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Welcome to my site, I am a spirit chosen and spirit initiated shaman, an organic dreamer. Having completed my 28 year journey of the knowledge path, the healing path and the spirit path and now at 51, enter my calling with my own ancestors. I am a full time transformational healer using my medicines of dreamtime following in the spirit footsteps of the grandmother cave medicines, the oldest healing based in woman's ability to reach gently yet deeply and powerfully into the separations of our physical and spiritual dis-eases.
Shaman's UNDERWORLD Journey
We will participate again under the Arch in Saint Louis at ARTICA: Our 2008 Artica Sacred Shamanic Healing and Sacred Dance with some of my apprentices was to do a healing on the Land and Water to connect the male Mound at Cahokia and the torn down female Mound on Broadway to tie them together. Sherry with a group of dancers, will lead the sacred trace performance dance as me and my apprentices will be doing healing work.
As a Dreamkeeper, I know sometimes it takes lifetimes to heal our soul, sometimes 100 or even 3000 years. However long, it takes both sides of a dream to find forgiveness of something painful. Be it your own sister, your group of friends, a country or even the world... take your time, forgiveness is slow but steady in the lunar mysteries of life, death and rebirth. If another won't forgive, then both sides become the self and that is strong medicine as they say.
Wed, November 25, 2009 - 12:17 AM
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Wisdom of the Great Mother... read more
Once upon a time, there was a great shaman,
Sat, November 14, 2009 - 8:44 PM
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born through the gate of the EARTHS plane, she wandered long and far learning of her place in the world. One night, a second gate was revealed, a gateway of the mind called the Universe, way up in the AIR, far away from the Earth, where only the Raven could fly. She flew a long journey, one filled with darkness although she thought it might lead to the light. Flying above the tree's she looked down and saw four hooded horsemen who... read more
2nd of the Water Moons....
Fri, October 16, 2009 - 11:27 PM
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"Dreaming with our Soul" Nov 16 at 1:14 pm (cst) until Dec 15, 2009 Full Moon December 2 at 1:31 am cst. Well this Scorpio moon was my 13th year and it started off wit the Suicide of my sisters best friend, and friend of the family, who is 65 and lost her son three years ago, and my son going to jail for a past life soul debt. A death and a rebirth. Scorpio Moons are a reflection of our personal Soul and the hidden secrets and strengths, both positive and nega... read more
Since I now work with Tunupa, the Thunder Primordial God of South America, my friend Anna sends me this... his consort... Mazu
Thu, October 15, 2009 - 1:19 PM
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Goddess Mazu started as a human being. She had this special skill of knowing about weather and when one could go sailing on the sea and when one had better not to. As a young girl, one day while she was sitting at a loom weaving, she went into a trance and saw that her fisherman father and brothers were in trouble on the stormy sea. As a spirit she flied to rescue ... read more
Where is our great light in winter, other than
Mon, October 12, 2009 - 11:07 AM
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darkness who opens her dreaming at night, that cannot be shared. Whoever journeys there is required to live not in a world of gods, but a suspended state of death, called emptiness. Empty-Oneness takes form without a belief or understanding, starting from a path of innocence's light. Dreamer, it is you who must sacrifice everything for nothing, casting no false light in such emptiness. For surely winter is the keeper of your own darkne... read more
Since the start of 2009, I have been blessed in my healing work, from being assisted by the Muskoxen Spirits and feel blessed as a shaman to have such a powerful and beautiful teacher / helper. I work on dreamers, healers and those struggling with difficult dis-eases, working with their unconscious fragmented past life shadows or black astral bodies which causes great soul disease of the emotional body and sometimes effecting the physical nature of their body.
Sun, October 4, 2009 - 2:36 PM
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I feel Musk appeared when I ... read more
Creativity is energy, energy is the heat of our life force and heat is the root of our sexual power that is focused manifested action, whether that be sexual, creative art, music and craft or the physical manifestation of a birthing of something, an idea, a philosophy, a deity, religion or a child. The basis of all Creation includes destruction when something no longer serves our highest good or we have reached an end of its teaching such as a divorce, a physical move, a new career a letting ...
