Still feeling kind of stale...
I'm going to lean back and see where life takes me.
I already know that 2008 is full of changes.

Some changes since the last time I updated!

I turned 19! (January)
I moved out! (Two blocks away from English Bay)
I have plane tickets booked for November for 3 weeks in Japan!
I am slightly broke!

I just got my finger jammed in the laundry room door!

Hello family,

I am terrible at keeping this thing updated aren't I. I am active here, but I just observe and read.

I find that I always come back to Tribe and to my friends on Tribe when I am feeling like I am losing touch with myself and the beautiful world around me.

Lately I've been working a lot. My manager is away so I took on fulltime shifts until he is back. Outside of work and sleep, I am constantly surrounding myself in music and materials. Lots of music. Music 24 hours a da... read more

What happened was that the principal called a meeting with him, my parents, my councellor, and myself. He gave me an ultimatum, I either attend every class for the rest of the year or I get kicked out/transferred to another school.

So I've been attending every class for almost two months now. Instead of feeling fear and anxiety everytime I step foot into the building, I now enter it with a dead heart.

The place is sucking me dry. I am but a dummy walking past all the shadows in the hall... read more

Been going through a small identity crisis.

My new-school-year optimism has drained.
Why did I think that I could make it this time?
I'm a fool.

I feel so ugly.
I feel so fat.
I feel so useless.
I feel so tired.
I feel so sick.
I feel so angry.
Ugly. Fat. Useless.

I'm just a piece of human waste eating itself away from the inside.