I am at a loss for words. Those of you that knew Punkin, knew she was the very best rat friend anyone could ask for. She loved with all her heart and made sure you knew she loved you. She was my first rat. I wasn’t huge on rats, but somehow she managed to burrow her way into my life. I wondered sometimes if it was her plan all along. She was beautiful in everyway, even when she chewed up the comforter. I believe she was happy up until the end. When I held her, she still gave me kisses and tri... read more

OK...Have you ever woken up one morning and wanted to scream? And not for any particular reason, you are just in a bad fucking mood? Then you really start to wish there was a particular someone there with you that you know you shouldn't be missing but you just do and you can't help it. *sigh* It's kinda silly. I feel silly for it.

Then there's this issue, I'm not a beta. I refuse to be second choice. It kinda sucks to have so many gorgeous friends because I always feel like I'm just the al... read more

I have been wanting a new tat forever now and I finally had enough extra money to get one. I was going to go to Moxie's guy since it is her artwork anyway, but he was booked for months and I wanted it NOW!!! so I started my search in San Jose. Looked up a few places on Yelp and read all the reviews. Went to a couple of other places to see what they thought and people were quoting me $400. This was reasonable I thought, except that I was getting this weird attitude and one of the places I didn... read more

Why do people try to tell me things they think I want to hear? I mean seriously, what makes them think that they can read my mind when all they have to do is listen to me? I tell people all the time that I want to know the truth. Even if I get a little upset, just tell me the truth and I can accept it, because it's the truth. I guess the thing that really chaps my balls is that I want to believe people, especially my friends. If you are my friend than I have already accepted you for who you a... read more

Oh I hate tribe so much. I used to love it. I was one of those helpless addicts. But now I can’t stand it anymore. Every time I log in it takes forever to process, then I go to click on someone’s blog and it says I need to be logged in for that? I JUST LOGGED IN!!!! Ok…Fine, I’ll take a brake. I haven’t been on for a few days. My email tells me there is a friend request waiting for me. So off to Tribe I go. Hoping that maybe it will give me a few freakin minutes on the site so I can approve t... read more