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“No signs of 5150”, is what the officer said before he left my apartment the other day. For those not familiar with “cop-ease”, that code means “Mental Case”. Thus, there was no sign of a “mental case” in my apartment. Which I think is curious because I sure feel like a mental case.

You know when life gets too fucking ridiculous and you feel like fucking screaming? Well, I DID… very loudly and very violently, totally, out of control! I lost my mind and, in 5 mins., I had the OPD at my... read more
Mon, November 24, 2008 - 7:07 PM permalink - 3 comments
 
My body trembled and started to wake up, quivering when I felt the soft yet, rough sensation of the rope begin to take hold around my left wrist. This hot energy started to travel right to the tie point and then throughout my body. My other wrist was tied and I felt relax, already beginning to feel my body rise with anticipation. With both arms extended, I welcomed the powerful sensation to lean back and allow the rope to cradle me, love me. When my legs were tied, I felt the restriction, ... read more
Sun, July 27, 2008 - 10:49 AM permalink - 3 comments
 
Traveling through Italy right now... and I came across a very funny thing... Check it out... it's a pizza/pasta vending machine! Yikes... didn't have the nerve to actually taste the pizza...
Mon, October 8, 2007 - 2:36 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
To me, it just felt so right
The moment our hearts connected
No fears
No hesitations
Nothing but delightful bliss
When love came to me again I embraced it with joy
Opening my spirit up to the One I have been waiting for all my life
He is my rock, my joy, he is my smile and more
He is the embodiment of the divine Shiva, the master of my
Heart… he is my husband.
Tue, October 2, 2007 - 11:56 AM permalink - 7 comments
 
Leggo My Ego..

I have a wonderful friend who is such a great being. He is an aspiring “motivational speaker” and is the process of writing a “self –help” book. I asked him what his ultimate dream was and what his intentions where around becoming this sort of person. He stated a bunch of things which included, “it would be fun to have a captive audience”, “it would be a great experience to be on stage”, “doing book signings”, etc. He went on to say that it was his belief that gratifying... read more
Fri, November 17, 2006 - 11:34 AM permalink - 2 comments
 
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