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spark of light

spark of light

held tight

in a fist of rage.

just let go

and light will show

and love will grow

and you will know

the secret of peace:



r e l e a s e



kiss a sigh

and walk on by

there, there

no need to cry.



...exhale...



exhale your anger

your resentment

your hate

it’s never too late~

(take a risk)

unclench your fist

and shake hands

with the one you call

“enemy.”

palm to palm,

prayer to prayer

another layer

removed;

one less shield

to what is revealed

therein~

heart and soul

blood and bone

human being.

reflection of yourself

with mask removed...

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We made the front page of the Lexington Herald Leader!
www.kentucky.com/254/story/454203.html
Mon, July 7, 2008 - 6:21 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
since the format of my latest post seems to have gotten lost in translation (more than usual), here's an easier to read version. feel free to give me your thoughts on this.

the final exam for my environmental justice class was a take-home essay of 800-1000 words that asked the question, "What did you learn in this class?" though i began this task as academically as possible, citing essays we had read for class, it quickly fell into the philosophical realm, leaving more questions than answers. my approach may not garner any hopes of a decent grade, but i felt it really tapped into the conscious & unconscious struggle of trying to figure out what is "right" or "just." here is what i wrote:

No Nocere

It seems that the idea of what is “just” should be an intuitive feeling more than a compilation of facts, figures, trial judgments, and semantics. It’s frustrating to know that justice is so often relegated only to those that have access to, and can afford to pay for, some type of legal system and that people who fight for justice on their own terms are often labeled as subversives, criminals, or terrorists. That, of course, is not to say that all people labeled with these terms are fighting for justice, only that the stories of good and just people are easily perverted to subdue the masses into believing they are powerless and the maintenance of the status quo is more important than doing what is right.
One such example of this belittlement is the case of the U’wa Nation of Columbia who organized to prevent the Occidental Petroleum Corporation from drilling on sacred U’wa territory. The former minister of mines dismissed these objections saying, “You can’t compare the interests of 38 million Columbians with the worries of the indigenous community,” (Gedicks, p.169). The Columbian military, instead of defending the rights of the native Columbians, placed landmines and troops around drilling site to protect the oil drilling machines. The case of what is just seems apparent in this situation, but the actions of the Columbian government suggest that it is the foreign oil company and their shareholders being treated unjustly and must be protected, instead of the people indigenous to the area who depend on the land for their livelihood.
The problem with the notion of “justice” is that it is rarely a clear-cut issue. At first glance, the fight for South Central Farm in Los Angeles would lead one to favor the farmers in their struggle to save their community garden, but it could easily be argued that the owner of the property retains the right to use his investment as he sees fit (Mark, The Central Question). In a truly just situation, the owner would recognize the benefit of the farm and donate it to the community, but the economic situation we, ourselves, have created through lifestyle and behavior patterns creates a situation in which justice for one person or group is in direct competition with the opposition’s notion of justice. Though I personally believe in the greater justice of food and people over business and profits, this situation points to one example where the idea of justice can be used to the advantage of either party.
What I most struggle with, in regards to fighting for justice, is where, or if, there is a limit to the actions that can be taken in the name of justice. No one could argue that writing letters or signing petitions isn’t an acceptable manifestation of protest, but what if the U’wa had chosen to use landmines to protect their rightful territory? On one hand, it could be argued that they have the right to defend what is theirs, but on the other hand, endangering human lives would put them in the same class as the Columbian military. Can murder ever be justified? And what about property? Is the destruction of property, such as setting fire to empty buildings or machines that perpetrate injustice, equivalent to purposely endangering human lives?
The discrepancy lies in the disparity between the haves and the have-nots. Our socio-economic system invariably discriminates against the people with the least monetary resources. The intangible idea of “money” as capital is considered more important than, or as a means of acquiring, something of actual value~ natural capital. People who are willing to live within the ecological system are superseded by those that have created an inaccessible and unsustainable economic system and those with the least means pay the highest prices in terms of health, wealth, and their environment.
But is true equality possible? If conflict didn’t exist (internal AND external), what, then, would be the benefit of living? If Life were entirely just, what would we have to strive towards? Would there be anything left worth living and dying for? As someone who feels that there are lessons learned from mistakes as well as accomplishments, who am I to know whether certain hardships are not a requirement to achieving justice? Something that seems terribly just or unjust today may turn out to be quite the opposite in the grand scheme of things. Without knowing the ultimate purpose to this Life of consciousness, my only option is to behave in a way that treats others the way I would like to be treated within the context of my current awareness.
Honestly (perhaps obviously), this class has raised more questions than answers. Justice is clearly a philosophical and moral issue more than a facts and figures issue, (not that facts and figures can’t be used to argue the case for justice), but justice is not something that can easily be quantified, much like the question of what I have learned in this class. Though I am more aware of the insidious ways in which injustice can be perpetrated, I can’t say that I am any more prepared to answer the question, “What is Justice?” nor can I say with certainty what is just or unjust. I can only defer to my intellect, empathy, and compassion for guidance and try my best to “Do No Harm.”


Works Cited

Gedicks, A. (2005). “Resource Wars against Native Peoples.” In R. Bullard (Ed.), The Quest for Environmental Justice: Human Rights and the Politics of Pollution (pp.168-187). San Francisco: Sierra Club Books.

