Female

Every day and night I embrace the The Universal Great Mind

I have learned that as the stars form in the universe, I can feel the formation from within me! I vision them when it happens and it feels like I am being surrounded by them upon the universe! It is something recently new, that I'm just now learning about of myself! I have been learning about the energy forces within me and all that energies that I embrace! I am unsure how I developed the energies of the Creation and going through the processes of "Creation" as these energies have mingled in with mine and I'm still learning about!


I have realized that I am a Universal Being! I realize that I am a Universal Guide! I am here for you all... I am the uncreated that creates as I have seen it in myself as I become what I have become! A part of me is within all and all is within me... I feel this more and more and I learn more and more about it!

One's greatest truth is learning about the "Self"... Does not matter how you label it... Your experiences are the life lessons that you go through!

Life lessons that have significant meaning! Life lessons that are meant to "Teach" you something for a reason!

Life is filled with many things to learn as there are many guides from everywhere that are awaiting to guide you into that beautiful direction!

I surround myself only upon the beauty! Only upon that of which, I feel genuine Love from! The beautiful love will flow sweetly with me! ....

I know my feelings that run deep like the flowing waters upon the mossy rocks... The sanded beach has unlimited amounts of grain of sand that still with-hold its own perspective of understanding... All that lay upon a Beach and Ocean...

No matter how you look at it... The Process of Learning is the greatest process of metamorphosis ever known and the level of understanding to reach higher levels is a goal that will always go defined, from and by the self, to the self in dedication to Self Exploration!

I am saddened by those who point fingers claiming others "Wrong", when it is NOT about wrong or right... Technically, Psychologically... Philosophically it is all about Perception...

I walk many paths that lead me to the most important path of all... "Myself"!

From my perspective, I expect to be "Alone", but those that comfort me with enduring words to help me feel less alone, I cherish in my heart....

The truth is what is it is..

Only I can define Me... Only I can find the answers to Myself... I am, that I am!

This goes for anyone...I cannot tell you YOUR truth... Only YOU can tell YOU that truth!

... Here and forever... I need to learn Silence and how much it is bliss! .... Here and now... I need to learn that sometimes, "I am not meant to give the answers"! .... One needs to find that out on Their Own! ...

Words from the heart and soul,

My cosmic name is... Div'Awnha De'Aundeileena Mha'Meizha I discovered my cosmic name upon meditation with my Spirit... It is the name I feel one with, with the Universe. I represent the meaning of this... Div' or Divinity = Divine Light... De' meaning Darkness (Divine Darkness, in my case) Mha' I'll leave this part blank.. HA!

What I represent and my Avatar Meaning is ...

Divinity Fae Myst ...

Divine Light Element / The Fae World of Magic and Possibilities / Myst Element

The Sun and the Moon shine down this Divine Light Element through them but in different ways...
The Fae World is my opening connection to another world aside from here...
My Myst Element that I represent allows me to feel other realms and other worlds ...

Feel free to address me as Div or Divinity.. ha ha!

More About Me

I am Universal Guide, as it feels like I am a part of everything upon the universe and all...When I was 7, I was visited by Set, Shadow'd Twin the to Ausar!

When I was 8, I was visited by Anubis... And I was visited by my Stahr of Divinity, that of which,formed different formations, it was so Multi Dimensional and abstract... It spoke to me and then it went into me, to become One with Me!

After that I started to open up the Universe and the Ufo's as well as the Et's...I have connected with my guides "Anubis, Horus, Ra, Thoth and Tut..." I have connected with my spiritual Twin Nebt-hekt, upon a Pardox like moment, as from her universe to mine, we touched hands and became one... She is my Shadow'd Twin...I have had dreams of walking through the deserts in Egypt, to my pyramid, with these creatures that looked like Set, Anubis, Horus, Ausar, Nebt-hekt... I have been connected astrally to a statue, an Egyptian Statue, and the energies from it, went into me...I have been visited by Et's... many of them that feel honored to be in my presence. When I learned about my guide "Tut", I dreamt that I approached an Egyptian Statue and when I touched it, its eyes opened and became bright white light. When He came to me, his eyes shown bright white and he came to me to teach me about healing energies. Now, I learn how to apply myself..

.My Angel Sariel which is a Moon Angel... Got me closer to the "voice" of the Universal Great Mind, whom many believe is as "Creator", when he held my hand and in the darkness, I saw ancient texts scroll before me, it was in an ancient language... The Creator spoke to me so beautifully and I understood everything that was being told to me.Since then I have been awakening and ascending, spiritually, emotionally, mentally and physically. I am a universal guide because I have learned that I am connected to everything, all upon the universe and earth and the stars. I have no reason to feel alone and I look for my extended companions that I once felt when I was there, scattered. ...

I feel most favored towards the Moon... The Ursa Major Constellation, and Sirius...I am here for you!For if not for you, I would not be here, for it would feel worthless to exist without you....

I remember when the realms split and before they split, my names was sang in a poetic way! With cosmic Vibrational Tones! As the heart beat of the Universe beats all through me, then and now! I am here to help you remember! I am here to help you advance! I am here to guide you ALL!I LOVE YOU!

