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Located in Saint Louis, Middle West, USA
For those who work with me to learn advanced awakening practices with the holy trinity practices of Moontime, Dreamtime and Bloodtime, each month, here are 2009's lunar schedule listed below. Those of us who have already been living by the moon rather than the sun or solar, we have increased our dreaming, remote view, out of body, visions through this slow mastery practice to open the gate of the third eye which is located in the sacral chakra for noetic senses and clairvision, sentence, and audio with telepathy to increase.
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In my work as a female shaman, I must always work with a more, pre-history understanding to make sense of symbols from my ancient grandmothers original meanings to apply to my work, otherwise current understandings over the past 2000 years make no sense to me and how I experience my work as a healer. In neolithic and paleolithic times, lithic meaning 'stone', neo meaning 'new' and paleo meaning 'old' refers to our remembrance when we lived, did healing work and performed sacred ceremonies in ...
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Fri, July 3, 2009 - 11:10 AM
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Wed, July 1, 2009 - 7:59 PM
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Two waking dream notes: Last January when I did my New Moon Intention in Capricorn, as me, my sister and daughter who walking to the sacred spring at the Black Madonna Shrine, I saw a mouse with its head cut off. Of course my I-Ching on January 1 2009 was 'Biting Through' a difficulty. I usually share everything but out of respect to my family's wishes I will not write what this challenge has been the first six months of 2009, just know it was extremely challenging and deep. On this N... read more
The goddess of light and creator goddess of the Karraur, an Australian aboriginal group, she lay asleep in the Dreamtime before this world’s creation, in a world of bone-bare, windless mountains. Suddenly, a whistle startled the goddess. She took a deep breath and opened her eyes, flooding the world with light. The earth stirred under her warm rays. Yhi drifted down to this new land, walking north, south, east, and west. As she did, plants sprang up from her footprints. She walked the world’s...
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Tue, June 30, 2009 - 9:51 PM
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I have seer and shamanic gifts and their releases from the core of my emotional body (soul) was a long and painful initiation journey will full remembrance not in mental knowledge or mental meditation journeys, but energetic and portal experiences. Since my magnetic field work on temples is almost complete, my higher self is releasing some auditory levels for this world. I didn't need them in the subtle worlds in fact I wouldn't want them now that I look back... but in this world I can use th...
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Fri, June 26, 2009 - 7:47 PM
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In the tradition of Shamans, in order to attain the gifts of the all, a certain level of the underworld tests must be passed. Mother earth will give you a sacred stone if you pass a certain level. I passed mine and had a dream during that time. In the dream I was in Montana and a group of seven native men with one chief whose chest was painted with red paint, told me that who I was, would be written on a stone and it will fall from the sky.
Fri, June 26, 2009 - 6:57 PM
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Six months later it did. A dark stone with an im... read more
Ever since my apprentice and I booked our flight down to Yucatan and Peru for our August 2009 trip, I have had these Xan spirit creatures in my cottage. They are about the size of a small orb, solid black and come in and out with high speed and sometimes slow. My life as a shaman of the female nature is that some things in sacred text which are enemies of male shamans are my protectors. The yin, night, mother, feminine, color black in a holy way are what shamans not only deal with but work ve...
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Fri, June 26, 2009 - 3:00 PM
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Below are: Turtle, Frog and Mouse in the order in which they came on this New Moon in Cancer at the Ceremony I did.... I started off my New Moon in Cancer Intentions at the sacred Wellspring at the Black Madonna Shrine, a sacred Dark Goddess Spring and her healing waters of the Slavic Diety both Kupalo of the Waters and Black Madonna of the Great Void, two Slavic deities. My sister and I did the ceremony to honor the Goddess for the next three months of the cycle of this Summer Solstice and t...
