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*Doll*Parts*

joined on 03/21/06
last updated 04/11/09
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when i die ...

... scatter me to the four winds into the ocean and say just this: “She loved me.”

"Oh dig my grave both wide and deep,
Put tombstones at my head and feet,
And on my breast carve a turtle-dove
To signify I died of love."

-----my sweet soldier boy, presnell, 1951

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your love makes me

June 10, 2008
i;ve got the hots for her. yummy yummy yummy
Unsu...
 
May 29, 2008
I was wishing you were closer so you could come to the birthday bash next month and spend some quality time with Dale and I as well as a handful of Assholes that would love to spend time with you.

And I was thinking about how amazing you are and it occured to me that all of your friends are probably just as convinced as I am that they are extra-special in your book. What an amazing gift you have. I know that when my family and I came to see you in San Francisco, we all left feeling like we were special because of you.

In case I haven't told you lately Brooke, I love you!
May 25, 2008
do you know you have the best laugh of anyone i know?

i am so glad and proud that you're my friend.

i love you, darlin'...
May 14, 2008
You!!!! You Are a Kiss of Fresh Air. You've pulled me right into your world with your blogs and have kept me there, riveted to see what's going to happen next. We became friends right before the current new year. I can't remember which of us friended the other one, or even how we met now as I was going through some big, bad times this last winter and I can't remember much of the details of my life. Well anyway, I was writing a lot about the "ego stripping" graduate level course the universe had enrolled me in and then posting it to my blog... And the thing about you Dollface, is that you never once hesitated to take on the heavy subjects, sometimes even by publicly parting with a piece of your own pain to help ease mine. Your empathy is like, HUGE. You are a true sister and risking the cliché, I really am a better person for having gotten to know you.
April 24, 2008
This Doll is my constant reminder to believe in love.
February 3, 2008
Gawd I love this woman!
When I was a child, nobody told me fairy tales applied to me, and at some point I forgot all about them.

This wonderful woman has changed ALL of that!
Did I mention I love her? I can hardly breathe!
December 19, 2007
I simply love this woman, with more love than I knew a man like me could muster.
November 19, 2007
LOVE.. she is and does.... on earth shaking levels.
z
z
offline 92
October 26, 2007
this woman has the BIGGEST fucking heart
it really is amazing
she loves so intensely and completely
and when you meet her it's overwhelming how she extends the love in her heart until you feel it wrap around you
she draws you so close
brooke also has the biggest fucking mouth
she can talk a mile a minute and non-stop for hours
it can be exhausting
but one of the really cool things about witnessing this is that she uses her smile and her laughter as punctuation marks
she HATES having her picture taken
so for those of you have yet to meet her let me tell you she has the most beautiful smile
full on teeth smile
the second time i hung out with brooke was new years eve 2004
she and her boyfriend came down from milwaukee to our house in chicago
she showed up wearing the shortest little black dress and high heels
december in chicago people!
this girl's got moxie!
anyway...she looked soooo beautiful and i just wanted to keep taking pictures of her
i ended up with a dozen pics of this girl with a pissed off look and usually holding up something to block her face
she was so mad at me!
and i just kept saying "but you're so beautiful."

that's ma girl!
September 10, 2007
...knowing your path recently...
...and hearing your voice last night...
...and never having met you---- (yet)...
...i DO love you.

you *are* joy.
you *are* spirit.
you *are* love.
you *are* light.
...and I love you, Brooke.

I really do.

Thank you for making me smile along the way...
...and when we *do* meet...
...get ready for an enormous hug, dahlink! ;)
z
z
offline 92
July 23, 2007
best gal a friend ever had!
ooops! i mean...
;P
i love you.
dont ever leave me.
coz i'm never leaving you.
Unsu...
 
June 16, 2007
For when you return...

