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Overview of my "Human Design":

Lasita — Thu, 02 Aug 2007 14:30:50 GMT

As a vulnerable person meticulously and insistently critical of myself and others, for the sake of improving the Collective, it is hard to express my talents and receive recognition. But only once others see the value of what I offer can I be invited to share my gifts and serve. It is difficult to wait and be unrecognized or worse: be disliked for having pushed my insights on other without waiting for invitation, and that has sometimes led to feelings of bitterness. I'm ashamed to admit that. The saving grace is that now that I understand my Design, another Path is possible. The Light can outshine the Darkness! If I focus on my strengths and don't squander my resources on trying to correct without invitation, I can instead surrender with trust that opportunities to be of service will emerge and that I may have meaningful and fulfilling work. I have tended to doubt myself so much (both because of gate 63, the totally open ego and 9 line 5 in detriment) and to live in the dream world of my ideas and visions, to desperately want friendship and closeness and to hold on even if relationships seem unpromising (41 line 4 in detriment)... Instead I can believe in my capacity to intuitively bring the right input to assist others in their creative expression by recognizing their talents and correcting their weaknesses... I need to have faith that my role will reveal itself and wait for others to approach me. Having fluctuated between outgoingness and shyness, my 5/2 profile, I can accept and love myself and be realistic about my capacities. I am working now as an assistant to the Director of Human Design America and my self-confidence is slowly increasing. I recommend getting your own Free Chart through our website at www.humandesignamerica.com

My son Elisha is promoting the Santa Fe Muzicfest on Aug 10th thru 12th

Lasita — Wed, 11 Jul 2007 13:29:11 GMT

The link is: http://www.santafemuzikfest.com/

Another poem written on the 2006 night of Beltane (May 1st)

Lasita — Thu, 07 Jun 2007 18:02:12 GMT

YOU WHO WERE NOT HERE You who is not me will never experience exactly this... And yet from age to age we reach out to convey a hint of what it is we feel... My love may not be very different from your love But they are not the same... We may imagine we can live inside another's skin But of course our blood is only ours... I long to touch the valves of your heart but without the surgeon's skill and support-team, if I did, I'd kill you. It is best to leave you to be you and content myself being me. I cannot live your life better than you can. You cannot live my life better than I can. Those who come after us may think they have the wisdom of hind-sight and wish they could offer us advice. But this is my moment and your moment to be here now, in our own bodies, living our own lives... Lasita Shalev late May 1st '06

A letter written a year ago to a friend, who is also a Human Design Analyst (Jenny Allan), about my parents and their Human Design charts...

Lasita — Tue, 05 Jun 2007 15:51:34 GMT

My father, Alex Russell, was a Professor of Paediatrics. In his Will, he asked for money to be given to the Royal Society of Medicine (RSM) to create an annual lecture in his name. He wanted to be recognized for his contribution to the advancement of Medicine. A little impatient for success! That reminds me of his definition. His channels were 35/36 + 53/42 & 54/32 i.e split "manifesting generator" with Emotional Authority. We had 3 electromagnetics together but even more than that, we shared potentials, some of which he put into exaltation for me. I don't really know his time and 2/5 may be the profile, instead of 3/5. Guessed Birth info: Jan 13th,1914 ,10pm, Newcastle-on Tyne, England. My mother's birth-date is Feb13th,1922 in the morning in Jerusalem , Israel. I put it at 8:30am, so that she has the 37/40, since she acts like she has a defined ego. The 2 of them have 6 electromagnetics, including 41/30 and 21/45. Such a passionate powerful relationship!

WITHIN

Lasita — Tue, 05 Jun 2007 01:06:37 GMT

Within the blossom rests a secret, Concealed so well, We forget its presence, Beguiled by fragrance, pretty colours, We are lifted high and revel... But the jewel lies in shadow, Guarded, hoarded In murky darkness; Through the agony of the feelings, Through the releasing of the garbage, Only then can the treasure surface Emerge in purity and JOY. Only through the pain, the suffering -- The facing of our harshest enemies. Only through the Struggle Ultimate Can the "still small voice" be reheard? Dare we? Dare I? Tread the journey, Knowing that Within I soar? In Faith, step by step I'll venture And I'll find myself once more... ------------------------------------------- by Lasita Shalev, written Aug 14th, 1993, when my name was Lorna Russell Weisman