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Ted

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joined on 08/19/06
last updated 11/07/07
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April 30, 2007
I am so in love with this man.
He came into my life over 6 years ago after a really bad experience and was there for me.
He is someone I can come to with anything and will be there for me.
He is a friend, a lover and someone who makes me smile.

Cindy
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Just lil ol me

Gender
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Location
about me
Well former east coaster, Rhode Island born and raised but well when you get transfered to the Bay Area you don't want to leave. So I haven't. Yes I am polyamorous, my primary isn't on here but my significant other is (Cindy, yes the one in my friends list). I have a fierce loyalty about me (don't mess with my friends and those I care about, I don't get mad I get even).

I did 20 years in the Coast Guard, decided to retire when it wasn't fun anymore.

Guess thats it.
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General stuff

Well the way I am feeling about myself, inside.
Which is a good thing.

Ya a post of substance here (rolls my eyes at myself)
Wed, November 15, 2006 - 11:46 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
Ok so this post may take me the better part of a couple hours or at least one cup of coffee to write so I guess I am starting now, while having the cup o' coffee.

First was the weird dreams I was having last night. Hard to explain them but one was me hitching a ride in a car to a place I didn't work to...well go to work.

Second wasn't so much the dreams as the feelings I was having while dreaming. Is that even possible? I think it is just the way I felt when I woke up from them. Mostly it was that "high school" feeling that I had while in high school. Exclusion, was prevalent but it was combined with the your out of this part/clique. Does that make sense?

I guess it leads up to the thinking I was doing yesterday. As Alex Trebek would say "Please form your answer in the form of a question". I know what the question is, I just don't know how to form it. I know what I want to do, I know I have to try or do it for myself. Just don't know how.

Hmmmm good thing I have a day off to muddle through it. I know it sounds all "heavy" but it really isn't. Just stuff running through my head.

Maybe I will figure it out after more coffee. Coffee helps everything right?
Mon, October 9, 2006 - 10:01 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
Doing my Pooh bear imitation "think...think, think"
Sun, October 8, 2006 - 2:04 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
Yea! This is the last day of my break at work, which was yes 6 weeks long.

Studi on Monday and will have them for the next 6 weeks. That means three weeks until I can "rain flaming stuff from the sky" at them.

Thats when it gets fun.
Fri, September 8, 2006 - 6:40 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
It must be me cause it seems like the clock is going backwards.

I like being prepared for a new class of studi, but I hate having free time at work.

Watched 2 episodes of DL.TV (on the iPod)
Cruised through some of my Trains magazine.
Backed up the notebook.

um ya...see.
Wed, September 6, 2006 - 12:16 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
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My Recent Activity

Today is nice (blog entry) Well the way I am feeling about myself, inside.
Which is a good thing.

Ya a post of substance here (rolls my eyes at myself)
blog entry posted Wed, November 15, 2006 - 11:46 AM permalink - 0 comments
Weirdness (blog entry) Ok so this post may take me the better part of a couple hours or at least one cup of coffee to write so I guess I am starting now, while having the cup o' coffee.

First was the weird dreams I was having last night. Hard to explain them but one... read more
blog entry posted Mon, October 9, 2006 - 10:01 AM permalink - 0 comments
Hmmmmm (blog entry) Doing my Pooh bear imitation "think...think, think"
blog entry posted Sun, October 8, 2006 - 2:04 PM permalink - 0 comments
Oy the last day of the 6 week break from hell (blog entry) Yea! This is the last day of my break at work, which was yes 6 weeks long.

Studi on Monday and will have them for the next 6 weeks. That means three weeks until I can "rain flaming stuff from the sky" at them.

Thats when it gets fun.
blog entry posted Fri, September 8, 2006 - 6:40 AM permalink - 0 comments
Tick, Tock, Tick..........tock (blog entry) It must be me cause it seems like the clock is going backwards.

I like being prepared for a new class of studi, but I hate having free time at work.

Watched 2 episodes of DL.TV (on the iPod)
Cruised through some of my Trains magazine.
B... read more
blog entry posted Wed, September 6, 2006 - 12:16 PM permalink - 0 comments
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