Male

31

It wasn't until the past two years that I have learned who I really am. I attribute much of this to a roommate Bernie. Though I could not live the life that he does, he taught me to leave the desire of worldly things behind me. No longer have I the problems of many. I need not run the rat race, talking up the right people, and most of all the yearning for more money. I have long been a leach to our society in several ways, and now is my time. For the first time in my life, I am ready to shine. I am ready to feel that I am worthwhile. I am giving back as much as I am able. This manifests in multiple ways. In the end however, I am looking for that one "thing" to devote my life to. I feel more freedom than I have ever before. I have the ability to spend the time to know who I am and what is important. That is the ideal talking as you may guess. Our realities are a bit different. It has been a struggle to have come this far. My past is sorted, and my present not all flowers and butterflys. Old demons always find a way to revisit. I shall combat them as best as possible. On a more tangible level here is a list of characteristics that I hold: anti jealous, insightful, moody, respectful, decisive, passionate, fickle, loyal, irresponsible, generous. Thats me at a quick glance.