The anticipation keeps building and building. I haven't been sleeping very much and I feel like it's getting worse. I feel something huge coming something intense.
This will be like my first time because last year I was sooo very ill I couldn't enjoy what I knew would have been the most enjoyable experience of my life.
I know this will be the dawn of a new me and I can't wait to love myself again. I can't wait to let it all go. All of it. It has been too long, and there have been too man... read more