You give me hope! You make me well! You give me strength! You are an inspiration!
May 28, 2007
B R O O K E -
how is it that you can make every single person in your life, every single person you meet, feel special and loved? it is a talent. perhaps the secret lies somewhere in the words you told me the first time we spoke... you said, "You show me your soul, and I'll show you mine... That's how this works, Baby."
and it has indeed been Truth. thank you. i love you.
YOU have taught ME to love.
Unsu...
 
May 20, 2007
you are just damned beautiful. it's simple.
March 7, 2007
Waffle! Waffle! Waffle!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Waffle! Waffle! Waffle!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Waffle! Waffle! Waffle!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
January 16, 2007
I never thought that I would say this about anybody, but...
Brooke can out play me, out talk me, and out Diss me.
She has proven her worth, and it's down right scarey.
I pity the fool that ends up with this Aecerbic wit of a Woman.
B R O O K E, I bow to you.
I am your Slave.
I still won't shave for you, but you have stolen my heart through mere words!
KK
September 20, 2006
Have I told you
that I love you on Monday
Wednesday
Yesterday
Today and tomorrow?

Well I do

Tuesday and Thursdays you can have cuz the TV is good
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a force of will in charge

is what put us to war.



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Song and Sound

www.justinmullins.com/music.htmMUSIC -- For Simon, my piano teacher, 4 October 2002Add together two simple waves and you produce a third, more complicated wave. Add another simple wave and the waveform becomes even more complicated and so on. In fa
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Echo of Beauty

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right? what?

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I am. I be. I was. I become. I do. But mainly I suffer fools for lovesake.
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You likey Egg Roll?

this made me laugh harder than i thought i could at a Tribe thread.
tribes.tribe.net/d71b7e08-...c9f6fa0de9

Keith Oberman on 911
www.youtube.com/watch

Juan Mann - Free Hugs & Sick Puppies
www.youtube.com/watch

Carl Jung Interview ca.1957
video.google.com/videoplay


A new Favorite site:
www.metahistory.org/about.php

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rubbing the world against my thigh

"Love Junkies, MY ASS."

Most of you know where to find me.
It's not that hard.
Wed, August 12, 2009 - 9:47 PM permalink - 9 comments
 
I miss Tribe ...

but I am learning quite a bit about being brain damaged (better term than "broken.")

or rather, I'm wrapping my head around it these days.

And in the meantime, I frolic about on Twitter, and do a daily check of Facecrack via Blackberry.
Sun, March 29, 2009 - 11:47 PM permalink - 7 comments
 
which I have decided in my infinite expertise should begin today ...

I bring you:

Mating ...
Wed, February 11, 2009 - 1:42 PM permalink - 8 comments
 
MY President.
Tue, January 20, 2009 - 2:42 PM permalink - 18 comments
 
that is all.
Mon, December 22, 2008 - 11:42 PM permalink - 12 comments
 
Not to belabor the point, but last year something happened to me that changed my life. I mean, flipped me 180 and essentially landed me on my head. I had a major brain thing that ordinarily kills a person, and when it doesn’t, normally leaves them physically disabled for the rest of their life. I not only had a double brain aneurysm, but when they went in to fix it, I had a stroke that took away the functionality of my entire left side. There was a time, I was told, when my left eye was f... read more
Wed, November 26, 2008 - 2:54 AM permalink - 26 comments
 
i really shouldn't encourage you...
Fri, November 21, 2008 - 5:25 PM permalink - 14 comments
 
This picture is saveed on my harddrive as -- Carla_Bruni_looks like Silvertooth.jpg

heh, you never knew, did you?

My apologies for the spate of pin-ups.
I tend to spike randier still after a lovefest such was my week in Kansas City ...
I'm settling down slowly.
Fri, November 21, 2008 - 3:56 PM permalink - 5 comments
 
Angelina is still pretty close to the standard for HOTT.
Although there are the Kates: Beckinsale, Silvertooth, and Blanchette (Cate with a "C")
Carla Bruni, too ...

