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last updated 11/26/08
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I'm loving life.
Happiness
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At times it seems that to get a loving partner in my life, that I have to give up, constrain, a good portion of my energy toward others. This constrainment is more than sexual constrainment since I have been living a serial monogamy lifestyle. At ...
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Happiness
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I've been feeling a lack of happiness.
I actually left a thanksgiving dinner of friends depressed.
What's been happening. Well, this year a dear long-time friend and former lover passed. Hmmm, also I separated from my longest term girlfriend. ...
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Relationsh*t
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She likes me so much, she wants to keep me all to herself. She doesn't want any others to experience me or see who I am.
And I'm not talking about any exchange of bodily fluids.
Warren Buffett quote
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Be fearful when others are greedy, and be greedy when others are fearful.
RelationSh*t Fear
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I've realized something that I want in a relationship. I want a woman that is not afraid of me. Afraid? Its not of violence. I do actually have several close (they actually want my friendship) women friends who are afraid of me. A couple of them a...
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At times it seems that to get a loving partner in my life, that I have to give up, constrain, a good portion of my energy toward others. This constrainment is more than sexual constrainment since I have been living a serial monogamy lifestyle. At times, it is from societal conditioning. But more likely it is based in jealously and fear of insecurity.
If I live a serial monogamy lifestyle, why would I seek another once I take one? I wouldn't!
Isn't taking a partner supposed to enrich your l...
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I've been feeling a lack of happiness.
I actually left a thanksgiving dinner of friends depressed.
What's been happening. Well, this year a dear long-time friend and former lover passed. Hmmm, also I separated from my longest term girlfriend. And in the last two weeks, two of my cats passed, and a third has disappeared.
What type of phase is this?
Sun, December 7, 2008 - 1:18 PM
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She likes me so much, she wants to keep me all to herself. She doesn't want any others to experience me or see who I am.
And I'm not talking about any exchange of bodily fluids.
Wed, November 26, 2008 - 11:06 AM
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Be fearful when others are greedy, and be greedy when others are fearful.
Fri, October 17, 2008 - 11:13 AM
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I've realized something that I want in a relationship. I want a woman that is not afraid of me. Afraid? Its not of violence. I do actually have several close (they actually want my friendship) women friends who are afraid of me. A couple of them are afraid of how I express or tap into energy. One seems to be afraid that I won't be a responsible user of my abilities. Another seems to be afraid if those talents in general (not just me).
Another woman seems to be afraid of how I want to live m...
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