Female

As I progress on my life path I feel pulled in two directions constantly, one: spiritually, I try to live my life by my own code of dharma because I would like to be truly enlightened and understand the reality I've created for myself. I always try to treat others with respect even when they can be bitter and cruel.

I've had an out of body, life after death experience and was spoken to, by whom I don’t know, but was told “it’s not your time”.
Since then I’ve felt very differently about death and I think of God as a Light Being. I’m a thrill seeker in many ways because of this experience, I have no fear of death, I just don’t want to be eaten by something on one of my treks. I’ve had many other unique experiences that defy logic, premonitions, telepathy, visions and remote viewing. I would like to learn how to explore this part of my spirit but am at a loss on where to start because I face the ultimate competitor, time, partially brought on by my second direction.

The second direction of my life path is career, I've created a workaholic who does not have enough time to enjoy life or spend time researching my unique talents. As I'm pulled to my career daily I'm trying to remember why I need so many of the things my job provides me with.

My crossroads is now and soon I'll have to make hard life decisions so I can continue forward in a positive direction with more of a minimalist lifestyle which will enable me to explore the many realms on my own path to enlightenment.