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Mon, September 28, 2009 - 7:47 PM
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In the dreaming worlds we do it blindly and don't even know what the bike looks like to get on it. To begin a discipline to master the beginnings of dreaming we look to its worlds, which is through our emotional body, our creativity and our imagination until we get good enough that we begin to see its effects in this world as the 'seen' aspects of the results of the intent. A dreamer is a believer and that is the opening gates to such non physical realities.
Fri, September 25, 2009 - 3:15 PM
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Hidden within these realities a... read more
Two of my participants shared their Journey. I decided that it was time to lead a soul retrieval to the Ocean rather than Land of Mother Earth, so I set that as my focus on this group Shamanic Soul Retrieval to enter the Dreaming Ocean of Mother Earth:
Sun, September 20, 2009 - 4:10 PM
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*************************** JOURNEYER # 1 September 18, 2009: I followed the footpath up the side of the mountain and into the cave. Then, into the greenish pool to cleanse. Coming out, I went into the earth through a tunnel I was bla... read more
One note before I share... My vocabulary is *inclusive* which is my foundation of unity of my mental body, so anywhere the word woman is written it is already inclusive to man in both my heart and the logic's of language. If you want the divine in wholeness its good to start with one simple word and this word stems from wombed man and before that just wo/man from our primeval connection as women to have a child within our womb, two as one. The second is in reference within mythological or the...
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Sat, September 19, 2009 - 2:00 PM
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A few pages: by John Layard
Mon, September 14, 2009 - 10:34 PM
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Hare, like Moon, sleeps with her eyes open. Blind hare recovers sight by diving. The moon is the watcher of the sky, that is to say she sleeps with her eyes open; so also does the hare, hence the 'somnus leporinus' became a proverb.1 This is yet another way of referring to the moon as the "light in the darkness" symbolizing inner wisdom. An example from a modern time referring to the hare's 'inner eye' saying a blind hare it was, is the German tale of "The Bl... read more
Sunday my apprentice Greer and I were on Cahokia Mounds enacting out a dream exactly as it occurred there. When we finally got to the top she went off and did her work. I sat in an open eyed meditation watching the deep red sun, that was soft behind the dark sky and the lush dark green forests in the distance fill me as the in between time began to rise. On several occasions when the magic is revealed by mother earth, I have seen with eyes open the time shifts, the light and dark of sun rise ...
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Mon, September 14, 2009 - 7:47 PM
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PART 1: As a shamans apprentices of Spirit, I have had red tail hawk for a totem for 21 years, everyday, and when I reached a certain level of initiations, then the hawks began to give their life for me. Then Golden Eagle began to appear last July 2008 when I was almost completed with my 13 years of in-between the worlds to complete this work for 2012. Last July I was driving home from Memphis where my apprentice lived, and i see this huge white bird, so big i thought it was a white crane. As...
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Sun, September 13, 2009 - 9:36 AM
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This past Tuesday was the Full Moon in Pisces and I asked my higher self to show me in my dream with the Jaguar Medicines ended and the Condor just beginning.... I wanted wisdom from a deeper source within.... since my elk dancer dreamer has left me alone in the astral worlds after opening up my astral kundalini, i felt very alone on the astral planes in my dreaming. But last night the Spirit of the Great White Shark came into my dream. I now feel that I can navigate these waters as my warrio...
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Fri, September 11, 2009 - 10:46 PM
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I went to sweat lodge today to prepare for my shamanic work in Chichen and Peru and a black otter ran right across the field near the wood pile next to the sweat lodge. I was the only one to see it and it made me smile because otter is my birth totem and I love otters and weasels who are the same family!
Sat, August 1, 2009 - 2:22 PM
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OTTER: Rest and Cleansing Moon... Otter is the animal totem associate with rest and cleansing. The otter is one of the most playful animals in the wild, both river and sea otters. Becau... read more
I said a prayer to spirit this morning and said I need help for my collective healing work and this trip coming soon in August and if the divine could please help me...
