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Tim

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last updated 06/20/07
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Madness of Me

Gender
Male
Age
37
Location
Texas
about me
I'm average in many ways but my vast imagination. I'm a bit odd, but not harmful, and try and treat others with respect and kindness
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Strength.. (in Depression) I know at times it can feel like we are utterly powerless. Yet that isn't my topic. I wanted to talk about strength. Yes strength.
Today for example (whatever day you've read this.) You have managed to make it to a computer, and read this note. T... read more
discussion post on Sat, October 24, 2009 - 9:34 AM
Re: Here we go again!!! (in Depression) Good luck and much strength. I know that fight isn't easy.
discussion post on Sat, October 24, 2009 - 9:24 AM
Re: Motivation (in Depression) I know how you feel, I've been there. It's very hard to focus on anything I want or need to get done lately. Despite otherwise feeling well this week my focus has been less than ideal by a significant degree. Part of it is my plans for this week w... read more
discussion post on Sat, October 24, 2009 - 9:24 AM
Re: Everytime.. (in Depression) Writing mostly.

Plus, well, I got married, which has taken a lot of time with organizing, planning, etc. Even if it was just a simple wedding at the JP's, we still had friends wanting us to do things like a shower, and a reception. Still I'm r... read more
discussion post on Sat, October 24, 2009 - 9:18 AM
I feel (blog entry)

I feel.

I am

Fascinated by the

Electic

Enigmatic and Quixotic

Life I lead.



I feel

Forlorn less and

Exhilirated by

Emotions like

Love



I feel

Fixated on

Entropy and

Elevated by

Little moment... read more
blog entry posted Sat, January 3, 2009 - 2:04 PM permalink - 0 comments
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I feel


I feel.

I am

Fascinated by the

Electic

Enigmatic and Quixotic

Life I lead.



I feel

Forlorn less and

Exhilirated by

Emotions like

Love



I feel

Fixated on

Entropy and

Elevated by

Little moments in life.



I feel...

Sat, January 3, 2009 - 2:04 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
Untouchable Dreams
Reach out as far as you can

and find, nothing.

For dreams escape

ungrasped, and free

into the atmosphere.



You cannot hold them

inside. You cannot

embrace them,

without.



So a little more of you

dies in moments,

where you cannot cling

to the what if's

of imagination



Mourn.

For it is all we have

is the fading memory

of potential

unknown.
Wed, December 10, 2008 - 2:22 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
I wish to rage
I wish to rage

against the world

so full of hurt

and sin.

I wish to rage

against this age

that is bleak

where so many have given in

Yet in the end, I've no ire left

to drag forth and burst upon

existence with its storm

for in the end

my one life

matters not

to any

I'm just another

anonymous

emptiness

broken on the tyrrany

of liars and deceivers

who pretend to give a damn.

pretend to love and care.

Family.

Lovers.

Friends.... read more
Mon, August 4, 2008 - 7:57 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
My heart is shadowed
My heart is shadowed
by the hole in my soul
I drift in silence
of empty nights
longing to sleep
again, in peace
with no more
agony, sorrow,
or despair.
Light me a
lamp, out there,
somewhere.
Lead me out
of this moment
by reason,
emotion,
friendship,
or love.
Bring back,
joy, with
a gentle kiss
or bring back
peace with
a warm hug
or bring
back bliss
with hand in hand
guiding me out
of this haunted
house, built
on memories,
of lies.
My heart is shadowed
by the... read more
Thu, July 31, 2008 - 5:56 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
Untouched
My heart is broken

and it will never heal

completely.



My soul is frayed

and it can never be

rewoven.



I've always reached out with kindness

and gentlness and love.



Yet I am untouched

at this moment.



Untouched by a lover's hands

or her smiling eyes.



Untouched by her lips,

sweet and needful



Untouched by her cries

in passionate embrace



for such things



do not remain, true



Not for me.



For as I reached ... read more
Mon, July 21, 2008 - 11:09 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
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