I actually am a very curious person and I love to learn about life, especially through personal encounters, music, poetry, or stories that reveal the depths of ones soul. Adversity has helped me to understand that everything falls into the spectrum of shades of grey: such as ones morals, likes, dislikes, moods, passions, etc. My greatest pleasures come from the chances I get to help others while satisfying my own desires. I don't believe I can be completely altruistic, even though I spend the majority of my time volunteering, raising my kids, helping friends, and working so that I can donate more. I love people who enrich my life with their talents, humor and wisdom, and I try to enrich theirs by appreciating what they offer to me and the world. I have a good soul, even though I sometimes do things that could be considered unethical. I laugh all the time, even when it's not PC. I talk all the time, but I will also listen intently to you and I really do care.I can't stand people that don't follow their dreams or fail to work towards having a fabulous life. I don't want to live a life of mediocrity, this life is way too short.
I love my kids and they love me - it's a beautiful thing. I want my kids to have a fabulous life and even though times are hectic right now (getting divorced, moving, etc.) they are my first priority. It is difficult to prioitize and to find a balance between living everyday like it's your last and planning for the future.
I want to be in love, and feel the sweet connection where you look into your lovers eyes and the rest of the world stops moving, where you feel that you exist. I love when love becomes a haunting obsession, making me crazy, happy, sad, angry, frustrated, and passionate. I want to be completely enraptured by my lover, and to feel that everything beautiful is even more so. I want the fairy tale!
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