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"All, everything that i understand, i understand only because i love." - Leo Tolstoy

"i am circling around god, around the ancient tower, and i have been circling for a thousand years; and i still don't know if i am a falcon, or a storm, or a great song." -Rilke
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notes for a solo in creation

One Hundred Returnings

I look to, and at, other people to understand - in my width - The Human, now. If I sit quietly and look within however, it is clear that the movements that comprise me are no different than the movements that compose the larger cosmos. So, in my interest to know the human beyond time, I rather look to the skies, and to the river, or to the ground, or to the wind. From the natural world around I understand - in my vertical core - not... read more
Thu, February 22, 2007 - 10:11 PM permalink - 0 comments
 

“Obscenity begins when there is no more spectacle, no more stage, no more theatre, no more illusion, when everything becomes immediately transparent, visible, exposed in the raw and inexorable light of information and communication. We no longer partake in the drama of alienation, but are in the ecstasy of communication” - Jean Baudrillard
Tue, January 17, 2006 - 11:17 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
study No.1

The thought on my mind these days is consumption. I am pretty sure it is the issue of my generation; the malaise of a psyche constantly fed and constantly never full. At 29, with thoughts in my head and wonderings about what I’ll be doing in a year’s time, or a few months for that matter – in a time when I look around and see Stuff that a part of me loves and another part could leave behind without a blink, if only I never thought at some point I might miss it; at 29 and in a ... read more
Tue, January 17, 2006 - 11:16 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
study No.2
It’s still late and I am still up thinking about things. This time, I am thinking about the feeling of sadness. It’s not that I want to be dramatic or emotional or anything like that. The truth is, I was never the type of person to reveal, let alone flaunt, the true depth and complexity of emotions that I could feel, and I am still mostly the same. If someone looked carefully enough, as few have, or deeply enough, as fewer have, they would see however, that my heart could be st... read more
Tue, January 17, 2006 - 11:15 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
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No.3
There is also an ongoing dialogue in my head that deals in the realm of ethics. Or ideals. Or righteousness. Or moral action. Or revolution. Or, simply possibility. I think what is happening is that I am not just questioning Things and Stuff, but the stuff that things are made of. Like, if the world was made from a ball of yarn and the yarn got tangled, who would undo it, and how would it become untangled without everyone having to get off first? Or what if something sent it ... read more
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