dating sucks.

harsh words no ?

I went on a date. I met him via an internet dating thing. his name begins with a 'K'. or the one he gave me. We met at the Wilshire Grand. It was close by his work he said, his being an attorney, or so he said. I didn't screen him, I mean this was just a date, nothing out of the ordinary. Casual. He knew lawyer stuff and all. The name of the firm he mentioned wasn't that far away

at some point I started to feel ill. like major ill. he had this room, we ... read more

TIBETAN PERSONALITY TEST ~
Take your time with this test and you will be amazed. I did this last year when this came around and a spiritual wish I made did happen - in fact all year long.

The Dalai Lama suggests you read it to see if it works for you. Very Interesting.
Just 4 questions and the answers will surprise you. Be honest and do not cheat by looking up the answers. The mind is like a parachute, it works best when it is opened. This is fun to do, but you have to follow the ... read more

I can't sleep, it may be the noise. but I have this hurt in my heart I really do. I miss my girl friend. we were just friends but I miss her a great deal nonetheless. things happen that you don't expect, I'm very sad and I still don't know what to do about it. In somewhat different ways we are both stubborn people, Occasionally I think of how I feel as a weakness, like get over it, move on, but it still bothers me. I must be such a fool. This is emotional needyness of someone who is incomplet... read more

it's sunday evening, the sun has gone down, and the last rays have dissappared somewhere. I'm playing Moby on my stereo. Moby always provokes emotions in me.

I miss my friend. Somehow things happen that you can't alter, stupid things that almost start by accident. I do miss her a lot. I think from time to time, 'hey di, that's a weakness on your part, be strong', but then again but in a vulnerable place is a strong thing too.

It strange, I'm doing something I never thought I'd do, or a... read more

had a date with this dude, let's call him 'E'. a normal civie date, thought I'd try that for once. he turned into such a lamer, never called me on time, actually never called me. that was the message right there, I had to call him. and to think that I wasted all of those enemas, damn.

so much for true love. I need to go find some space on a corner. That seems more honest.

D.