Save the comments on her skinniness. I like skinny.

My mother used to say about Linda "Wonder Woman" Carter, "If I looked like her, I wouldn't even talk to you."
Fri, November 21, 2008 - 3:54 PM permalink - 7 comments
 
she has to come out and play periodically.

Now leave me alone about Rudd!
Fri, November 21, 2008 - 12:29 AM permalink - 16 comments
 
i can't help it.
Wed, November 19, 2008 - 7:08 AM permalink - 19 comments
 
paul rudd ...
Tue, November 18, 2008 - 7:15 PM permalink - 13 comments
 
 
George Will just referred to Obama as "Tweety." Yes, he meant "tweedy." But since we've all become Twitter Whores ... and Barack's on Twitter, um ...

LMMFAO!
Fri, September 26, 2008 - 8:00 PM permalink - 3 comments
 
so, everywhere I look, Tribers are cutting their losses and exchanging e-mails and phone numbers in order not to lose touch with the people they have met and loved over the last several years. I spent the better part of yesterday copying and pasting what amounts to my journal of the last year. Don't have it all yet but maybe Tribe will survive the next few weeks after all.

No one, it seems, cares to try and pick up the threads and transfer them over to Facebook or the other crap-ass net... read more
Fri, September 12, 2008 - 3:05 PM permalink - 9 comments
 
to Burning Man .

Hope to make it out alive.
No expectations.

See you there or won't.
Sat, August 23, 2008 - 12:04 AM permalink - 4 comments
 
Independantly Happy

I feel that it's hard enough to say good-bye.
I feel there's the water. Should I sink or dive?
An empty plate, fill up my sentimental morning star.
I steal the art of putting truth in a lie.
I still want the girl that really caught my eye.
But, she lives in Oklahoma City, far away from me.
An empty hope chest.
Quit the dope quest,
And remain independently happy

I'm finally happy...happy... independently happy...

I deal with the fact that I've forgotten the... read more
Thu, August 7, 2008 - 8:03 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
members.shaw.ca/yofrizb/


The more we love, the less we fear;
The less we fear, the more we understand.
The more we understand, the more tolerance we have.
The more tolerance we have, the more Compassion we feel.
The more Compassion we feel, the more open we are.
The more open we are,
the more we love.
Tue, August 5, 2008 - 2:26 PM permalink - 4 comments
 
Love and Fear, a Project
Music - Morcheeba

We always have a choice
Or at least I think we do
We can always use our voice
I thought this to be true
We can live in fear
Extend our selves to love
We can fall below
Or lift our selves above

Fear can stop you loving
Love can stop your fear
Fear can stop you loving
But it's not always that clear

I always try so hard
To share my self around
But now I'm closing up again
Drilling through the ground

Fear can stop you loving
Lo... read more
Tue, August 5, 2008 - 2:10 PM permalink - 2 comments
 
has given me, once in a lifetime,
a substitute for the beer that "eats like a meal"
Guiness
Sat, August 2, 2008 - 2:12 PM permalink - 20 comments
 
my big girl pants are.

Let the whining begin.
Mon, July 28, 2008 - 12:06 AM permalink - 15 comments
 
uh, oh...
Sun, July 20, 2008 - 11:48 AM permalink - 6 comments
 
"There is no try."
Mon, July 14, 2008 - 4:47 PM permalink - 13 comments
 
i really don't want to live here anymore.
this is a form of government i do not choose to participate in.
our economy is collapasing
there is no fair universal healthcare
breadlines will be ommon again soon.
i don't think obama is going to pull us out.


