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   Wed, July 13, 2005 - 10:21 PM
It just occured to me that I don't like being a victim of alcholism. I don't like that I'm waiting to hear if my mother is going to live or die in her attempt to detox. It's utterly insane. I know I shouldn't think of myself as a victim. Her life is in God's hands. I wish though that my family wasn't so screwed up.
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Leah
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Wed, July 13, 2005 - 11:55 PM
Ditto & ditto ... stupid things occur to me to say, such as "hang in there" - which of course I hope you do - but I know how such stupid phrases have maddened me in the hard moments. Leah
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Thu, July 14, 2005 - 7:52 AM
thats a tough one..
..because we don't conciously choose our parents. we're just born and what you get is what you get. I can see this experence (and those in the past related to your moms habit) as a huge bundle of lessons that ripen you into the wise intelligent amazing person that you are.

Let me know if you need to talk.
 
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