Guys,
something ridiculous happened -- weather in St. Petersburg changed within days so drammatically, that I... was not only imprisoned in my room, but might be upset few of you -- I do apologise -- first of all.
Secondly, declaring my apology -- I would state that I am hardly the one to be judge -- cause I spent about a week in two-dimention world, being literally flat like a pancake, with flat sence of humour, flat New year, flat reality and flat fun.
Thirdly, I appretiate reaction of those friends who stood by me while I was somewhere else and definitely not with myself

After long-lasting depression which caused by my faults in private life I am back to something reasonably sane as as single person New Year Eve Dinner

I was sad last days and than -- when I went to local videostore to pick up music and movies -- I felt people around me are alive and like me actually
not any of them could be my potential bf, but... understanding and smile were something I lacked recently

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE
I wishyou to be.. cool
good luck here and there

and as you know, Russia celebrates Christmas 7 days after New Year comes