I'm really down today. I couldn't figure out why I'm having this hum-drum stare at the wall and surf tribe.net listlessly all day feeling, but then I remembered that I had a nightmare last night that made me wake up crying, then I went back to sleep and had the same nightmare again, and woke up crying again, even harder the second time! Now my whole day has gone to shit because of it and I hadn't even realized how much it'd affected me...

I had a brief visit from Aries this morning and even though it was short, he just stopped in for awhile, it made me happy for that half hour, but I guess that's all the mental stimulation I get for the day. I was supposed to be really productive today too, now I just feel overwhelmed and haven't gotten any of my shit done....

I'm like Eeyore, "nobody remembered that today is my birthday, oh well, it doesn't matter, I'll just have another one next year anyway..." Maybe if I go cruise the mental illness tribes I'll see something funny and have something to laugh at...

Otherwise it's a day of googling the wrath of Kali for me. And maybe Sing the Sorrow on itunes.