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So there is some fellow named Ned in the Astro tribe who absolutely nailed a key characteristic of Aquarius which you all may wish to consider when considering our respective nature, wondering what in the hell we might have meant by that weird statement.

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"As a scorpio sun conjunct uranus, moon trine uranus, and 7th house in aquarius, I'd always empathized with aquarians. I'd always been somewhat of a rebellious, free-spirited soul myself. But despite this, for the longest time I never felt as good at pinning aquarians down as I'd felt for the rest of the horoscope. Aquarians have figured prominently in my life in one way or another so I feel fortunate to have been exposed long enough to better understand them, and through them, understand myself

Virtually all aquarians I've encountered had in common the uncanny ability to verbalize my own feelings better than any other sign; even better than I could myself. I felt mystified by this almost superhuman intelligence (or at least this was how i characterized what aspect of aquarius I couldn't grasp). I now feel that I misunderstood them for the very same reason I empathized with them. My scorpionic tendency to personalize things in order to gain insight, (as opposed to the aquarian tendency to depersonalize and universalize) clouded my view. What I didn't realize then was that the conclusions/commentary that many aquarians make tend to be universal in nature - they tend to connect with and verbalize an essential nature of humanity which ties all of us together; an essence that many non-aquarians who are less capable of seeing or verbalizing in these universal terms unwittingly personalize (as I had) into being an appraisal or criticism of themselves, for better or worse. I had the tendency to take the aquarian commentary (and there is plenty of that to go around!) as a direct appraisal of my fragile scorpionic ego. I don't doubt that those with less "universal-minded" chart aspects misappropriate aquarian commentary as personal critique when in fact no directed critique was intended to begin with. The aquarian is more like an advocate for those deep-seated feelings that the other 11 signs are incapable of acknowledging, admitting, or verbalizing for whatever reason, but share, and in many ways, aquarians are shallowly attributed to rebelliousness and nonconformity because its almost as though they represent those parts of us which we are unable to/refuse to acknowledge.

In other words aquarians champion uncomfortable truths which we have grown comfortable ignoring, truths we have to set free in order to grow, and truths that more of us share in common than we are willing to realize. They put things out into the open and get the ball of humanity rolling forward, so to speak."

"oh, I forgot to mention a key point about individuality. Aquarians, by finding those essential common threads, highlight how differences can be accomodated. Their nature is to promote accomodated individuality; to depart from historic intolerances"


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Sun Sign Inner Degree
What's your sun signs Inner Degree?

Aquarius 30'

'A large pool filled with white waterlillies in bloom '

Integration and synthesis. Putting it all together. Creative intelligence at its best. Having gone on ahead and seen what can be, yet suspending your vision so that freedom and open-endedness are honoured. Living on many planes at once, in intricate refinement. You have to the ability to hold in place as many independent variables as become relevant, an especially distinctive quality of unqualified or unconditional regard and respect for one and all. Universal brotherhood and sisterhood as the impulse of the future, active now.

Thanks AE...I needed a metaphor to activate today


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Astro-Test:

Randomly specific Bits & Bytes signifying.......uh
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You are 87% Aquarius

You Are 64% Intuitive

You are a very intuitive person. And luckily, your intuition is normally right.
You're wise enough to know that relying on intuition alone can be dangerous.
When your intuition seems really off, you tend to ignore it - and look at the facts instead.


Your EQ is 147

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.


You Are 4% Paranoid Schizophrenic

You're so far from paranoid schizophrenic...
you probably found this quiz to be quite amusing.

Your Love Type: ISFP
The Artist

In love, you feel deeply and experience intense emotions.
For you, sex is serious. It's how you best express your feelings.

Overall, you are laid back, warm, and a good listener.
However, you tend to seem lazy and disinterested sometimes.

Best matches: ESFJ and ENFJ


Your Birthdate: February 18

For you, love is a feeling that lingers for really long time - even after a relationship is totally over.
In fact, you still make have strong feelings for the first person you fell in love with.
You usually are reluctant to end relationships. And sometimes you're the last to know that things are ending!