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Tue, June 23, 2009 - 9:10 PM
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In 1940 four schoolchildren accidentally stumbled upon the hidden entrance of a cave system and became the first recent humans in 17,000 years to set eyes upon the cave paintings that were depicting prehistoric beautiful paintings of animals. These caves located southwestern part of France hold one of the oldest women's shamanic cave art called “Lascaux” with walls and ceilings decorated with approximately 1,500 engravings and 600 paintings of horses, stag, deer, goats and bison. On one wall ...
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Mon, June 22, 2009 - 11:59 PM
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Kupalo is a Slavic Spirit of the Summer Solstice who is venerated on Kupalo's day (June 24). She is a water goddess and also associated with fire. Devotees worship her by taking ritual baths and casting flowers on the water. They also leap over huge bonfires. Fire and water are both associated with purification. Her effigy is often set alight and cast onto the water by worshippers. Kupalo is also a Goddess of sorcery and herbal lore. If magical herbs, the reading of minds and controlling evil...
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Mon, June 22, 2009 - 12:22 AM
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New Moon in Cancer
Sun, June 21, 2009 - 6:42 PM
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Primal Dreaming June 22 - July 20 New Moon 01 Cancer: Monday June 22 Full Moon 15 Capricorn: July 7 Dark Moon: 4 days before next New Moon at 29 Cancer - again! Making love with the Solar Gods is a dance of our waking life and actions in this world. Dancing with the Lunar Goddess is a secret garden, deeply enriched with passion, desire and need from the inside. Get ready this moon cycle, because we are entering phase one of two months in a row of Cancer New Moon... read more
I shaved my head in sacred ceremony completing my 28 years of black jaguar death initiations including the last 13 year healing, mystic and then shamanic initiations from spirit and mother earths spirit. I came out of my mother Stella (star) Czarnik (black)'s womb with a half inch of hair and this sacred ritual, now with a half inch of hair, is being reborn from my ' Mother Earths Womb ' as her daughter in the great tradition of our primordial grandmother shamans returning to earth for the fu...
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Sun, June 14, 2009 - 11:14 PM
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Farewell to finished apprentice and great friend Jen. Here is to your death spirit initiations in Maui from here forth. I will miss you and know what challenges await and know you will complete what you've started out in this self healing and spirit shamanka initiations.
Sat, May 30, 2009 - 8:58 AM
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Remembrance of a Shaman is a most difficult task for any woman. I have been no exception. My ancestors come from Poland, once known as Bohemia where the great elk clans lives. I have been given the gift of remembrance and once my shamanic initiations of death were passed and the mysterious levels of all three worlds and their dimensions were completed, I have now been visited by my own palaeolithic Ancestor from Poland who came into this world as a Spirit Elk. I have collected a few rare item...
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Mon, May 18, 2009 - 2:55 PM
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While the earliest archaeological artifacts thus far found at Chichen Itza date from AD 1 to 250, it is probable that the site was settled at a far earlier time. Proto-Mayan tribes had inhabited the flat limestone plateau that makes up much of the Yucatan peninsula for at least 8000 years. These nomadic peoples would certainly have discovered the enormous natural well, called a cenote, next to which the city of Chichen Itza later grew. As a Maya social center, Chichen Itza began its rise to p...
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Tue, May 12, 2009 - 5:54 PM
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I have to add my new one that came this week on my back fence about four feet from me: Golden Eagle who was eating a snake in front of me for about 1/2 hour. As he flew off with the half eaten snake I walked over and I saw he left me a gift of a second headless snake, and then as I looked over to my left, a third snake in perfect shape alive and she stared in my eyes with such wisdom, almost to say... "do you get it what just happened here?"
Tue, May 12, 2009 - 10:40 AM
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It took me a few days to understand. 13 days lat... read more
Hearing her silent song of Eternity
Mon, April 20, 2009 - 8:21 AM
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laying in the presence of my broken heart from stillness and death, a mystery stands before me opening poetic embraces of desire and slow awakenings. Pleasure of such awakening at the depth of one infinite moment is intolerable until separation from blood thirsty Deities contemplate and dissolved into nothingness's rebirth. In presence they were my savior's of searching inside this Dream that does not reveal anything but those who know... read more
“Dreaming means nothing without the waking dreams result and so too, the opposite.”
