So if you want to get to know me better (or think you've gained some insight) In the "Lyrical Pursuits section below is some stuff I wrote. Will you figure me out? Probably not, but feel free to guess.....

Some of my Virgin Star & Little Bitch Lyrics: (I wrote them, I own them, they've been recorded, don't steal them AND don't reprint them without my permission dammit...)

Still caught your interest? Here are some of my original lyrics/poems etc....

Once again, these are my Virgin Star & Little Bitch Lyrics: (I wrote them, I own them, they've been recorded, don't steal them AND don't reprint them without my permission dammit...)

"CHANGING YOUTH"

Changing youth searching for truth in an empty room
Well, where will you go when the world gets old
What will you have learned, from them

This sacred place that we have forsaken inside our hearts now & then
Well, what will we say when it's finally gone away
That we just played our parts

I don't have to tell you that you're the only ones
Who can make a difference before more damage is done

Unholy thoughts that we act out
Then pray forgiveness in the dark
A kind of hush that you create
It's a very good disguise

As you walk on by watch their big wind die
What did they know anyhow
Changing youth you search for truth
But then you live a lie

And I don't have to tell you that you're the only ones
Who can make a difference before more damage is done

Changing youth searching for truth in an empty room....

"ONLY LOVE"

Still of the Night
an afterthought to you, but you know it well, only too well...
Still, black on white, shades of grey steel
bird wings in her eyes tangled in the thread of her life.

She's sewing hearts & leaves, forests at her tortured hands; a tapestry of pity, while trying to ignore her heart's demands
See how she holds her sorrow so tight.

Weaving by a candle in the night, she sits alone.
Holding only mirrors of the llfe she has known,
"Oh, Don't fall to Love." she says,
"The Moon is in too Poor a Plight;
But she knows tonight, only love could set things right
Only Love, Only Love, Pray for Love....

"Lonliness sustains me. It's the only food I've known."
She says, "Lonliness surrounded me & now I wear it like a cloak."

Still comes the night only now she thinks of you and says, "should I accept this love that's come my way. Could it be real?"

Some strange Prophet standing here; "knew where all my love had gone."
Now comes the night now goes her fear & what she thought was gone; reborn.

Sitting by the broken habit of a nun; Not Alone.
Love is lost then found; yellow candle melting in the sun
Just when you think your poor heart is about to break
(you just know it will)
A little drop of love is all it takes & your fulfilled

Only Love, Only love, Only Love....


"LOVE IN VAIN"

Miles & Miles of Wishes
dipped into my wishing well
Long Ago a short time to know
to know to know you
Well you are gone, but you're still tearing my heart...

Memory is keeping me. The heartache slips away
The edges of you still remain.
Keep on driving your wedges of intimate steel.
There is no eye to your hurricane

You take my Love in Vain, You take my Love in Vain, You take my Love in Vain

Always the same OLD story;
You're still consumed by your old Fantasy
(what was her name now?)
You keep on driving those wedges into my soul.
My love for you is killing me; give it back.

You take my Love in Vain, You take my Love in Vain, You take my Love in Vain

The love it seems you've left behind....
Don't cry to me at crying time.
Don't answer me with things you've never seen.

Your only faith is make believe
and there's always something up your sleeve
You fade to Black and then you fade away.

desperate & wanting
I knew what I was doing
More damage to my state of mind

still You keep coming in daydreams & riddles
Taking my peace of mind
Taking my Love in Vain

You take my Love in Vain, You take my Love in Vain, You take my Love in Vain

"YOU'll NEVER TAKE ME ALIVE"

Hear my heart beating into the night
Like a drum in an african rite
You know you never look me in the eye
When I'm loving you the best best part of me dies

It's not right
You know it's not right
So I'll scratch & I'll bite
You'll take me alive

So it's one last time on the destruction line
If you own my heart I guess you own my time
But I don't think I have the time to loose
As long as I still my mind to choose

It's not right
You know it's not right
So I'll scratch & I'll bite
You'll take me alive

"I NEED MORE"

You seem to live on just an hour a day, but I need more
Ma Mama said it should be work & no play but I need more

Don't try to lose me I aint chasin your tail
Don't try to shake me I'm not hot on your trail
I need more than just a slip of your tongue
ooh ooh honey yeah