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1

You are most compatible with people born on the 9th, 18th, and 27th of the month.


Your Personality is Very Rare (INTP)
Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant.

Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all men
You are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving.


Your Personality Cluster is Introverted Feeling

You are:

Tolerant, flexible, and open to new ideas.
A stickler for integrity and authenticity.
Passionate about causes, beliefs, or politics.
Likely to have many "best friends" from many walks of life

You Are 85% Creative

You are an incredibly creative person. For you, there are no bounds or limits to your creativity.
Your next creation could be something very great... Or at least very cool!


You Follow Your Heart

You're romantic, sentimental, and emotional.
You tend to fall in (and out of) love very quickly.
Some may call you fickle, but you can't help where your emotions take you.
You've definitely broken a few hearts, but you're not a heartbreaker by nature.
Your intentions are always good, even if they change with the wind

You Would Do Most Things For Love

You are willing to go pretty far for love - but not far enough to compromise your core values.
Love is a priority for you, and you'll go further than most people to hold on to someone you love.
But killing for love? Or even taking a bullet? Probably out of the question.
No matter what, you love yourself the most!

You Are A Cedar Tree

You are elegant yet unpretentious, modest yet vivacious.
Attractive and friendly, you are full of imagination but might lack passion.
You abhor vulgar people, and you don't like anything in excess.
You have little more ambition than to live a calm life and enjoy nature.
You create a content, peaceful atmosphere for others.

You Are 96% Feminist

You are a total feminist. This doesn't mean you're a man hater (in fact, you may be a man).
You just think that men and women should be treated equally. It's a simple idea but somehow complicated for the world to put into action.


You Are 88% Open Minded

You are so open minded that your brain may have fallen out!
Well, not really. But you may be confused on where you stand.
You don't have a judgemental bone in your body, and you're very accepting.
You enjoy the best of every life philosophy, even if you sometimes contradict yourself.

Your Dominant Thinking Style: Exploring

You thrive on the unknown and unpredictable. Novelty is your middle name.
You are a challenger. You tend to challenge common assumptions and beliefs.

An expert inventor and problem solver, you approach everything from new angles.
You show people how to question their models of the world.

You Are 47% Feminine, 53% Masculine

You are in touch with both your feminine and masculine sides.
You're sensitive at the right times, but you don't let your emotions overwhelm you.
You're not a eunuch, just the best of both genders.

You Are Expressionism

Moody, emotional, and even a bit angsty... you certainly know how to express your emotions.
At times, you tend to lack perspective on your life, probably as a result of looking inward too much.
This introspection does give you a flair for the dramatic. And it's even maybe made you cultivate some artistic talents!
You have a true artist's temperament... which is a blessing and a curse.

You Are 18% Bitchy

You are practically an angel - both on the inside and outside.
You try to give everyone the benefit of the doubt, and you're even tolerant of bitchiness in others!

Your Travel Personality Is: The Adventurer

For you, travel is how you learn about the world. And you like to learn the stuff that's not in guidebooks.
You truly have wanderlust. When you're not traveling, you're dreaming about where you'll go next.
And your travels are truly legendary - they leave you with stories you'll be telling for the rest of your life!


Your Life Is Worth...

$576,500


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Master Rao's

Chinese Horoscope 2008

Fire Horse - You cannot allow yourself to count on your good star. But if you accept to draw on your reserves of courage, then everything will go well. In work, you can even begin an irresistible ascension. In love, don't treat your mate with so much casualness. Respect him (her), have confidence in him (her), and then nice complicity will settle in between you two.


This will be for the Horse the year of amorous fury. He/she will have a very hard time resisting his/her desire to indulge in foolish love affairs. His/her close ones will find it extremely difficult to keep him/her in the conformist path, not out of ethical considerations but out of concerns to spare him/her annoying complications. "Love, love, when thou holdst us, one can say: good-bye, prudence!" (La Fontaine). This will exactly be the case with the Horse!


The only advice that one can give the Horse is to weigh the pros and the cons carefully before embarking on any amorous adventure. Wisdom tells us not act like the dog which lets go off the prey for its shadow. The romances that the Horse will experience in the course of this year will generally be short-lived and inconsequential. It'll be up to him/her to choose!