TSA launches leak investigation

By Drew Griffin and Kathleen Johnston
CNN Special Investigation Unit
www.cnn.com/2008/US/07/1...on/index.html

(CNN) -- Federal officers charge... read more
Mon, July 14, 2008 - 4:09 PM permalink - 7 comments
 
once maybe twice, in rare cases thrice, does a book come into one's life, that speaks a person's truth to them in such a way as to become holy writ, and takes a place of holiness in one's library.

swear-to- g.a.w.damn, this is one of those books for me. she's my new best friend, a blog to savor, an honest and raw look at my appetite for life.

i've never been able to integrate my appetites and it feels like finally someone knows what i'm talking about.

i started reading it late aftern... read more
Sun, July 13, 2008 - 6:49 AM permalink - 5 comments
 
headache.

it stops now.


image: charles alexander moffett- headache
Sun, July 6, 2008 - 9:38 PM permalink - 9 comments
 
Sun, July 6, 2008 - 12:35 AM permalink - 6 comments
 
(inspired by something Than wrote)

freaked out
completely resolved
laughing then
screaming
in the space of a breath

holding the brains in my head
with one hand
to keep them from spilling out
maybe it's futile
and i should
just
enjoy the ride
while it lasts
(how long can it last?)
even though the
the straps that hold me in the car
are made of velcro.
Sat, July 5, 2008 - 10:39 PM permalink - 8 comments
 
turd blossom
1. (noun) In west Texas, a desert wild flower that grows up out of a meadow muffin.
2. (proper noun) One of G.W. Bush's nicknames for Karl Rove.
3. (slang) any positive consequence (beauty) that comes from something unwholesome(shit)

From Wikipedia: Trust :Trust is a relationship of reliance. ...Trust is a prediction of reliance on an action, based on what a party knows about the other party. Trust is a statement about what is otherwise unknown -- for example, because ... read more
Sat, July 5, 2008 - 1:14 AM permalink - 4 comments
 
and i get to play in the waves.
and get ready for burning man.
Mon, June 30, 2008 - 8:54 AM permalink - 6 comments
 
there is clive
Sat, June 28, 2008 - 7:44 PM permalink - 7 comments
 
mmmmmm.
Sat, June 28, 2008 - 7:40 PM permalink - 2 comments
 
Sat, June 28, 2008 - 7:35 PM permalink - 13 comments
 
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Sat, June 28, 2008 - 6:53 PM permalink - 3 comments
 
so donnie darko and crime library will have to do.

tomorrow's a day and i heard a rumor about a free blues show.
(some thing more to like here.)
Fri, June 27, 2008 - 9:56 PM permalink - 6 comments
 
Dustin landed the job he telephone interviewed for this morning.

No UPS grunt work for him; this position is an initial 2-month contract in IT
doing what he knows.


Yay, YOU!!
Fri, June 27, 2008 - 1:24 PM permalink - 9 comments
 
glad dustin has movies I haven't seen.
Thu, June 26, 2008 - 6:58 PM permalink - 21 comments
 
next week, so i can see a lawyer, my friends, a doctor or two, my child, and my mother who expects me to come running back home to live on her couch.

i will also probably spend some time with my old trainer.

i'll get some good sunshine and ocean air and perspective.

yay, me.
Mon, June 23, 2008 - 9:01 PM permalink - 7 comments
 
that's reality.

at least where i come from.

You earn respect with actions, words, integrity.

i thought everybody knew that.


image: i am the Queen of Google images.
Fri, June 20, 2008 - 7:56 PM permalink - 11 comments
 
all the poppa's in my world.


num, num, num.
Sun, June 15, 2008 - 10:47 AM permalink - 4 comments
 
youtube.com/watch

"I am here to kick ass and chew gum."


thank you, oh thank you for this, FiDo.
Mon, June 9, 2008 - 6:44 PM permalink - 3 comments
 
i trust him.

i trust he will live a life that's true.
i believe he will be reponsible for himself
and his world.
i believe he will valuate for himself and act accordingly.
i believe he has a mastery of the english language
an he will use his mind.
i believe he will enjoy his life.
and i hope he will make good decisions.
i hope he will not make the same mistakes of his parents.

but mainly i believe.
Mon, June 9, 2008 - 10:57 AM permalink - 4 comments
 
I’m trying to slow down.
I have hurried up and hurried my entire life.
I was an avid and curious child.
I grew into an eager and adventurous woman.
I have giant appetites and I have always sought to indulge them.
Quick processing times, rash decisions.
This coupled with less than stellar time management skills
Makes for lotsa burning rubber and candles at both ends.
Living fast.