I need more (I gotta tell ya) I need more
I need more (I'm gonna find it) I need more

You want a lover well I need more
Don't want no blue light special rate I need more
You want sugar, well aint that sweet ooh ooh

You need a sitter just to put you to bed
You need a traffic light inside of your head
You just want someone to tell you what to do

I need more (I gotta tell ya) I need more
I need more (I'm gonna find it) I need more

You want a lover I need a friend
So bring lets bring it to a screeching halt before it begins

I need more
I need more
I need more
I need more

"TOMORROW & TOMORROW" *with some help from William Shakespeare* (for the text, this link: www.ac.wwu.edu/~stephan/w...morrow.html

what do you seek oh mortal in the eyes of men
then turn beyond the twilight dreaming on
the answer cannot always be found in the hands of night
so look beyond to the light we have so little time

autumn leaves are falling the winter chill is coming
its subtle snow will soon caress your brain
out out brief candle life's but a walking shadow
the essence of your soul slipping away

the days are not so long my friend
dont waste your hour upon the stage
life is but a tale told by a fool

As Diogenies the hermit
lifts his lantern to mans faces
searching for signs of honest grace

autumn leaves are falling
the winter child is calling
his subtle snow will soon carress your brain
out out brief candle
lifes but a walking shadow
the essence of your soul soon slips away

Tomorrow & tomorrow
creeps this petty pace from day to day
To the last syllable of recorded time

And all our yesterdays
Have lighted fools the way to dusty death
Life is full of sound and fury
But it means nothing

autumn leaves are falling
the winter child is calling
his subtle snow will soon carress your brain
out out brief candle
lifes but a walking shadow
the essence of your soul soon slips away

slipping away day by day until your out of time you find the meaning was just a dream just a dream

autumn leaves are falling
the winter child is calling
his subtle snow will soon carress your brain
out out brief candle
lifes but a walking shadow
the essence of your soul soon slips away

slipping away day by day until your out of time you find the meaning was just a dream just a dream

"FREE ME/BREAK THESE CHAINS"

You know it's time for me to go
(its not that I'm afraid)
you knew i was a runaway
so why do you look at me so strange today

You said that you would break these chains around my heart
I've locked it in a cage
hear it beating in the dark

Maybe your story is just too real for me
(maybe I'm begging to be free)
under the cold pale moon beneath the willow tree
you pledged your love to me

And you say that you will break these chains around my heart
destroy the bitter steel that rips my world apart

Can you free me break these chains
Set me free break these chains

You know I want to love you so
(okay so I'm afraid)
But in this moment I'm starting to feel safe
I never thought I'd change

Til you said that you could break these chains around my heart
Destroy the bitter steel that held me in the dark

Can you free me break these chains
Set me free Break these chains

"LEND ME AN HOUR"

if you knew what I was thinking
eyes of grey & oooh I'm dreaming
that you can read right my stare

if you'd lend me just an hour
I'd love you like theres no tomorrow
even if its only for one night

I don't know exactly what I'm feeling
or what in you is so appealling

but something in my body's stirring
just when I thought that I was slipping
into a void where I would cease to care

so if you'd lend me just an hour
I'll rock you with my total power
even if it's only for tonight


Only for tonight
All I need is your body & your time
On your knees or on mine
Won't you lend me an hour of your time


ooh baby baby
oh my god you drive me
crazy
my heart would follow you anywhere

Hey I don't want to break this fever
Won't you come a little nearer

Only for tonight
All I need is your body & your time
On your knees or on mine
Won't you lend me an hour of your time

won't you lend me just an hour baby
won't you lend me just an hour baby
won't you lend me just an hour baby

"INDECISION"

something unreal
it only come around about twice
the wait isn't worth it
until you see the look in her eyes

every time you think that things are going your way
you'll cross the river in your own sweet time
she meets you with a smile and a slap in the face
you been walking a very fine line

Of
Indecision

So I'll tell you a story
something htat might have happen to me
cause you've been dreming about her
so it's time you learned a lessen for free

everytime I thought that things were going my way
I'd cross the river in my own sweet time
life met me with a smile and a slap in the face
and sent me right back to the starting line

Of
Indecision

So don't go thinking things are going your way
and you'll never have to make up your mind
she'll wake you with a smile and a slap in the face
and tell you it's about time

to make
your decision