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Burning Man Art I participated in!
The following is a question from a student, Jacqueline:
“How do you reconcile the wonderful concept of the song "Que Sera, Sera" (Whatever will be, will be) with the idea that whatever is destined not to happen will not happen -- try however hard you may. Whatever is destined to happen will happen, do what you may to stop it (from Ramana Maharshi)?”
What a wonderful question to ask, for it has been one of the great mysteries in my life for some time. I cannot say that my answer for myse...
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I have been studying manifestation and the Law of Attraction for many years and have spent the last four years of my life researching and developing how the mind and the body are linked. During that time I came to understand how my physical vibration works and how I can manifest based on that vibration. However, I got stuck in creating things that were not part of my spiritual purpose.
I have always been a spiritual creature by nature, and my commitment to God or the Divine has been the n...
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It seems as if there are 100,000 Blogs about manifestation, the law of attraction, creating your own reality and stating that we can have anything we want if we just focus on it. So why would I want to send my voice out into the universe to write even more about this topic? Because what I am finding is that a couple of very, very important things are missing:
Truth
Why human consciousness is discovering these ancient wisdom traditions now, and
Connection to the Divine
If it is our true...
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January 4, 2009
zzZen is the perfect example of the power of femininity and how femininity is superior to the male ego. When I see her life displayed in her Tribe pages and the beauty of her soul through pictures, and her feminine mystique, my desires to be a woman are uncontrollable. She is the perfect example of why 21 years ago, I began to live a daily life of humiliation by coming out of the closet and announcing to the whole world, "I am a man who wants to be a woman, so for the rest of my life, I am going to live, dress, and act as a woman."
Despite being sexually attracted to women, I can't help but want to be a woman. Women are so cool, so beautiful, so confident in the superiority, so feminine, so spiritual, who would not want to be a woman. zzZen, seems to be an exmaple of all these qualities.
I live, dress, and act as a woman, despite wanting to be with women. I totally pass as a woman until I open my mouth and speak and everybody knows I am man living as a woman at that point. Once women realize I am a man, the general reaction is laughter at the delight of my humiliation and their supriority. They know that they are so superiou, that men like myself are willing to humiliate themselves daily just to be like them.
The humiliation is ten fold when I am sexually attracted to a woman and she laughs at me once she realizes I am a man. She will even scorn me if the realization that I am a man comes out while I am hitting on her. There is nothing more humiliating than to o have a woman you are sexually attracted to reject you by telling you, "No chance in hell, would I go out with you. I prefer men, not sissie who live as a women."
Despite being humiliated like this daily, I would not change a thing about my life as I would much rather have the world view me a sissy striving to achieve the femininity that zzZen has perfected, than to live as a man. It doesn't make sense, but that is just the power that women have over men.
Jewels, aka Cissy
November 2, 2005
To anyone reading this, by chance I had the opportunity to have Zen shuttle me around in a golfcart to find the location for my art piece this year out in the desert. I have to say that in those 15-20 minutes I had one of my best experiences during the week. It wasn't that anything specific happened, it was more just the feeling of openness and excitment that came over me when I was around her. Do you know how some people just do that to you? Well, whether she fully realized it or not, I was honored to cross paths with her. I just hope that life will be such that it can happen again sometime.
Peace
March 15, 2005
The first time I heard about Zen I was told, "she's the strongest woman I've ever met." I don't know anyone capable of doling out the kind of abundance of appreciation and generocity that Zen has at her fingertips. How charming it is to know someone so powerful, yet so tender. Get in on the Zen train early, cause she's going places.
March 11, 2005
Wow, I'm shocked that I'm the first testimonial for Zen.
Zen is a bridge between worlds. She gets people in touch with their dreams and passions. She lives in both the physical world and the world of spirit, ferrying messages between. She connects people who needs to be connected.
Zen lives with a level of passion and feeling that few people can match. She dreams, she manifests, she hops from project to project and passion to passion, but her heart is in everything she does. She is intense, powerful, and has a buzzing energy, but also a huge, sweet, tender heart. She has a playfulness that is an absolute joy.
Once Zen enters your life, it will never be quite the same. Thank you for entering mine, Z.
about me
World Traveler, Burning Man artist, Creative personality, Lover of life, Wild Child tamed for the time being. I am so excited to be in these times for things are getting pretty exciting, deeply rich, with great people out there. I see and meet various tribes of people that are doing extrodinary things. The media is not showing the ground swell of positive and healthy movements spreading in every moment. It is my hope to bring some attention to what is really important. Here is the practical things: visionary leader and inspirational teacher who has spent the last 15 years studying the process of how we create our reality and distilling it into the Power Manifestation curriculum. Along the way, I have applied the principles of manifestation in my own life and work, with remarkable results. I graduated from the University of California at Davis with degrees in International Relations with a language emphasis in Mandarin Chinese, I began my career in the realm of international business. As Vice President of International Sales and Marketing for a leading natural products company, I opened new markets in Canada, Mexico and the Pacific, then founded California Global Solutions, an import/export company. I then established Commercial Network Productions, Inc., a Web strategy and Internet marketing firm that merged into The NetKitchen. During that time I was also a business radio personality, appearing on In-Radio Magazine as their expert on the newest developments in Internet technology. I had a brief stint on Delta Airlines Business radio as a new technologies expert. My business expertise culminated in The NetKitchen, an Internet strategy consulting firm where I spent five years as CEO, creating innovative Internet campaigns and properties for Fortune 500 companies including Applied Materials, IBM, BP and Electronic Arts. I also founded SmartSoul, a leader in the world of eco-consciousness and sustainability. As a public speaker, teacher, consultant, and coach, I have guided hundreds of business leaders and individuals to success in every arena of their lives. With the founding of Ahuma Institute, I am expressing my life’s mission of connecting people with their divinity and empowering them bring the planet back into integrity.
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