Predictions for

the HORSE

Love

First trimester - Your sentimental relations will not be bad - this is obviously an euphemism! - for the simple reason that you'll be better disposed than usual to draw in your horns. You'll be less finicky, you'll show such tolerance as one wouldn't have thought you're capable of - in short, you'll be easier to live with. Avoid mixing too much logic with your love affairs. Just relax, take life as it comes, and profit thoroughly by the present moment. If you're still free, the last month of this period may reserve you an exceptional encounter. This time you won't even try to reason or put that person to numerous tests before judging him (her) worthy of you - he (she) will be accepted without any formality!

Second trimester - Probably one of your former mates will try to renew contacts with you, but his (her) repentance may not be quite sincere and your mutual contention may not be resolved. For this reason remain on your guard! Single natives, you'll have the right to many loves at first sight throughout this period. You'll feel sure and certain to have finally found the rare bird. However, try to keep cool ; just live the present as best as you can and wait to see how things will turn out to be.

Third trimester - It's virtually certain that your neighbors will be disturbed by the din that your love life will produce. Your walls will vibrate! Jealousy will be the cause of all this. Try to control yourself and keep some sense of humor. The last two months of this period will be extremely favorable to a new amorous start. You can definitely cut off your past relations or, more simply, do away with the dust covering a long-lasting relation. You'll feel liberated and quite prepared to start afresh with a partner of your choice.

Fourth trimester - If you're already living in couple, this period should permit you to get closer to your mate or partner. Many of you will come out of a delicate period that was marked with some conflicts. Well supported by the star Tu Vi, you'll have no difficulty this time warming up the atmosphere. If you're single, you'll hardly burden yourself with romanticism this time. What's important to you will be to experience sheer sensual pleasure, be it with one or several partners. It'd be well, out of respect for those with whom you'll get involved, not to make too many insincere love declarations to them !

Career

First trimester - The natives whose careers concern the arts or those who make use of imagination and creation under all forms - such as musicians or singers - will be especially favored during this period. They'll experience intense joys in the expression of their works, and their successes will be proportional to their efforts. For all natives of the sign, this will be a very busy period, but your various tasks will be well distributed in time. Don't look for additional tasks as they may be the last straw that breaks the camel's back!

Second trimester - In the realm of work you'll have the impression to be got at, ill-treated or underestimated. In fact, you'll tend to over-dramatize the situation! Have more confidence in yourself and then everything will improve. From the second month of the period on, you'll know how to proceed by stages, one after another, with astonishing patience. Moreover, unexpected events will allow you to work in easier conditions and solve a maximum of problems. Try to preserve the friendship and confidence of your associates as this will prove very beneficial to you.

Third trimester - You'll have to cope with some difficulties in your career. This will be due to the fact that your real worth does not seem to be well recognized. Be patient. You should later on have the possibility to exercise your career in a much more interesting and satisfying manner on the personal level. And then the questions of remuneration and profitability will really be relegated to the background. In any case, you'll wish that things around you move and will not hesitate to indulge in a whirl of parties and receptions. This busy society life will not prove useless since you'll profit by it to make interesting professional contacts. Some of you might even find an excellent job in a perfectly unexpected manner.

Fourth trimester - This period can allow you to round a cape in your professional life, whether you work to earn your life or as a volunteer. You'll be imaginative without being whimsical because you'll stick to reality. You'll be very much appreciated by your superiors. You'll be optimistic and will not be afraid to harbor very high objectives. In sum, you'll master the necessary conditions to increase your speed. The stars will even more favorably influence the career sector during the last month of the period. Your enthusiasm will be great, your ideas clear. If you need financing, you'll obtain an advantageous bank loan without any difficulty.

Health

First trimester - You should as a rule enjoy rather good resistance even though your tonicity will be irregular under the impact of the star An Quang. However, beware: Some rare natives of Metal years can have a health problem. Everything will go well if you tackle the problem immediately and adequately; but difficulties can arise if you let it persist.

