancing is me. I make art when I can. Meaning I can't just sit around painting flowers. I have to feel that cosmic connection. I hate faking it. That is part of the reason I withdrew from people. When I was on, I was on and it was great, but I would delude myself into thinking I was on and cause problems. Tra la la. Life is for learning.