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I test video games for a living and do so while pursuing a biology/ethnobotany degree. This takes up a great deal of my time.
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Re: Heavy experience last night
(in dmt)
"I have the feeling that it is waaaay more useful to them; they seem to know what they are doing and I feel like I am just along for the ride. Know what I mean? ..."
This is very interesting. Yes, I know what you mean. I get the feeling, when I... read more discussion post on Thu, November 12, 2009 - 11:53 AM
Re: Heavy experience last night
(in dmt)
"...they were being pushed into SWIMs face - sorta like, "here ya go look at this!!""
I get this 90% of the time I encounter an entity. They are putting stuff near my face and saying, "Look, Look!" I have only been examined once and I asked the... read more discussion post on Wed, November 11, 2009 - 4:06 PM
Why science and sprituality will never mix...
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Science is wholly inadequate in its attempt to understand objective reality as it is lacking a tool for measuring subjectivity. Science can only ratify and call "true" material data that can be confirmed objectively. In science subjectivity has no...
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blog entry posted Wed, September 9, 2009 - 1:41 PM
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The best disco in the world....I still can't believe this thing actully exisits, and I saw it up close...
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So I guess this thing was built at Burning Man 2007 and won some contest. Well it deserved it!
These Monkeys are about 3.5-4 feet tall and completely still. At night, there is music playing all around this thing. There are 5-7 interactive drum ... read more
blog entry posted Fri, July 18, 2008 - 9:17 AM
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Polarity
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Polarity is one of the most potent aspects of human existence; an aspect few devote much if any conscious attention too. It is in the aspect of polarity that I find the greatest challenges of life. It is not the mystery that is challenging me to m...
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blog entry posted Fri, July 11, 2008 - 9:15 PM
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The task of nailing down the ego
Science is wholly inadequate in its attempt to understand objective reality as it is lacking a tool for measuring subjectivity. Science can only ratify and call "true" material data that can be confirmed objectively. In science subjectivity has no inherent value. It is almost as if it doesn't exist at all, but we know it does. An observation about the world is subjective until it can be confirmed so it must exist. It gives birth to objectivity. But experience on the other hand can never be co...
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Wed, September 9, 2009 - 1:41 PM
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So I guess this thing was built at Burning Man 2007 and won some contest. Well it deserved it!
Fri, July 18, 2008 - 9:17 AM
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These Monkeys are about 3.5-4 feet tall and completely still. At night, there is music playing all around this thing. There are 5-7 interactive drum pads jutting out of this thing. At night, everyone beats on the drum pads with the goal of matching the lights that flash a few feet above each drum pad. When enough people get in sync with the music/lights, this apparatus starts to spin, fast!! Then... read more
Polarity is one of the most potent aspects of human existence; an aspect few devote much if any conscious attention too. It is in the aspect of polarity that I find the greatest challenges of life. It is not the mystery that is challenging me to move forward, it is not my body's survival that is the prime motivating factor in my existence. It is the assimilation of polarity is what moves me to tears and pushes me out of bed in the morning. Polarity is the driving force in consciousness. Like ...
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Fri, July 11, 2008 - 9:15 PM
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It is amazing how much I am affected by Seasonal affective disorder. Today is one of the first days of the year that I feel so much better than I had all winter. It is still a bit cold out but my mood it 10x times better and I have about 3x more energy than I did in the winter.
Mon, April 14, 2008 - 12:11 PM
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SAD is a very real phenomenon for me and it accents my depression despite any changes I make to my diet or activities to supplement it. The seasons in the Mid-west are becoming more and more outstanding to me. A... read more
For what I estimate to be about the past 3 years nearly every night, my mind travels to some other world that it has made for it self. Oddly this world is becoming very real to me in many ways and I am very confused as to what I should be gathering from all of this.
Fri, March 28, 2008 - 1:14 AM
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This world I can identify as a culmination of all of the locations that I have spent a great deal of time. There is the “work place” that I am at sometimes that is the combination of the last 3 places that I have worked. There... read more
conscious focal points
ANALYZE THIS/dreams,
Ayahuasca,
bassnectar,
dmt,
Dream Post,
Dreaming,
Edible and medicinal plants of the wild,
EntheoShamans,
Ethnobiology,
Ethnobotany,
Herb of the Week Tribe,
Herbalists,
Horticulture and Permaculture,
Iboga,
Kratom,
mycology,
Nice Vegans,
Permaculture,
Peyote,
Psilocybin Mushrooms,
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