about me
I have always been bohemian, but for years i didnt know what that meant. Growing up i was a normal kid doing normal kids stuff, teenage years were full of drugs, alcohol and random sexual encounters, you know, normal teenage stuff lol. But around the age of 19 i hit a brick wall, smoking cannabis in large quantities coupled with ecstasy and speed left me with a severe case of anxiety and depression that im still coping with today. I put on weight, lost my libido and gradually lost my faith in humanity. It was also around this time that i discovered i had a psychic talents purely by accident (i accuratly described a reccuring dream some girl had been having for six months, i had never met this girl before, she lived in america and i conducted the reading with my hand on my computer screen) and i started to give in to the lure of the rabbit hole. I watched a documentry called What the bleep do we know about 2 years ago and ever since then my eyes have been opened to the wonders of the world we live in. Before i used to see only the hatred and fear that we humans have for each other. Now i see the bigger picture, not hatred but greed and desire, not fear but fear mongery, all are destructive elements of the human soul and can be overcome. Kindness, compassion and of course love are the elements of the soul that are beneficial to us all and need to be focused and nutured before we can all live like the brothers and sisters we truly are. I'm not there yet, and i wont be for many lifetimes i think, but i have taken the first steps.... now for many more.