Thu, July 23, 2009 - 4:24 PM
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About noon, a kind man came when I was at a center and just gave me out of the blue, a very old "Thangka of Guru Rinpoche" it is old because its an oil painting and naturally yellowish from age, which I felt was a gift from the Buddha and l want to sell to help me pay for some of my stay in Chichen Itza & Peru in August sin... read more
Now i know why my neighbors Akita went wild last night. Akita's are part worlf and part Alaskan Husky ...
Fri, July 17, 2009 - 5:13 PM
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WHERE: The bottom Volcanic Islands of Alaska. The Aleutian Islands (possibly from Chukchi aliat, "island") are a chain of more than 300 small volcanic islands forming a volcanic arc in the Northern Pacific Ocean, occupying an area of 6,821 sq mi (17,666 km²) and extending about 1,200 mi (1,931 km) westward from the Alaska Peninsula toward the Kamchatka Peninsula. Crossing longitude 180... read more
Tatiana Proskouriakoff was a pioneering woman in the field of Maya archaeology. She devoted her career to interpreting the art, architecture, and hieroglyphic writing system of the ancient Maya. Several films have explored her impact on this field: one by National Geographic titled "Code of the Maya Kings," and more recently, "Breaking the Maya Code," by Nightfire Films. In May 2009, California State University hosted a Mesoamerican conference as an homage to Proskouriakoff. It honored the ce...
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Mon, July 13, 2009 - 3:59 PM
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Story sent to me from my friend Pawel in Warsaw
Wed, July 8, 2009 - 12:44 AM
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Warsaw story about monster Bazyliszek shoemaker Dratewka and gold treasure. Once long long time ago in Warsaw there was a story about legendary gold treasures what was keep it in underground deep under the earth near river. Many people waned to get that gold but it was very dangerous to go to that tunnels because the guardian of treasure was scary monster Bazyliszek who looks so terrifying that if somebody look at him he immediately die becau... read more
"The Natural Predator of the Psyche" Developing a relationship with the wild nature is an essential part of woman's individuation. In order to accomplish this, a woman must go into the dark, but at the same time she must not be irreparably trapped, captured, or killed on her way there and back. The Bluebeard story is about that captor, the dark man who inhabits all woman's psyches, the innate predator. --- To restrain the natural predator of the psyche it is necessary for women to remain in ...
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Mon, July 6, 2009 - 11:49 PM
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Plato's "Allegory of the Cave" in its original form
Sun, July 5, 2009 - 6:32 PM
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www.wsu.edu/~dee/GREECE/ALLEGORY.HTM So far, we have discussed many of the principles of reality and magic. We have discussed the importance of our childhood training, our belief system, our perception of reality and the importance of what our reality does and does not include. These are all vital parts of our everyday lives and determine very specifically what our lives will hold in store for us. But, as one of my dear friends po... read more
My apprentice Kathy found this on Shamans Cave which is no longer around. I found my path very similar in duration and dedication to the Shamans Consciousness path through healing personal illusion, intimacy and karma this lifetime and then entered the dimensional realms into past life karma. It took a long time stone by stone. Enjoy, whichever your path... Shaman Mary
Sun, July 5, 2009 - 6:26 PM
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****** I am frequently asked about the use of mind-altering substances in shamanism to access the spiritual realms. Ant... read more
In my work as a female shaman, I must always work with a more, pre-history understanding to make sense of symbols from my ancient grandmothers original meanings to apply to my work, otherwise current understandings over the past 3000 years make no sense to me in how I experience my work as a shaman healer. In neolithic and paleolithic times, lithic meaning 'stone', neo meaning 'new' and paleo meaning 'old' refers to our remembrance when we lived, did healing work and performed sacred ceremoni...
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Fri, July 3, 2009 - 11:10 AM
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The goddess of light and creator goddess of the Karraur, an Australian aboriginal group, she lay asleep in the Dreamtime before this world’s creation, in a world of bone-bare, windless mountains. Suddenly, a whistle startled the goddess. She took a deep breath and opened her eyes, flooding the world with light. The earth stirred under her warm rays. Yhi drifted down to this new land, walking north, south, east, and west. As she did, plants sprang up from her footprints. She walked the world’s...