Second trimester - With the star Linh Tinh, who is a planet of love and also of joy of living and well-being, you can expect to enjoy excellent basic tonicity. All those of you who've gone through health problems will see their state improve notably. However, this planet may incite you to overeat: Beware of the problem of overweight.

Third trimester - Your health will be under the benevolent protection of the planet Linh Tinh. This is a sure sign of balance and good health. However, under his influence, you may tend to overindulge in foods, and those who want to keep their lines must particularly refrain from sweets.

Fourth trimester - There'll be no planet in the health sectors of your natal chart. So much the better for you! Given the general tendency of the stars during this period, it's indeed a good thing for them to forget you. Your physical resistance will be good. On the contrary, those of you who are confronted with obstacles in their work or private lives may tend to develop mild psychosomatic reactions.

Finances

First trimester - Those of you who have had to struggle with difficult month-ends should be able to begin to balance their accounts these days. Tu Vi, the star of chance and also of good money, will be in a favorable position and will herald a financially easier period for you. But beware, this should not be a reason to forgo all caution. It's not by indulging in useless expenses that you can set up conditions favorable to a long-term heightening of your level of living.

Second trimester - The star Tang Mon will have a direct impact on your finances; thus you should have no problems on this front. But beware of this aspect of the star Pha Quan: You may make an inadequate decision. If you consider reorganizing your placements or embarking on an investment, it would be better to wait some time.

Third trimester - No important star will directly influence the pecuniary domain these days. However, this period should be easy and well protected. Indeed, with the support of Tu Vi, the planet of chance and success, you should have no financial problems. Moreover, the planet Dao Hoa in favorable aspect will shelter you from difficulties and will perhaps grant you some small, unexpected incomes.

Fourth trimester - It's possible you will have an occasion during this period to modify your budgetary balance. For some of you, it's even an important change which will take place. Unforeseen gains are possible. Or on the contrary a decrease of your revenues which, however, will be accompanied by a decrease of your expenses, which will result in a good balance.


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Numerology

Dribble Glass half-full
33/6

Your Life Path Number is 33
Your Life Path Number represents the path you should take through life and the talents and skills you have to make your journey a rewarding one.

You have the Master Number 33 as your Life Path Number. Master Numbers indicate nearly complete or complete development of the traits associated with the number they would reduce to. This relation is usually expressed by writing the Master Number and the number it reduces to together. Master Number 33 is often written 33/6.

Freedom and responsibility come with having a Master Number. You have the freedom to choose whether to allow your Master Number traits to express themselves or not. If you opt to act responsibly and use your lofty powers, you will find your reward is in the choice itself. If you choose to ignore your talents, you may find yourself taking more than one step back. You may incur a Karmic Debt.
Having a 33 as your Life Path number indicates that you have extraordinary talents as a caregiver. Your affection for humankind and the other living spirits we share this world with is nearly infinite. Your abilities make it essential for you to care and protect others to fulfill your properly Life Path. The world?s underdogs and all who suffer from injustice and inequality need you. Of course this is not an easy path. Doing anything at a Master Number level requires an inordinate amount of spiritual energy. But for you to not take on the welfare of others would deprive the world a precious gift and leave you floundering, wondering what you were meant to do.


Your Life Destiny Number is 8
Your Destiny Number sheds light on those things you must accomplish in your life to be fulfilled.
You are destined to succeed in whatever arena you choose to enter. You were born to lead, and so long as you do not become dictatorial you should fulfill your destiny to its fullest.


Your Soul Number is 5
Your Soul Number describes your deepest desires and dreams and the person you truly want to be.
Your passion is to be free of limitations. You have a lust for change and the variety of experience which comes with it. You are rebellious and sensual by nature. Routine bores you and you loath having any limitations put on you.


Your Personality Number is 3
Your Personality Number reveals the "external you"--the personality traits others will know you by.
You are a lover of life. You are extroverted and charming, and always want to have fun. You are the lucky possessor of the proverbial "magnetic personality." Your enthusiasm for life is contagious. Your potential to create and inspire others to create seems limitless. Of course, you are not fault free. You can be gossipy and display unwarranted jealousy. In the end, however, most will find your exuberance for life irresistible.


