the SPROUTING of LIFE

My Lover Calling : feeling his vibration : blog II

daytree — Sat, 19 May 2007 15:27:39 GMT

Even after just starting this "Lover Blog" yesterday, I am beginning to hear the faint whispers and subtle vibrations of his energy. I am really loving this process of an energy calling -- like the whales do -- and feel it is my path toward the flowering of my whole-being. I just read a posting from 2 awakened brothers. One was an ad for an apartment and the other a "comment" on my blogging yesterday! They both resonated with a similar frequency that created a simultaneous opening of all my chakras and a higher calling of connection with my energetic kin. Simply, I felt spacious love. I am leaving in a few weeks for huge transformation in Switzerland where I will be studying Sound/Vibration/Color Medicine. I have begun reading the books ahead of time which are simply about how vibration heals, opens and expands -- which I know is true and I can feel it in my energetic body. There is some clue for me around feeling a resonation with words, energies, frequencies (like I just did) and pointing my intention for a lover and partner in the direction of when I feel expansive and not lacking! I am trusting to listen and feel this harmonic resonance and to move in this direction. This is where our stars dance, breathe and ignite together. On every level I am evolving. My lover/partner/friend is a reflection of myself and the universe as a whole. This man is deeply alligned with his cosmic purpose and is exploring it in every facet of his existence. He is in tune with our galactic evolution and chooses his actions, thought-patterns and words in their highest intention. He sees syncronisity in every moment, and feels each moment with its spacious aliveness. Breath, animals, stones, geometry, trees, music, movement, sex, numbers, art, colors are all sacred connections to our Mother Earth and the deep healing of ourselves as One with all living beings. My lover and I share this belief as a fundemental pillar in our relationship. Like a rocket-ship passing through the atmosphere and releasing its boosters, I feel myself detaching from old beliefs around love and men. I am not the same person I was yesterday, a year ago, 10 years ago. My beliefs and desires for a lover can only now reflect what is present and alive in this moment. How full this moment is! There is no room for anything else. This is love-frontier that is unfolding right now. Ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo (my whale lover calling...)

: IINTENTION CLARIITY : lover, partnership, intimate reuniting

daytree — Fri, 18 May 2007 14:52:28 GMT

I hold the deepest belief that the clearer and more refined I get around what I want in a lover/partner -- the clearer that man will be in my life. I want to rechannel the energy I have been putting online where once sex was enough to satisfy my desire and now use this forum to bring the vibration higher. It is scary for me to be so vulnerable about my deepest desires in such a public forum (opposed to my journal, for instance) but there is something magical about trusting that this energy is getting out of my mind and heart and root and into the greater whole. Its funny. I dont feel like Ive ever really gotten that clear about what I WANT in and from a lover. Ive been pretty clear what I dont want OR what I am willing to look past in order to get little things that I want but it seems that the more shallow I am with my desires, the more shallow the person is with the encounter. And the less satisfying the encounter is. Intuitively, I know that I want to be received on many planes. I want a lover who is rooted in his world and trusting enough to reach into new realms and people. I want a lover who doesnt just look at me but looks into me. I want a lover who I am deeply attracted to (and him to me) physically, emotionally, spiritually and at times morphs from teacher to student. I want a lover who treasures enthusiasm, gentleness, adventure, harmony, truth and evolving consciously. I want a lover to loves me, my art, my passions and purpose. And I want to find wonderment and connection in his passions and purpose. I want to open myself to someone who is a non-linear thinker and abstract feeler. I want to choose to trust my lover in each day, in each moment, as if it were for the first time and the last. I want to open myself sensually and sexually to experience the bliss of reuniting with him with passionate lovemaking. I want our energy to be unspoken and completely understandable. I want to laugh and feel light with him as we dance through our lives. I want to close my eyes and stop looking. I am trusting more and more that this is all beginning to manifest beyond where I can see.

=die*love=

daytree — Fri, 19 Jan 2007 14:21:11 GMT

Inside this new love, die. Your way begins on the other side. Become the sky. Take an axe to the prison wall. Escape. Walk out like someone suddenly born into color. Do it now. You’re covered with thick cloud. Slide out the side. Die, and be quiet. Quietness is the surest sign that you’ve died. Your old life was a frantic running from silence. The speechless full moon comes out now. -- Rumi

one of my transformations

daytree — Thu, 18 Jan 2007 06:30:44 GMT

LoVE!

daytree — Thu, 30 Nov 2006 15:28:37 GMT

"It has been said "God is love" but that is not absolutely correct. God is the the One Life in and beyond the countless forms of love. Love implies duality: lover and beloved, subject and object. So love is the recognition of oneness in the world of duality. This is the birth of God into the world of form. Love makes the world less worldly, less dense, more transparent to the divine dimension, the light of consciousness itself." -Eckhart Tolle