it's been quite a two week spread. bankruptcy, deaths in the family, sickness, stolen cars, new cars, working on days off... sadly, most of this happened to becca, not me. poor girl can not seem to catch a break this month.

i'm exhausted and today is only my monday. i don't wanna be responsible...

as if this weren't enough, we have to move by the end of june (probably will move a little before that) and we have sort of found a place... i have a place we could take, but it's not... read more

it's been a decent enough interval of time that everything's been turned on its head again. not that i particularly resent the change, i just wish i had more of a say. i hate how it sort of hangs in the air, looming, as if to say, seal the hatches, i'm coming and you won't know when. it being the proverbial upturning.

i can't really justify using this venue to bitch, i do that enough already. i just wish i could hold some people down and smack them until all the bitterness and resent... read more

Hey, everybody, look up there, in the sky! It's a blog for the sake of blogging! And it's headed this way.... Oh god, it's gonna land on Manhattan and kill everyone...! Run for your lives!!!


*ahem*
I’ll refrain from calling this a Christmas blog because it's not. It’s just seasonally juxtaposed. Bla bla bla, reflection on the year that's passing, whatever. I don't like reflecting on my life unless it's at an inappropriate time, like five minutes before leaving to go to a big party... read more

what do you get when you cross an elephant and a kangaroo?



big holes all over australia.


i have been thinking lately that perhaps it's more important to be able to control the outcome than the process. or even the length of the process, for that matter. the second job hasn't happened yet; either for me or for the becca. i can't tell if i feel terribly mundane that i care what my checking account says or if it's a byproduct of not having health coverage for years. i used not t... read more