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Tue, June 30, 2009 - 9:51 PM
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I have seer and shamanic gifts and their releases from the core of my emotional body (soul) was a long and painful initiation journey will full remembrance not in mental knowledge or mental meditation journeys, but energetic and portal experiences. Since my magnetic field work on temples is almost complete, my higher self is releasing some auditory levels for this world. I didn't need them in the subtle worlds in fact I wouldn't want them now that I look back... but in this world I can use th...
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Fri, June 26, 2009 - 7:47 PM
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In the tradition of Shamans, in order to attain the gifts of the all, a certain level of the underworld tests must be passed. Mother earth will give you a sacred stone if you pass a certain level. I passed mine and had a dream during that time. In the dream I was in Montana and a group of seven native men with one chief whose chest was painted with red paint, told me that who I was, would be written on a stone and it will fall from the sky.
Fri, June 26, 2009 - 6:57 PM
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Six months later it did. A dark stone with an im... read more
Ever since my apprentice and I booked our flight down to Yucatan and Peru for our August 2009 trip, I have had these Xan spirit creatures in my cottage. They are about the size of a small orb, solid black and come in and out with high speed and sometimes slow. My life as a shaman of the female nature is that some things in sacred text which are enemies of male shamans are my protectors. The yin, night, mother, feminine, color black in a holy way are what shamans not only deal with but work ve...
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Fri, June 26, 2009 - 3:00 PM
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Below are: Turtle, Frog and Mouse in the order in which they came on this New Moon in Cancer at the Ceremony I did.... I started off my New Moon in Cancer Intentions at the sacred Wellspring at the Black Madonna Shrine, a sacred Dark Goddess Spring and her healing waters of the Slavic Diety both Kupalo of the Waters and Black Madonna of the Great Void, two Slavic deities. My sister and I did the ceremony to honor the Goddess for the next three months of the cycle of this Summer Solstice and t...
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Tue, June 23, 2009 - 9:10 PM
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In 1940 four schoolchildren accidentally stumbled upon the hidden entrance of a cave system and became the first recent humans in 17,000 years to set eyes upon the cave paintings that were depicting prehistoric beautiful paintings of animals. These caves located southwestern part of France hold one of the oldest women's shamanic cave art called “Lascaux” with walls and ceilings decorated with approximately 1,500 engravings and 600 paintings of horses, stag, deer, goats and bison. On one wall ...
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Mon, June 22, 2009 - 11:59 PM
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Kupalo is a Slavic Spirit of the Summer Solstice who is venerated on Kupalo's day (June 24). She is a water goddess and also associated with fire. Devotees worship her by taking ritual baths and casting flowers on the water. They also leap over huge bonfires. Fire and water are both associated with purification. Her effigy is often set alight and cast onto the water by worshippers. Kupalo is also a Goddess of sorcery and herbal lore. If magical herbs, the reading of minds and controlling evil...
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Mon, June 22, 2009 - 12:22 AM
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I shaved my head in sacred ceremony completing my 28 years of black jaguar death initiations including the last 13 year healing, mystic and then shamanic initiations from spirit and mother earths spirit. I came out of my mother Stella (star) Czarnik (black)'s womb with a half inch of hair and this sacred ritual, now with a half inch of hair, is being reborn from my ' Mother Earths Womb ' as her daughter in the great tradition of our primordial grandmother shamans returning to earth for the fu...
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Sun, June 14, 2009 - 11:14 PM
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Farewell to finished apprentice and great friend Jen. Here is to your death spirit initiations in Maui from here forth. I will miss you and know what challenges await and know you will complete what you've started out in this self healing and spirit shamanka initiations.
Sat, May 30, 2009 - 8:58 AM
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Remembrance of a Shaman is a most difficult task for any woman. I have been no exception. My ancestors come from Poland, once known as Bohemia where the great elk clans lives. I have been given the gift of remembrance and once my shamanic initiations of death were passed and the mysterious levels of all three worlds and their dimensions were completed, I have now been visited by my own palaeolithic Ancestor from Poland who came into this world as a Spirit Elk. I have collected a few rare item...