Fri, April 17, 2009 - 12:14 PM
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Woman (and the feminine side of men) uses her intuition and emotion to express the meanings of what she wishes to convey. Her language is the language of dreams and symbols, art and poetry, of feeling and touch. Although these are meaningless in definition, within art and action they are manifested and therefore express’s the highest level of the feminine or the emotional bodies (soul’s) freedom. I am a new... read more
I found this on the web and wanted to share. I had my son with father science at a hospital and my daughter with mother intuition at home. Experienced at both, both births were positive. If I had to chose for my son over again, I would have only had a Midwife and at home. The only struggle that I had to overcome back then, was a possible death of my child. I found peace with that by taking full responsibility for my choice and after the birth everything was perfect and I was glad I took the r...
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Tue, April 14, 2009 - 3:07 PM
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When men write history they refer to Vanth as an Etruscan Goddess of the Underworld, a Shaman [psychopomp] who indicates impending death. When women write herstory, they refer to their own heroine self and therefor I write as a representation of the Dark Goddess, the mystery of the female Shaman. Vanth then becomes an impending death for someone challenging her spiritual authority of the emotional body which is the soul and wisdom but also the healer who assists another to transform and overc...
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Thu, April 9, 2009 - 11:01 PM
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The male Jaguar was captured by the Arizona Game and Fish Department on Wednesday, February 18, 2009 in an area southwest of Tucson during a research study aimed at monitoring habitat connectivity for mountain lions and black bears. While individual jaguars have been photographed sporadically in the borderland area of the state over the past years, the area where this animal was captured was outside of the area where the last known jaguar photograph was taken in January.
Fri, April 3, 2009 - 1:11 AM
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About once a year I get a symbolic message email and i take the symbolism and apply to what is happening in my life. After my Femme Osage, woman of the osage story below, where I prayed to the medicine shaman women of the osage, my symbolism has been coming very strong since this past friday. Uranus conjucnt my moon now, which is bringing me great energy to detox with consistenacy but also epiphanys of what my pisces moon is all about and to come, because eventually in 2012 Neptune will be in...
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Tue, March 31, 2009 - 11:26 AM
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Blankets cover her existence
Fri, March 27, 2009 - 9:51 PM
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in the brisk morning moon. her shadows showing me faces of weakness that one day shall turn into something sacred. She had answered my prayer as she rushed out of the woods as a dominican had already read me my fortune. A woman shall come on your path, the face of a witch of the wood who shall turn away. I was with frozen hands covering her ears stumbling for something deeper from her mouth that is painfully silent and lost in memory. The... read more
Crow comes to remind us
Thu, March 12, 2009 - 2:52 PM
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that the path of the yin fly's towards self awareness. Not reaching towards the other. The other is only a mirror of us. So somewhere, there must have been something coming up in the next 24 hours to pay attention if crow has come into view. Pay attention to your thoughts, action, values and how the night will reveal the truth.... Crow reminds us when he is on the light post, that our goal to the light is filled with twists and turns on the path to ... read more
Now that my healing journeys, mystical journeys and shamanic initiations are completed, I am beginning to return to this world fully from 14 years of healing dedication. 14 years ago, I was visited in my room during a two weeks fast, by what I always called up to today, a Blue Man. He came back only once and that was 6 years ago in Seattle when I was leading a shamanic journey for a beautiful grandmother and I saw both him standing in the room as I was in my shamanic trance and the temple in ...
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Fri, February 20, 2009 - 1:47 PM
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After going over a dream with my apprentice Greer, she had some questions about some of the aspects of self in her dream and asked me a few questions. I will share my teaching, because I am not a seeker of the light, but one of the dark embraced to overcome duality and its emergence with the light self reclaimed as wholeness from experience:
Fri, February 20, 2009 - 9:24 AM
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Collective authority is considered to be? Empowerment from within - anywhere, anytime with anyone is a state of the collective self in harmony, uni... read more
In Sue Monk Kidd's The Secret Life of Bees.