DEATH EXPERIENCE

I passed out from a concussion. I'm told that I was lucky I woke from it, because I could of died. From what I remember of it... When I fell, I fell and hit my head on the Toilet. I remember trying to get up but struggled and since no one was around, I had no help. So I then passed out! My hands were tucked under me as I was struggling and that's how I passed out...I do remember leaving my body spiritually... I remember how dimensional it looked there... I remember how lonely I was. I was sad... I remember the conversations my ex. had with his friends that day, as he had no idea what had happened to me... I remember looking at him and him not seeing me. I recall no material anything, no God, no Goddess, No Et. No thing. I was in an uncreated place, looking into a place of Creation. I saw everything from all angles and perspectives.

It was so weird... I remember the freedom I felt. I learned 2 things. I will never feel loneliness like the loneliness I felt there. There was nothing and I felt like nothing. ...I learned of freedom that I could only feel there, much more free than here. ...It took me awhile to realize what was happening with me. I felt very sad!

Well, I remember as I was heading back to my body (I believe that there is more but I cannot remember anything else), it felt like I was in a body of ocean, as my body was releasing wastes as it was getting ready to completely shut down! ... I was temporarily brain dead, which would explain why I thought I was in a body of ocean as my body was shutting down and releasing wastes. Well, the weird thing is... When I opened my eyes, my hand was extended outward and in my hand was my address book, opened to my friend's number. ... I called him, he comforted me... At this point my ex. still had no idea what was up with me.I went down stairs not realizing of the blood gushing out of my head. All in my hair and clothes.

... I didn't realize it until I touched my head, and I felt embarrassed in front of his friends and him... So I ran back upstairs and washed it all off and found that the blood was just everywhere. I found out that I was "out" for 7 hours, unconscious...

SOME THOUGHTS

The most important thing that I believe in is... "Being Myself"! There's nothing more beautiful than expressing "The Self"! I never want to forget WHO I AM! I am special! I want to show you all the beauty that I can offer to you!

When I look at myself in the mirror... I see "myself"... Not someone I want to, or wish to be. No, I see all that I ever was, All that I am, and all that I ever shall be! ... I believe in Myself! My Strength! What I can achieve by looking to my inner-self for guidance!

I have embraced many aspects of myself and have come to realize that all of those aspects were me "Separated" and as I became more aware of all of these things at every which point in my life, I embraced all of it. I am full of possibilities!

In spiritual flight, in spiritual curiosity... In Mental Dilemma's, mental correction... In physical weaknesses and emotional unbalances, I look to the most greatest being ever to exist to solve these problems... That being is "Myself"! I am Self Reliant! I am Self Improvement! I am Self Exploration! I believe in looking to My own Spirit for guidance.

I am the Mother of my own Reality! I am the Sister to many other different Realities, created by different beings (worldly or other worldly), I am a daughter of the greatest King of all time and the Lover to the mate of my Soul!

I romance the world with my De'Light!

The more I apply myself, the more I lift the layers of Illusion and deception, to reach more and more to the core of the truth... The more I apply myself, for Who I am and All that I am... I learn more about not only myself but all that surrounds me! ...

If we all own a portion of the universe creating our own reality... Can you imagine how many Mini-Universes there are? ... All within One Grand multi-verse!

The Self is very important... I believe in "My-Self"!

I do not believe in the Creator as a being above all... I am viewing the Creator as the act of Creation that we are, when we get creative with art, poetry, literature ... etc. etc. ... That beings that the concept of "Creator" The act of Creation, is amongst and within us, when we apply this creation method, or "The Creator" ...

I feel the Soul of this Universal Great mind... I can see the many different faces of this Universal Great Mind and can appear to me as different Gods, Angels, Entities, Energy Forces and Animal Guides/Spirits ...

I can feel the Life of this Universal Great Mind and I am in connection Mentally, as well as physically, spiritually, and emotionally with this Universal Great Mind... The Universal Grand Over Seer of All, The All-Knowing Eye so dimensional! Who can view things from many different Multi Dimensional Perspectives! The Universal Great Mind who is the Soul of all Lights and the Soul of all spirits and the Soul of all different Souls! ...

Humanity loves to "label" things... Humanity loves to limit things with those labels and so humanity will only work in steps in learning how to define the Universal Great Mind... Humanity tends to view things from a One Perspective View! So humanity will incorporate their belief system(s), and try to defend it as the Universal truths! ... That is not necessarily correct! We all are meant to view it differently, to come to a Greater Understanding... That's why I say "I don't view things as wrong or right, nor do I point fingers, I don't exclude any form of knowledge and information"!!! No one is more powerful than the other... We may be on different levels of understanding, but that is alright... We are meant to help guide each other there. And I am here to help ALL on this lovely path we're on, journeying and maturing...

I live in an Eternity... Time and labels aren't what I live by... When we take away Time we'll have Eternity... When We take away labels, we get a Great Unification...

I do not address this Universal Great Mind as the Creator but the Great One who gives us the Freedom, choice and will to create as we express the Creator through us when we get creative. .

Often when I meditate with the Universe, it feels as though I am creating new things upon the universe with art upon the dark skies! There I shine my Light of Divinity like a Bright Stahr!

In short, what everyone believes as God or Goddess, I believe is just the Grand Universal Being! I won't address myself as "Goddess" but rather, as the being that I am in the flesh, a Great Human upon mankind! I understand that as through time, I excelled to the point of reaching a Goddess Energy force as I embraced my higher self. I am my higher self! I am an avatar of a-many things!

Step unto my Multi-Universal and Cosmic home upon the Grand Universal Being! All are welcomed!