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last updated 08/26/06
Some say the end is near.
Some say well see armageddon soon
I certainly hope we will.
I sure could use a vacation from this
Bullshit three ring circus side show of
FREAKS
Here in this hopeless fuckin hole we call L.A.
The only way to fix it is to flush it all away.
Any fucking time. Any fucking day.
Learn to swim. Ill see you down in Arizona Bay
Fret for your figure and
Fret for your latte and
Fret for your lawsuit and
Fret for your hairpiece and
Fret for your Prozac and
Fret for your pilot and
Fret for your cable and
Fret for your car.
Its a
Bullshit three ring circus sideshow of
FREAKS
Here in this hopeless fucking hole we call LA
The only way to fix it is to flush it all away
Any fucking time, Any fucking day
Lean to swim, Ill see you down in Arizona Bay
Some say a comet will fall from the sky.
Followed by meteor showers and tidal waves.
Followed by fault lines that can not sit still.
Followed by millions of dumbfounded dipshits
Some say the end is near.
Some say well see armageddon soon.
I certainly hope we will cuz
I sure could use a vacation from this
Silly shit, stupid shit
One great big festering neon distraction
Ive got a suggestion to keep you all occupied.
Learn to swim.
Mom's gonna fix it all soon.
Mom's comin' round to put it back the way it ought to be.
Learn to swim.
Fuck L Ron Hubbard and
Fuck all his clones
Fuck all those gun-toting
Hip gangster wannabes.
Learn to Swim.
Fuck retro anything.
Fuck your tattoos.
Fuck all you junkies and
Fuck your short memory.
Learn to swim.
Fuck smiley glad-hands
With hidden agendas.
Fuck these dysfunctional
Insecure actresses.
Learn to swim.
Cuz Im praying for rain.
And Im praying for tidal waves.
I wanna see the ground give way.
I wanna watch it all go down
Mom please flush it all away
I wanna watch it go right in and down
I wanna watch it go right in
Watch you flush it all away.
Time to bring it all down again.
Dont just call me pessimist
Try and read between the lines.
I cant imagine why you wouldnt
Welcome any change, my friend.
I wanna see it allk come down.
Life it seems will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have the lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free
Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this cant be real
Cannot stop this hell I feel
Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me but now hes gone
NO one but bme can save myself, but its too late
Now I cant think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death greets me warm, now I will just say good bye.
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You must get one of the Far Side books for the john.
Just thought Id drop a line to wish all a merry christmas and happy new year and to inform you that I got a 4.0 last semester so actually Im on the presidents list. I fuckin rock. Oh yes and I turned 30 on wednesday YIKES. so far so good.
Love you all, peace health and happiness in the new year.
all my love
amanda
Fri, December 29, 2006 - 2:38 PM
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Its the final countdown. John and I are going shopping today for school supplies. Me, Im getting school supplies. That just sounds so weird to me. I cant believe Im going back to school. MONDAY.
I had a panic attack Wednesday thinking about it, It was the strangest thing, we were sitting there watching tv and a preview for Rescue Me came on for next Tuesdays episode and all the sudden tears were rolling down my face and I was thinking to myself, Ill have 2 classes under my belt by then, I...
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January 28, 2006
she is funny and i like her!
January 24, 2006
A whole lot of piss and vinegar in a for real package.
Amanda makes me proud to be a woman, she is ballsy,rowdy,and here to shake the smoke blowers up.
Can you say "Wild Woman"?
I knew that you could;)
My pain is self chosen
At least so the Prophet says
I could either burn
Or cut off my pride and buy some time
A head full of lies is the weight, tied to my waist
The River of Deceit pulls down
The only direction we flow is down
Down, oh down
Down, oh down
Down, oh down
My pain is self chosen
At least I believe it to be
I could either drown
Or pull off my skin and swim to shore
Now I can grow a beatiful shell for all to see
The River of Deceit pulls down, yeah
the only direction we flow is down
The pain is self chosen
Our Pain is self chosen
about me
Father died when I was 6. Have one brother. Ive been robbed at gun point. Ive have puked on myself while drunk but never pissed my bed. I laugh longer and louder than others at the punch line, yep that was me. I was the best driver in my drivers ed car. I have better hair than most and pride myself on it. Im a true red head, I dont tan. I cant bench press my weight, I can run an 8 minute mile, I can do sit ups till I puke. I like to cook, and Im also better than most at that too. My cookie recipes are to be envied by all. I love my man. He is the passionate, caring, loving, funny, admirable, strong, has a mind like a steel trap, in phenominal shape, and can kick the piss outta your man, I like kids....but only when stuffed and mounted. Im feircly devoted but if you hurt me...your dead to me. I may be considered the crazy cat lady. I dress up at Halloween to scare your bratty little kids, and probably get a bit too much enjoyment from it. I talk out loud to myself. Im obsessed with The Peoples Court. I like to call people out on their stupidity and expect the same from others. I love my man I love my man I love my man.
You cant stop the double leg. I really get into Full Contact Fighting. Pride & UFC, basically any MMA I can get my hands on, and yes my man's tougher, smarter and hotter than yours. But I think we all think that of our beloveds...well at least I hope you do otherwise whats the point really? I dont cheat, I am unbelieveably loyal, and dispise infedelity in others.
I dont have tonsils, or an apendix, or a gag reflex. I like to pick at other peoples pimples and black heads. I find a good crap very gratifing, so much so that I feel the need to show it too whom ever is dumb enough to look.
My breasts are real, my hair and nails are real. I wont laugh at your joke if its not funny, then Ill tell you it isnt. Ill call a spade a spade, and even though most people will tell you they like that in a person, thats only true if its not directed at them. I like the smell of my own farts, and Downy Fabric softener. I Heart metal. TOOL, old school Metallica, System of a Down, Static X, Filter... Love old school rock Zep, Floyd, the staples. I cook with chop sticks. I love working out.......work in progress.
Go ahead, Fuck with me, Hes got my back.
On the turning away
From the pale and downtrodden
and the words they say
Which we wont understand
Dont accept that whats happening
Is just a case of all the suffering
Or youll find that youre joining in
The turning away
Its a sin that somehow
LIght is changed to shadow
and casting its shroud
Over all we have known
Unaware how the ranks have grown
Driven on by the heart of stone
We could find that were all alone
In the dream of the proud
On the wings of the night
As teh daytime is stirring
Where the speechless unite
In a silent accord
Using words you will find are strange
And mesmerized as they light the flame
Feel the wings of the night
No more turning away From the coldness inside
Just a world that we all must share
Its not enough to just stand and stare
Is it only a dream that therell be
No more turning away?
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