Thu, February 19, 2009 - 3:14 PM
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CATHERINE B. EMANUEL, ENGLISH DEPARTMENT COPYRIGHT 2005 West Virginia University, Department of Foreign Languages In her 2002 novel, The Secret Life of Bees... Thus, Lily's search for an archetypal mother expands from a quest for psychological identity to a quest for a religion that offers some reflection of herself. In 1996 Kidd wrote her spiritual autobiography, The Dance of the Dissident Daughter, in which she recounts her own attempt to f... read more
Further north of the Tomb of Chac-mool, is a large sacred cenote (Cenote Sagrado or Cenote de los Sacrificios; Chen-ku), the existence of which was probably the reason for the Maya settling here in the first place. The almost perfectly round, natural water hole has a diameter of 60 m (197 ft), its sides plunging 24 m (79 ft) to the surface of the water below. The greatest depth yet recorded is 82 m (269 ft).
Tue, February 17, 2009 - 2:42 PM
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From the 7th c. onwards until after the Spanish Conquest the cenote was a place of... read more
"Shamans and Seers" By Max Dashu
Sun, February 15, 2009 - 8:01 PM
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A Chukchee proverb declares, “Woman is by nature a Shaman.” Image, oral tradition, and historical descriptions show women as invokers, healers, herbalists, oracles and diviners, ecstatic dancers, shape shifters, shamanic journeyers, and priestesses of the ancestors before 3000 b.c. The Chinese Wu were ecstatic priestesses who danced to the music of drums and flutes until they reached trance, receiving shen (spirits) into their bodies, healing and prophesy... read more
Me, my daughter (right) and my niece (left) did a Yemanja Ceremony in the ocean in Barcelonia in Puerto Rico today. We each built our boats to the Goddess and filled them with grapes, something silver, a blue string, palm tree leaves and sugar and then went into the ocean and said our prayers on this Full Moon and Eclipse. We each took turns speaking what we were going to let go of up to this point in our life and then we launched them in honor of our release, the boats were made of large pie...
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Sun, February 8, 2009 - 3:45 PM
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Nobody can create a shaman out of a person that does not have the inborn gift. The “gift” to be a shaman can and often is considered more of a curse by some who are born with it. Often a person senses from childhood that he or she has something that is special or different and that life is unbearable for decades. The gift of shamanic ability is almost always accompanied with some kind of artistic, singing, dance, craft and poetic talents. Shamans are almost always intuitive ability than analy...
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Fri, February 6, 2009 - 8:14 PM
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My first night in Puerto Rico to do my portal shut down work, ended up with my niece who was sleeping in the same room, chanting the word Tremolite, Tremolite, Tremolite, which I heard in clair-audio....
Thu, February 5, 2009 - 4:19 AM
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NAME: Tremolite is from the occurrence in Val Tremolo in the Swiss Alps. The word 'jade' is derived from the Spanish [pietra d'ijada] which means 'colic stone'. In China, where jade has been venerated for thousands of years, over a hundred different names are in use for different color var... read more
The Island by Paul Brady, from apprentice Kelly
Mon, January 19, 2009 - 10:14 PM
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Photo of my friend Mat who is in India right now. The ancients used sounds to enhance their ceremonies. So do we, but not quite the way they did. It's a fact that certain infra-sound (below the level of human hearing) frequencies can cause people to see spirits. Imagine yourself stepping into a place like Maeshowe entrance passage which was inaccessible, so an access shaft was driven down through the top of the mound. Or imagine yourself ins... read more
By Gary Caton @ www.dreamastrologer.com
Sat, January 17, 2009 - 11:41 AM
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Will be in Saint Louis at a AASTL Astrology Lecture The journey to the Underworld is steeped in diverse mythology. Joseph Campbell notes that it is part of the Universal path of the Heroine. In astrological symbolism, we can see that the invitation to the Underworld harkens at every turn. Midnight comes to us each day, beckoning us to explore the sub-conscious Underworld of our dreams. The New Moon visits us monthly, asking us to explore the ebbing... read more
I had a random spam e-mail get through and usually when this happens at the bottom there is a message and it was true with this one. I keep them on my website because of my collective shamanic work and it helps when some other dot on the big picture surfaces and I have these as reference points.... Kathy my apprentice read it on here and then sent the symbolism below. Here is the message: "Stroke for stroke, once shifted to the attack, he caught Jaime on the thigh, on the shoulder, on the br...
