i hear the road calling to me, the stars are blazing , lights are twinkling, im feel so free, so lucky-- so loved and like the things i have felt and known for so long have come to fruition in so many ways. i have left some behind, but the new seems so much more loving and beautiful---
funny how that works

the light sometimes comes and taps on the shoulder, like a vistor
i know now that there will be a swollen eyelid filled with transformational liquids, and formless images that lead me to become friendly with the spirit world, my teachers sometimes glistening accross the moist skin, dragonfly wings disolve into colors, and shadow, a paint brush calls to my hand, and i wait, until they tell me again
the emotions seem to decide like a security alarm system in a high rise, some heaven like cit... read more

there was a time when what these people thought of me, would have changed my world.
today, i am just trying to be the person I am supposed to be, one minute at a time. I cannot tolerate crisis, and insanity in my life, I have seen and felt too many disaster like scenes, where there was one stubborn wise woman that thought she could control people with sacred spiritual conversations, I have been swept away by such people ever since I can remeber, it is much like a raccon being attracted to sh... read more