Your Maturity Number is 5
Your Maturity Number reveals the person you will come to be--your true self.
A 5 Maturity Number ensures that throughout your life you will experience the thrills which come with change and constantly develop your free will. In your later years your personal freedom will be fully developed. You will still be a risk taker and embrace change. People will find you very attractive, because you have somehow managed to mature without losing your youthful spirit.


Your Balance Number is 6
As long as your life is on an even or uplifting keel balance numbers are relatively dormant. However, in those times when your life is out of order your Balance Number can become central to resolving the turmoil you are experiencing. Your Balance Number reflects the traits you need to bring to the forefront in order the get through difficult periods with the least amount of damage or time wasted on negative influences.
A 6 Balance Number suggests you are a key part of the problem and must take responsibility for your role. Do not allow yourself to be overly comforted by others. To do so will give you a false sense of justice and a stage on which to wallow. You need to not just act, but act responsibly and fairly.


The 4 Pinnacles
Pinnacles represent moments in your life in which you realize current goals and learn some of life's lessons. If you are at the beginning of a Pinnacle, then they can be used as a predictive tool to assist in managing your future. Your first Pinnacle begins at birth and last until around the age of 27. Your Second Pinnacle last through the next 9 year and the Third Pinnacle last for 9 years after the Second Pinnacle has passed. Your Fourth Pinnacle picks up where the Third Pinnacle ends and last throughout the rest of your life


Your First Pinnacle Number is 2
You will learn how to have balanced relationships with others without sacrificing your inner self. Your talents for relating to others as well as helping others relate to each other will grow.

Your Second Pinnacle Number is 4
You are in a period where you should be building a solid foundation on which to carry on your life. You may be building a home, family or career. Whatever you are doing, it is not a time in which you will or should take it easy.

Your Third Pinnacle Number is 6
A 6 Pinnacle notes a time of love and devotion to friends and family, or possibly the building of a new family after a divorce. During this Pinnacle your energies will be focused on your home-life. You will nurture your loved ones and beautify your surroundings as much as possible. During this Pinnacle that which is in your heart will come to the forefront.

Your Fourth Pinnacle Number is 6
A 6 Pinnacle notes a time of love and devotion to friends and family, or possibly the building of a new family after a divorce. During this Pinnacle your energies will be focused on your home-life. You will nurture your loved ones and beautify your surroundings as much as possible. During this Pinnacle that which is in your heart will come to the forefront.

The 4 Challenges
Challenges denote personal weaknesses and temptations you will have to overcome and strengths you will have to develop to fully realize your goals. The 4 Challenges have the same time frame as the 4 Pinnacles.


Your First Challenge Number is 7
A 7 Challenge always marks a very serious period in your life. This period will be marked by intense introspection and the pursuit of spiritual wisdom. Your challenge will be to move through this period of self-discovery while dealing with the isolation such inner journeys often cause. Also you will have to learn to differentiate reality from fantasy.

Your Second Challenge Number is 4
Your challenge is to learn the value of practicality, discipline and organization. A 4 challenge is rarely easy. You may find yourself boxed in by boundaries. In this period you will have to learn to be patient, open-minded and flexible.

Your Third Challenge Number is 3
The Challenge the number 3 puts before you is to learn to speak truly from your heart. You will have to overcome the negative traits of the number 3, which include superficiality, hyperbole, egocentrism, gossiping and disorganization.

Your Fourth Challenge Number is 2
Your Challenge is to learn how to manage your natural sensitivity to others, aversion to conflict and need for harmony in a way that will not repress your own needs. In time you will learn to balance your needs with those of others.

The 3 Cycles
Cycles occur in 28 year periods. The First Cycle last from birth through your 28th year and is called your Formative or Seed Cycle. The Second Cycle--your Productive or Fruit Cycle--begins at age 29 and last through your 56th year. The Third Cycle, your Harvest Cycle, begins with the coming of your 57th year and last throughout the rest of your life. Your Cycle Numbers tell you the lessons you must learn and goals you must meet to stay on your Life's Path and achieve your true destiny.