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Mon, May 18, 2009 - 2:55 PM
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While the earliest archaeological artifacts thus far found at Chichen Itza date from AD 1 to 250, it is probable that the site was settled at a far earlier time. Proto-Mayan tribes had inhabited the flat limestone plateau that makes up much of the Yucatan peninsula for at least 8000 years. These nomadic peoples would certainly have discovered the enormous natural well, called a cenote, next to which the city of Chichen Itza later grew. As a Maya social center, Chichen Itza began its rise to p...
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Tue, May 12, 2009 - 5:54 PM
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I have had Red Tail Hawk as my main Avian Totem and spirit messenger for the past 15 years and through my completed initiations as a Shaman, the Animal Kingdom has advanced me this week now to Golden Eagle from here forth. Golden Eagle came this week on my back fence about four feet from me, was eating a snake in front of me for about 1/2 hour. As he flew off with the half eaten snake I walked over and I saw he left me a gift of a second headless snake, and then as I looked over to my left, a...
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Tue, May 12, 2009 - 10:40 AM
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Hearing her silent song of Eternity
Mon, April 20, 2009 - 8:21 AM
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laying in the presence of my broken heart from stillness and death, a mystery stands before me opening poetic embraces of desire and slow awakenings. Pleasure of such awakening at the depth of one infinite moment is intolerable until separation from blood thirsty Deities contemplate and dissolved into nothingness's rebirth. In presence they were my savior's of searching inside this Dream that does not reveal anything but those who know... read more
“Dreaming means nothing without the waking dreams result and so too, the opposite.”
Fri, April 17, 2009 - 12:14 PM
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Woman (and the feminine side of men) uses her intuition and emotion to express the meanings of what she wishes to convey. Her language is the language of dreams and symbols, art and poetry, of feeling and touch. Although these are meaningless in definition, within art and action they are manifested and therefore express’s the highest level of the feminine or the emotional bodies (soul’s) freedom. I am a new... read more
I found this on the web and wanted to share. I had my son with father science at a hospital and my daughter with mother intuition at home. Experienced at both, both births were positive. If I had to chose for my son over again, I would have only had a Midwife and at home. The only struggle that I had to overcome back then, was a possible death of my child. I found peace with that by taking full responsibility for my choice and after the birth everything was perfect and I was glad I took the r...
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Tue, April 14, 2009 - 3:07 PM
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When men write history they refer to Vanth as an Etruscan Goddess of the Underworld, a Shaman [psychopomp] who indicates impending death. When women write herstory, they refer to their own heroine self and therefor I write as a representation of the Dark Goddess, the mystery of the female Shaman. Vanth then becomes an impending death for someone challenging her spiritual authority of the emotional body which is the soul and wisdom but also the healer who assists another to transform and overc...
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Thu, April 9, 2009 - 11:01 PM
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The male Jaguar was captured by the Arizona Game and Fish Department on Wednesday, February 18, 2009 in an area southwest of Tucson during a research study aimed at monitoring habitat connectivity for mountain lions and black bears. While individual jaguars have been photographed sporadically in the borderland area of the state over the past years, the area where this animal was captured was outside of the area where the last known jaguar photograph was taken in January.
Fri, April 3, 2009 - 1:11 AM
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About once a year I get a symbolic message email and i take the symbolism and apply to what is happening in my life. After my Femme Osage, woman of the osage story below, where I prayed to the medicine shaman women of the osage, my symbolism has been coming very strong since this past friday. Uranus conjucnt my moon now, which is bringing me great energy to detox with consistenacy but also epiphanys of what my pisces moon is all about and to come, because eventually in 2012 Neptune will be in...