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Fri, January 9, 2009 - 2:18 PM
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Being the Aquarian's Aquarian with Sun Venus in Aquarius opposite Uranus, before I handed over my title to baby Ava, my niece at the bottom of my page [center] who has six planets in Aquarius, I thought I would add this article by Guest Shamanic Astrologer Daniel Giamario at www.shamanicastrology.com. I respect Daniels work very much...
Fri, January 9, 2009 - 11:29 AM
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Jupiter moved into the sign of Aquarius on January 5 and will remain in Aquarius until January 19, 2010. In some cultures, Jupiter was known as the "year s... read more
"Like this cup, you are full of your own opinions and speculations. How can I show you the Universe, unless you first empty your cup?"
Mon, January 5, 2009 - 8:17 PM
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I welcome my fate in 2009, whether its joy and abundance and friendship or starvation and loss and open enemies, it doesn't matter, for both bring wisdom. Last year my I-Ching was THE ARMY #7 and its at the bottom of this page.
Fri, January 2, 2009 - 12:00 PM
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#21 is Biting Through Thunder and lighting: The image of BITING THROUGH. Thus the Queens of former times made firm the laws Through clearly defined penalties. Shih Ho means literally 'Union by gnawing. This suggests the idea of the jaws and the mouth betw... read more
I am taken away by those who walk the earth and do not recognize those who carry the noetic gifts which are the feel beyond, see beyond, hear beyond in their presence. I suppose its healthier this way and safer for both sides. I know some who have such gifts but are not ethical, not by awareness, but unconscious of their behavior when it comes to crossing boundaries of others in unethical ways with such gifts. I know other beings like me who also add no drug, nor medicine, no pot or drink whi...
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Sat, December 27, 2008 - 12:54 PM
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Last night I asked a dream question in this week of the solstice when the great oceans find peace and stillness and therefor a special time for dreaming. I always ask important questions during this time and so I went to sleep {dream}, and asked my higher self to tell me the source of my dream practices since I have never been taught by tribe, group or teacher in the waking dream.
Fri, December 26, 2008 - 4:00 PM
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I began my dream-work that stemmed out of my own painful healing path, my disoriented eight-year spirit sham... read more
2nd Update March 28: Kelly my apprentice is not doing the apprenticeship anymore. And then I found out the woman who got the kittens from a witch and its probably why I let them go without knowing. 1st Update: I gave both my kitties to my apprentice Kelly the last week of February 2009.
Fri, December 19, 2008 - 1:38 PM
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I met a woman this week who wanted to gift me with two kittens, but not any ordinary Kittens... The leopard six-toed desert Hemingway / Bengal Cats. I accepted the trade for my work with her. I have alway... read more
After the word Seer went out of use, which was when Saul banished those he called wizards, the profession of the seer, or the art of seeing from the earth based feminine traditions became incorporated into the word prophet. Clairvoyance the word for Seer came from 17th century French with clair meaning "clear" and voyance meaning "visibility" which is the apparent ability to gain information physical or emotional, a form of extra-sensory perception. Seer then evolved into the world Voyeur. Th...