Your First Cycle Number is 2
If you are in a 2 Cycle you are going to develop at a slow, even pace. Your talents for peacemaking and gentle persuasion will come into play often. Understanding relationships will be your main goal in this period. Should this be your Third Cycle, patience and diplomacy will be the characteristics of this Cycle.

Your Second Cycle Number is 9
Those in a 9 Cycle will see their compassion and tolerance for others blossom. You will find satisfaction in putting the greater good for all ahead of your own needs. This is a cycle in which you will explore the depths of your love for your fellow man.

Your Third Cycle Number is 4
This is a time for you to put things in order. You will address many of life's practical concerns during this period. Discipline, order and a willingness to work hard are your greatest allies during this Cycle.

Your Karmic Lesson Number(s) are/is 2 3 6
Karmic Lesson numbers reveal areas in which we need to grow. To become more complete, we need to give extra attention to these areas in this lifetime. If one of your 5 core numbers is the same as a Karmic Lesson Number the significance of the Karmic Lesson Number is reduced.


A 2 Karmic Lesson Number indicates a need to learn the art of diplomacy and tact. Try to be more sensitive to the feelings of those around you. Make an effort to learn to work with others as a team.
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A 3 Karmic Lesson Number often reflects a person who is far too hard on themselves. Make an effort to not judge your performance too harshly.
The number 3 appears in your core numbers, so the the importance of this number is lessened.
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A 6 Karmic Lesson Number denotes an inability or reluctance to make commitments. Even when you do commit yourself to something it may be your nature to hold back any true passion for the commitment or relationship. Over time you might do well to slowly allow your passions to express themselves and put your heart into your commitments and relationships.
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Your Lucky Number is 8
Your Personal Lucky Number does not change. This number will be lucky for you your entire life. Your luck derived from this number will be strongest when you are addressing events and issues related to the general meaning of the number. Lucky Numbers should not be relied on to constantly produce positive results, or make impulsive, high risk gambles. They simply mean that where they appear you have an edge. How large an edge is impossible to determine, but seems to increase with the number of occurrences your Lucky Number is be associated with a given event or issue.
Those with a Personal Lucky Number 8 have powerful ally when the arena is business. Your 8 signifies someone who may be blessed with the Midas Touch. Your 8 will bring you luck in any financial arena it is associated with. However you must remember the 8 always requires a never quit attitude for its power to reach its full zenith.


Your Signature Number is a 8
Signature numbers are based on how you sign your name. Your signature carries the power and the faults of one of the base 9 numbers. You may actually want to sign different documents with different signatures to reap the benefit of a particular number. For instance, if you are signing an agreement of partnership you might want to alter your signature to reflect the powers of the number 2.
The signature you entered is an 8. Use of an 8 signature is definitely to your advantage when you are in the role of boss.


Your Birthday Number is 9
This number is most influential between your 28th and 56th year. While it is not the most important number in your profile, it does have an effect on your Life's Path and Destiny.
You are idealistic and compassionate, generous and sensitive. At heart you are a humanitarian of the highest order.


Your Personal Year Number is 3
This number tells you what is happening in your life this year. This number should be used to help you avoid setbacks and focus your energies on those areas of your life where you are most likely to achieve your goals.
While the number 3 is about joy and fun, it does not mean that this will be that type of year for you. This is time when you should learn to speak from your heart. This can prove to be a painful experience, but once it is past the fun and joy should begin for you.


Your Personal Month Number is 5
This number tells you what is happening in your life this month. Use this number in the same way you would your Personal year number, but apply it only to the current month.
This is a good month in which to embrace change, take a few risks, and explore new directions in your life.


Your Foundation Letter is G
Having a G Foundation Letter identifies someone who is very cerebral and determined. Your strong will and mental quickness make you a good choice for project leader.

Your End Letter is N
Having an N End Letter identifies someone who can bring innovative ideas to a project or venture, but their free-thinking spirit may not allow them to see a pursuit through to the finish.

Your First Vowel is A
Having an A First Vowel suggest you may be far more determined to succeed than you let on.