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Tue, March 31, 2009 - 11:26 AM
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Blankets cover her existence
Fri, March 27, 2009 - 9:51 PM
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in the brisk morning moon. her shadows showing me faces of weakness that one day shall turn into something sacred. She had answered my prayer as she rushed out of the woods as a dominican had already read me my fortune. A woman shall come on your path, the face of a witch of the wood who shall turn away. I was with frozen hands covering her ears stumbling for something deeper from her mouth that is painfully silent and lost in memory. The... read more
Crow comes to remind us
Thu, March 12, 2009 - 2:52 PM
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that the path of the yin fly's towards self awareness. Not reaching towards the other. The other is only a mirror of us. So somewhere, there must have been something coming up in the next 24 hours to pay attention if crow has come into view. Pay attention to your thoughts, action, values and how the night will reveal the truth.... Crow reminds us when he is on the light post, that our goal to the light is filled with twists and turns on the path to ... read more
Now that my healing journeys, mystical journeys and shamanic initiations are completed, I am beginning to return to this world fully from 14 years of healing dedication. 14 years ago, I was visited in my room during a two weeks fast, by what I always called up to today, a Blue Man. He came back only once and that was 6 years ago in Seattle when I was leading a shamanic journey for a beautiful grandmother and I saw both him standing in the room as I was in my shamanic trance and the temple in ...
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Fri, February 20, 2009 - 1:47 PM
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After going over a dream with my apprentice Greer, she had some questions about some of the aspects of self in her dream and asked me a few questions. I will share my teaching, because I am not a seeker of the light, but one of the dark embraced to overcome duality and its emergence with the light self reclaimed as wholeness from experience:
Fri, February 20, 2009 - 9:24 AM
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Collective authority is considered to be? Empowerment from within - anywhere, anytime with anyone is a state of the collective self in harmony, uni... read more
In Sue Monk Kidd's The Secret Life of Bees.
Thu, February 19, 2009 - 3:14 PM
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CATHERINE B. EMANUEL, ENGLISH DEPARTMENT COPYRIGHT 2005 West Virginia University, Department of Foreign Languages In her 2002 novel, The Secret Life of Bees... Thus, Lily's search for an archetypal mother expands from a quest for psychological identity to a quest for a religion that offers some reflection of herself. In 1996 Kidd wrote her spiritual autobiography, The Dance of the Dissident Daughter, in which she recounts her own attempt to f... read more
Further north of the Tomb of Chac-mool, is a large sacred cenote (Cenote Sagrado or Cenote de los Sacrificios; Chen-ku), the existence of which was probably the reason for the Maya settling here in the first place. The almost perfectly round, natural water hole has a diameter of 60 m (197 ft), its sides plunging 24 m (79 ft) to the surface of the water below. The greatest depth yet recorded is 82 m (269 ft).
Tue, February 17, 2009 - 2:42 PM
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From the 7th c. onwards until after the Spanish Conquest the cenote was a place of... read more
"Shamans and Seers" By Max Dashu
Sun, February 15, 2009 - 8:01 PM
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A Chukchee proverb declares, “Woman is by nature a Shaman.” Image, oral tradition, and historical descriptions show women as invokers, healers, herbalists, oracles and diviners, ecstatic dancers, shape shifters, shamanic journeyers, and priestesses of the ancestors before 3000 b.c. The Chinese Wu were ecstatic priestesses who danced to the music of drums and flutes until they reached trance, receiving shen (spirits) into their bodies, healing and prophesy... read more
Me, my daughter (right) and my niece (left) did a Yemanja Ceremony in the ocean in Barcelonia in Puerto Rico today. We each built our boats to the Goddess and filled them with grapes, something silver, a blue string, palm tree leaves and sugar and then went into the ocean and said our prayers on this Full Moon and Eclipse. We each took turns speaking what we were going to let go of up to this point in our life and then we launched them in honor of our release, the boats were made of large pie...
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Sun, February 8, 2009 - 3:45 PM
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Nobody can create a shaman out of a person that does not have the inborn gift. The “gift” to be a shaman can and often is considered more of a curse by some who are born with it. Often a person senses from childhood that he or she has something that is special or different and that life is unbearable for decades. The gift of shamanic ability is almost always accompanied with some kind of artistic, singing, dance, craft and poetic talents. Shamans are almost always intuitive ability than analy...
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Fri, February 6, 2009 - 8:14 PM
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