WOW
i too was visited by our beautiful Dakini warrior!!
I had the most intense and deeply cleansing ceremony with all of us gathered at Satya Yuga the other night.
during the whole ceremony i truly felt as though i was in an Ayauasca ceremony! truly a profound incredible adventure! to journey into the realms of death with our tribe! a ceremony that i have not yet experienced! I felt her hold me so tightly as i hugged the Owl wings, that where acting as oour body of Heidi in the bay. I cried out sooo hard in that moment! The owl wings we entered into the flames of cremation, and sent them/her back to the source, later that night we scattered her ashes into the ocean. I felt at piece and felt deep clearing that night.
The Day after i was Perhaps the saddest i had been throughout this whole process, after finding out about Her last moments, which where a fight for her life, that she lost. Images and visions of those last moments poured through graphically, and i was destroyed!!

I went to bed last night late at Satya Yuga, with prayers for universal peace in my mind as i drifted off.
I woke up Early in the morning b4 the sun had come up, and i felt the true presence of our beloved Dakini, i then drifted into a lucid awake dream state, where i commonly travel in my dreams. I looked up from my couchbed and saw to my right none other than Heidi!! She was sitting right there in a chair beside me, dressed in her finest and shinning the greatest love to me!!! I started balling right there in front of her! then she fiercely reminded me about the grand illusion of death, and that i was merely lamenting a shell of her true being which is deathless and infinite! She was aware! i asked her many other questions like "why did it have to be you, why did it have to go down alike this", and she sooo clearly responded to all my questions, making sure that i could maintain the strength of a yogi who sees beyond death, into the great oneness, she maintained that all was meant to be, and that her time had clearly come,she had exited her Christ year,33, and it was time for her to go home, she reminded me that she is a powerful being, a type of dakini, and that we will meet again! I still couldn't help but cry my eyes out! as we embraced, she disappeared from my sight.

I woke up back to this reality in that moment, and shared more tears for her! but was again fiercly reminded of her true being!
this meeting has given HUGE closure and support!

I am learning to trust!! please have patience with me oh Great Dakinis!!

This is not the first experience of this kind.

I have, since childhood, been incredibly intune with my dreams, and aware of my travels in the astral, anywhere from going far into the future, to checking in on my friends.
When my uncle passed a few years ago, i had many similar contact experiences, with great dialog from the other side(s).
Our spirit guides take many forms, and speak many tounges, but when one of our dear ones comes to us the the exact last form that we saw them in, it is a truly humbling experience!

I'm sure many of you, knowing it or not have had similar contacts with Heidi since her body has returned to the source.

In many cultures, including tibetan cultures, Cremation (fire burials) are reserved for only the highest of Lamas or Statesmen, the common folk are given an "air burial" by being cut into many pieces and fed to the vultures. Other burials, earth and water, likewise are reserved for other high beings. Heidi's visitation and the words she spoke to me, are evident of a masterful soul, a "Heidi~Satva" or a Mahatma, as known in Vedic traditions.

She truly Lives on , and will forever Dance in the Skies!

i love you all soooo much

Om Mani Padme Humh

Om Asato Maa Sat Gamaya
Tamaso Maa Jyotir Gamaya
Mrityor Maa Amritam Gamaya
Om Shanti Shanit Shanti

" om my i be taken from ignorance to awarness, from dark to light and from death to immortality, om peace in all worlds"