That’ll kill ya’. Fast.
Or so I’ve learned.

I gotta trust that putting on the brakes, I ... read more
Sun, June 8, 2008 - 10:10 PM permalink - 2 comments
 
I eat and undie
and water my doubts
with silence
and birds come.
-Mark Nepo, 'Surviving Has Made Me Crazy'


thank you, myKate,
for the call and the confidence.
as always, you send emergency supplies to
keep me not only warm and fed,
but alive.

I UnDie.
Sun, June 8, 2008 - 9:43 AM permalink - 5 comments
 
i'm going.
will send postcards.
Fri, June 6, 2008 - 1:20 PM permalink - 5 comments
 
loved it.

my friends, my friends ... i love you so.

and it's truly all about the shoes.
Sat, May 31, 2008 - 9:00 PM permalink - 9 comments
 
 
FIRE in northern California ... since i have no idea where z and ella are now in relation to Santa Rosa, I'm worried.


TORNADO in Windsor, near Ft. Collins. Sean is okay but this is actually closer to myKate. I don't know if she's in Colorado or Texas. Where is Marcus? Where is her mom?


fuck. and my phone is dead.

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we speak, we listen, we learn and live

"Lux et Umbra vicissim, sed semper Amor"
Light and Shadow by turns, but always Love

"For mortal to aid mortal -- this is God, and this is the road to eternal glory." -- Policraticus, Stoic

"Doubt that the stars are fire; Doubt that the sun doth move. Doubt Truth to be a liar; But never doubt I love." William Shakespeare

Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it. Rumi

"Once you have started seeing the beauty of life, ugliness starts disappearing. If you start looking at life with joy, sadness starts disappearing. You cannot have heaven and hell together, you can have only one. It is your choice." -- Osho

There are two ways of spreading light: to be the candle or the mirror that reflects it. Edith Wharton

You cannot have a proud and chivalrous spirit if your conduct is mean and paltry; for whatever a man's actions are, such must be his spirit. --Demosthenes (384 BC - 322 BC), Third Olynthiac

Love that does not renew itself every day becomes a habit and in turn a slavery. --Kahlil Gibran
“All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream.” Edgar Allan Poe

“A good plan isn’t one where someone wins, it’s where nobody thinks they’ve lost.” - The Amazing Maurice (Terry Pratchett)

Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgment that something else is more important than fear. -- Ambrose Redmoon

I generally avoid temptation unless I can't resist it. Mae West

Between two evils, I always pick the one I never tried before. Mae West

"Love is no substitute for a good meal." - hottie John

"i know it doesn't seem logical, but fondues scare the crap out of me. " - sunny

The choice is simple. Love, or don't. Gifts are rewarded, but emptiness feeds itself. " --CharleZ

"...truth makes a problem part of the past; lying makes it part of the future." -unknown

"Create Beauty, yet celebrate Darkness" -nicholas the sparrow

"not even the most formidable difficulties will take you from your path when you understand that your only destiny is to grow." -chamalu

"...God is about the immeasureable connections between people." -- keith ablow

"Worship is love made visible through tireless exploration, celebration, and care." joshua levin

"Love has no opposite." forrest landry

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my favorite movies

The Fisher King, MP & the Holy Grail, Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are Dead, Goldfish Memory, Secretary, Stealing Beauty, The Big Lebowski, Elf, Donnie Darko, Closer, Van Helsing, Bug, Hamburger Hill, 300, There Will Be Blood, Michael Clayton

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mmmmmm, delicious and nutritious

 
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