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Tue, December 9, 2008 - 4:18 PM
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Spirit manifests her essence all around you, she is subtle and hidden. Anyone can experience her mysticism if they honor all things feminine. True mystics and shamans 'experience' her mysteries, her essence and these attributes are reflected back to us, this is why the feminine teachings are the most difficult and challenging on earth. It is your own essence and divine quality which is reflected what you ultimately honor. But her journey is dark, frightening and her monsters will test you thr...
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Fri, December 5, 2008 - 12:57 PM
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My 23 year old friend from Brasil and I have been chatting and I thought he was a female but I looked at his website and see he is male and a neo-nazi. He sent this and it was very touching this week... "I sometimes think who you are is a demon, sometimes an angel. Maybe no one, maybe no other .But this not important. Forgive-me-you." So I will just talk to him and represent that part of his love and I am sure there are many out there that support his daemons.
Sat, November 29, 2008 - 7:51 PM
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In my living room of Illusion
Sat, November 29, 2008 - 2:41 PM
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a Star spoke as a Stone, which had fallen into my hands. Upon this stone I received a new name for the nourishment in which i came. One hundred golden candles lit all the darkness within me. It poured as silence in the rain, when there were no clouds. And as song, when there were no voices and of love which had no beginning. I fell asleep with the stars each night as hawk and raven flew as one transforming the stone into a cave. It was here tha... read more
Shape shifting comes in three ways: Personal, Impersonal and Collective. Which can also be called Conscious, Dimensional and Conscious-Dimensional.The first level of shape shifting is Conscious Shape-shifting: This means that one uses visualization and imagery at its highest level or source, which is ego-less. With intention the image in which one wishes to take, takes practice... Its like acting but without pretending or intention of becoming. IMAGINING what it is you wish to be at that mome...
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Fri, November 28, 2008 - 11:24 AM
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Last week in my nightly dreamtime journey I was visited by a magnificent bird and I thought it was a condor but because it was much larger and turned into a skeleton, I now understand it was a prehistoric bird. It was the great condors ancient relative the "Argentavis" from Argentina, six million years ago, who visited me in the waking dream in 1993 and the one who came last week into my dreamtime as teacher for my personal journey as a shaman ...
Thu, November 27, 2008 - 4:03 PM
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My Dreaming from last Wednesday: I am d... read more
Hurt, abandonment, abuse... these are the clues to our anger. Its how we link these and begin to work with them consciously, that eventually leads to our own past life karma and the very important steps of forgiveness to truly heal our issues. The mind is a powerful pain in the heart and by seeking refuge, surrender, letting go of the mind we can open the door to inner child work and begin slaying our doubts. The important inside work needed when we let the importance of the outer world go. C...
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Thu, November 27, 2008 - 1:45 PM
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I receive messages from the spirit world in many ways, both animal, tree, human, collective, oceanic, on and off planet in the form of dreams, visions, emails, odd phone calls etc. I listen to them to understand whats happening at deeper layers not only on my personal path but the collective as well. Today I received: "I asked what happened to her" in the form of a random email, so I wanted to share:
Sun, November 16, 2008 - 5:54 PM
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From The Times November 26, 2005 'I asked what happened to her. She just stared at the gr... read more
Trust in your dreams, for in them is hidden the gate to eternity....
Fri, November 14, 2008 - 12:37 PM
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All teachings on earth today are from the root of shamanism and shamanisms root is from mother earth and her dreamtime is within all of our blood through our ancestors from the beginning. I am thankful that I am deeply engaged living in both the shamanic realities of creation and destruction. I usually post my dreams on my 'White Wolf Dream Journal' below, but this one called for "celebration and completion of my darkes... read more
The skeleton of a 12,000 year-old Natufian Female Shaman has been discovered in northern Israel by archaeologists at the Hebrew University of Jerusalem. The burial is described as being accompanied by "exceptional" grave offerings - including 50 complete tortoise shells, the pelvis of a leopard and a human foot. The shaman burial is thought to be one of the earliest known from the archaeological record and the only shaman grave in the whole region.
Tue, November 11, 2008 - 3:49 PM
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