today i have a bad feeling and i don't want to share it. IF i do it will happen and i don't want that to happen. Things still are not fitting together its like a jigsaw that i'm putting together in the dark with a hammer and that is how much sence my last few days have been making. Today i find my shadow i don't know where he has been hiding but i'll find him.

I don't belive in what i see or hear any more. Things just don't make sense, I've been lost unable which way is right. I woke up today thinking this would be a new day then i think about it and its just like every other day. However today i couldn't see myself in the mirror. Its as if i can't tell who i am any more. All i do is smile and nod and tell people i'm fine but I can't remember the last time i was acctually happy.

here we go
Pro
1) new start
2) new friends
3) away for my family
4) OUT OF MISSOURI
5) personal growth

Con
1) leaving my friends
2) leaving skip
3) far far away from any safty net
4) don't know what i will become
5) scared i won't lie


i want you guys to help me with this just tell me what you think not what i should do but maybe you see something i miss these are only the top 5 on each i filled out a three page pro/con list and pro Won on my own ....

First of i wanna say the fact that the name of the burn was a futurama reference (Cookieville Minimum Security Orphanarium). Second I was so happy to see Wessex and his crew there. Third I wanna thank Mooncrest for doing all the hard work. Now to the point i had so much fun at the burn it was small but not to small. The man was build the day it was burned and it still took FOREVER for it to fall.the point is i loved this burn and i was wondering if any one know about Gateway i would like to k... read more

I have been working my ass off find out how i can get a job in what i want to do which is to beacome a jewler. However every lead i have ends up being a dead end now i don't know where to start i tried on my own now i need to reach out for help ...

I want to find an apprentiship ...... i just ned to find a master jewler not easy to find >.> but i won't give up

oh and when do tickets go on sale for orphanarium?