I don’t need to do anything to recall this perfect space
I already am that which I desire in Infinite Grace
Each time my mind tries to get me to believe old tricks and lies
I remind myself that I am the wisdom of all my lives
Beyond what I can conceive
Ancestors, incarnate pieces of Angelic Unity
Inform the present in wisdoms trine
I experience Self outside of time
Knowing all I shall become is also mine
I allow the Truth of the Tao
Right Here, right now

Even as my ego tries to reassert what it thinks is its right
To tell me that I am not doing it right
I should be other than I am
That I am too stupid to understand
That I don’t have what it takes
Look at my endless, blundering mistakes!
I need a time out from this bone crushing shame –
Mercy, Spirit! Put on the brakes!

But life rolls on whether I like it or not
And I’m the one consumed in this mental melting pot
Of internal, co-dependant, self destructive bullshit
And others won’t always stop for me to have my overwhelmed moment
For the crux of my issues aren’t my feelings of toxic shame,
But the feeling I am powerless to change anything

The shift in perception is simple, but must be complete
I am infinite consciousness and these parts of me don’t have to compete
I don’t have the time to waste grinding my face in the dirt
I am inherently Divine and not qualified to judge my worth
I can catch my ego in the moment at its own game
Releasing the grief, fear, anger and shame
Infusing my awareness with all that I am
A tiny reflection of God’s master plan
An Infinite, multidimensional being thrown into this world
Born into a legacy of suffering from the beginning of time
Being offered Infinite chances to shift and choose anew
To transform and change the world along with me, too
Infinite prayers answered await me if I do…

So, in each moment I choose…what am I going to do?

I am always free-

Just look, see and let it be…

easy.


-Sabryna Star