joined on 12/31/06
last updated 02/15/08
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A little mama coming into my own, working towards something better, rejecting the patriarchy, blessed with an army of angels, and 100% successful.
Unbelievable
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Ok, actually it's a well-known fact that appetite dramatically increases during pregnancy. But I've got to tell you, I was not prepared for this. There is really no way to describe this constant, nagging hunger that I am experiencing. I just ate t...
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Modern medicine proving itself useful
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If you prefer surprises, read no further...
I just wanted to let you all know that I finally had my sonogram yesterday, and I found out that I will be blessed with a little girl in the spring!
I'll post the ultrasound image for y'all as soo...
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Some stuff you should know
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Here are some things that I think that you should know about me. This might help you understand a few things better.
1. I think that this is the most important point right now: I am suffering from severe depression. This has been going on for o...
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Stand-Up Peeing
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Hello, all! Yes, this is another blog about my pussy! It's been far too long indeed.
Do you all remember the scene in the movie "The Full Monty" where the chick takes a piss standing up at a urinal? Really, who could forget that? That scene was...
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Ok, actually it's a well-known fact that appetite dramatically increases during pregnancy. But I've got to tell you, I was not prepared for this. There is really no way to describe this constant, nagging hunger that I am experiencing. I just ate two pieces of thick-crust pizza with extra cheese. Under normal circumstances, I should be satisfied; however, it seems as if my stomach believes that was only an appetizer. I'm like an automaton- I can't stop myself from walking into the kitchen to s...
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Tue, March 25, 2008 - 9:32 AM
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If you prefer surprises, read no further...
I just wanted to let you all know that I finally had my sonogram yesterday, and I found out that I will be blessed with a little girl in the spring!
I'll post the ultrasound image for y'all as soon as I get it scanned.
Any name suggestions would be appreciated as well. That's a tough decision!
Tue, January 15, 2008 - 1:38 PM
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Here are some things that I think that you should know about me. This might help you understand a few things better.
1. I think that this is the most important point right now: I am suffering from severe depression. This has been going on for over a year. I am wondering if it isn't time to start loking into medication for this. It makes me irratable, irrational, impatient, and very, very sad. Some days are better than others. On bad days, I'm not interested in conversation or sex. I will m...
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Thu, November 1, 2007 - 3:22 PM
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January 18, 2007
Megan's not nice.
I hate nice people, and I hope they hate me. Genuine kindness is even better than perfect tits, but niceness gets you nowhere with me.
If Megan can let you know exactly where she stands, what she wants and what she's afraid of, without implying in any way that she expects or needs you to do anything other than exactly what you, personally, want to do... then that's what she'll do.
I may have seen Megan at her absolute worst. Imagine Pippi Longstocking, age 23: in the course of growing up, she somehow lost her horse, her monkey, and all her gold bouillon. She's no longer a freakishly strong perpubescent girl. She smokes too many cigarettes and drinks too much coffee, and she can't throw arrogant real estate prospectors into trees any more. None of that matters, though, because she's older now, and what she wants out of life is something different. She knows she can have a good time whenever she wants - but can she find meaningful work and love in a world gone cancerous with fear and delusion?
I think she can.
Thanks, Megan, for being Megan, and thanks for sharing as much of your awesome self as I'm ready to receive. I promise you'll see that it's changed my life.
January 17, 2007
we didn't have long, but what we had made me cry, and made my skin hum with electric energy. it made me feel wise, and helpful, and beautiful, and kind. her body intersected mine after my homage to her form, the whole and sustaining fertile energy of the goddess. she reminded me how to love, and what love is, and of my sexuality, and my power. she left me after but a few days, for new and interesting vistas, but she is still within. i see her in myself and others.
i can't tell you how to see her, or what she'll do to or with you. you will have to find her yourself...in the realworld. the words of an avid lover.
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