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a single cry

jana — Fri, 07 Mar 2008 08:40:59 GMT

all is real in these hearts that heal sharing what we feel sensing into it inhaling your essence breathing my presence calling in all of my highest guides angelic forces i create sacred space a circle of love a bubble of shelter a vessel to hold potentials to unfold stories yet untold in a state of eternal grace i carve out my sacred place in the core of my heart i am guided to where it starts a single point on a vast plain i am me and me is i a collection of voices with a single cry you are i and i am you exploring the mystery listening for truth what is a mystery but MY STORY? bringing it back to me to here to now here i am again, right where i always am

cellomania

jana — Wed, 24 Oct 2007 05:06:47 GMT

hey, so i just got a cello the other day, my dream instrument. i am loving the vibrations that come out of that big beauty, but i sure would like some guidance on how the peeps play, some techniques and even some music to learn......only i don't know any cello players on the coast. do you? if so, please tell me who......

whooopee! i'm it!

jana — Fri, 28 Jul 2006 07:57:49 GMT

okay....i've been waiting for this one, tagged by hawkfeather....i think this game is really fun and i am enjoying finding out about my friends and now sharing some stuff myself.... 1. my mother tongue is czech 2. one of my earliest memories is of lying in bed at night (between sleeping and waking) when i would say this little chant to myself and experience my self lifting out of my body, out of my bed, out of my room and up into the cosmos....still trying to remember where i was going..... 3. when i was 13 i had a horse named Amour 4. my middle name, Apsari, comes from my friend and sister, Apsari Mudyono in Indonesia. i had it legally added to my name after we spent 8 months together on an exchange program. 5. when i was pregnant with Beaux, i kept having these dreams that i was showing my yoni to lot's of people at parties and i felt really happy about it. 6. i built and managed canada's first cannabis cafe in vancouver, called "the cannabis cafe", on hastings street. it is still there, only now it is called "the new amsterdam cafe". 7. in university i worked on a women's radio show called "adamant eve", doing my own anarcha-feminist segment called "vaginal discharge" 8. wow, i have 8 tattoos! now i tag copper chris, mandai, sarah, chloe, mike A, SanDra, travai, jasmin.....love you gaias!

this is me RIGHT NOW

jana — Fri, 21 Jul 2006 07:18:05 GMT

i am surrounded by these pink, fluffy beautiful flower petals (divine love). my soul (whitespider) is nourished by the sweetest, honey tasting nectar (bee blood) it can find. and yet i am in pain as my ego (bzzzzz) dies and is consumed.

i bless this life!

jana — Tue, 11 Jul 2006 18:12:16 GMT

bless these challenges. bless my soul for moving thru these. bless my heart for being open to love & healing, overcoming woundedness, overcoming "separation anxiety". bless my channel for remaining open & clear. bless my children for teaching me so much about love & nurturing & acceptance. bless my voice for speaking my truth, singing my song. bless my eyes for seeking the truth. bless my mind for witnessing my life from a place of joy. bless my hands for creating beauty all around me. bless my feet for walking my path with courage. bless my centre for being a cozy place for me to rest. bless my hips for carrying my physical form in balance and rootedness. bless my healers, guides, ancestors, creatures, plants for their love and wisdom. bless all my teachers for having the strength to show me what i need to see. bless this earth for providing for all of my physical needs. bless my parents and my family of origin for offering me great opportunities for healing and knowing mySelf. bless my lovers for holding me in their arms and in their hearts. bless my mirrors for offering a true reflection, even when it was not what i wanted to see. bless You, Great Spirit, for continuing to speak to me, even when i would not listen. bless the ladybugs for being my road signs on this path - and for being so pretty and abundant in my life. bless all my choices, experiences, and manifestations. bless it ALL. blessed BE.

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a single cry

cellomania

*whooopee! i'm it!*

this is me RIGHT NOW

i bless this life!

whooopee! i'm it!