Mark, J. (2006). The Central Question: Could the battle for South Central Farm be coming to a close? Retrieved 8 December 2006 from www.grist.org/news/maindish...ark/index.html
Fri, December 8, 2006 - 11:04 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
this friday, 24 november 2006, is buy nothing day. on the biggest shopping day of the year, send a message about consumerism and corporate greed.

as the holidays approach, be mindful of your buying habits. instead of a shirt made by child laborers in a chinese sweatshop, make a donation to heifer international, look for the fair trade label, or better yet, make something yourself out of found and recycled materials. make a statement with your dollar and help promote peace & justice for everyone.

love, jessa (aka ecogyrl, the mistress of mud)
ps~ please forward this important service announcement
Tue, November 21, 2006 - 5:39 AM permalink - 1 comment
 
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the Wake Forest Elevator Competition has passed without event. we were not selected to move on to the final round, but on the bright side, we were the first to get out of our monkey suits and back into the comfort of jeans and hikers and we didn't have to deal with the stress of giving a 20 minute presentation. during the feedback session, it was quite obvious that we speak as much venture capitalist as they speak ecological design. all parties were equally ignorant of the other's terminology, but we were still able to get some useful feedback as to what we were lacking or unclear about in our submission. i would say that it would be highly valuable information for next time, but i think the biggest thing i learned was that i'd rather just do the work and let it speak for itself than to try to explain to a group of suits that green building isn't always about the high-tech solutions.
 
luckily, the two teams that won were both extremely worthy of the prize, especially on the MBA side, so that makes it much easier to accept our fate.  on the social entrepreneurship side, a group called Bonseye developed a way for the disabled and hearing impaired to tour museums and such using videos that could be downloaded into i-pods.  i don't know how accurately i'm describing their product, but i think that's the gist. for the MBA side of the competition, a couple graduate engineers are using biomimicry to produce energy that harnesses the power of evapotranspiration. they explained it using redwood trees as the example. these amazing trees are able to move water the great distance from root to treetop through evaporation and capillary action. if we try to move water in a similar vertical manner, we'd have to use pumps and electricity to accomplish what nature does, well, naturally. moving water via evaporation produces enough energy to power small electronic devices. this is also similar to how water is used to produce power at hydroelectric dams. how can we possibly feel bad about losing to such amazing competitors? talk about clean energy! if i was an investor-type, i'd buy stock in that idea for sure! for those looking for a stock tip, keep your eyes peeled for Potentia. i foresee great potential with that group.
 
that's pretty much the update from the competition. even though we didn't win, we will still be moving forward with our projects for this summer. John's house will give folks the opportunity to build an earthbag dome that will likely be plastered using papercrete. Rob & Michelle's art studio will be strawbale on 3 sides with cob on the southside for thermal mass. we may also be putting a living roof on this one, but that has yet to be determined. Carol's pottery studio will, of course, be made out of cob. these projects will also entail plastering for anyone interested in that aspect of natural building. those are the 3 big projects, but we'll also be doing a cob surround for a woodstove and possibly a cob baking oven to be used as a demonstration during local craft events. it also looks like we may be in a position to offer workshops on biodiesel processing as well. if you want to be notified about these workshops, go to the contact page on the HomeGrown HideAways website and sign up for the mailing list.
 
cheers!
Tue, April 1, 2008 - 8:57 AM permalink
it's official!  moments ago, i received the email announcing that HomeGrown HideAways is a semi-finalist in the Wake Forest social entrepreneurship competition.  this gives us a minimum of $1000 (minus travel expenses) to put towards the business as well as a chance at $40,000. finalists will be announced at 1:30 pm on Saturday, March 29 and the awards ceremony will begin at 8:30 later that evening. i've only got a month to finish writing the business plan so i'm off...
 
Open-mouthed
Tue, February 26, 2008 - 2:25 PM permalink

i should really update this thing a little more often so the news doesn't pile up.  ahhh... where to begin?

 

i'm still working part-time at the non-profit Appalachia - Science in the Public Interest
 doing education/outreach/advocacy/consulting for our Kentucky Solar Partnership project.  Our current efforts include the Kentucky Green Energy Roadshow: a full day of workshops presented by skilled professionals on topics such as green building design and construction, applying energy efficiency and conservation in your home or business, super efficient homes, and renewable energy technologies such as solar, wind, hydro, and biomass.  each event will include a panel discussion on state policies and incentives needed to accelerate the use of these sustainable energy and building practices.  this roving event will begin on March 8th at Morehead State University. the second stop will be March 29th in London.  on April 5th, we'll be at Maple Mount in Owensboro.  our final stop will be April 12th at Northern Kentucky University.  for more details and registration info, visit www.kysolar.org.

 

depending on funding, this may be the last project i get to work on for ASPI as an official employee. i have not yet received word about the grant we applied for last year which would fund me full-time for a full year, including benefits.  while this would be a pretty sweet gig, i also recognize that it would enable me to put off diving headlong into HomeGrown HideAways.  i feel a strong urge that this is the year that things are really going to kick off, but only if i devote myself to the project full time. my building partner (phil) and i are working on scheduling some natural building projects for the coming season.  one of them is a (hopefully) code-approved earthbag dome house and the other is a cob pottery studio. we are also entering a business plan competition that has the potential to result in $40,000 worth of cash and technical assistance to put toward the venture, (round one entries are due next sunday by midnight).  if we get this crucial funding, i will have no more excuses to let fear of failure impede my inevitable progress. (by the way, for those of you that keep up with these ramblings, we did not move forward in the Echoing Green competition, but i knew that was a super long shot anyway).

 

we're still slooooowly renovating the house so we can sell it and buy a farm (my mom already sold her house so that we'll have money to put down on a piece when we finalize the search). i have a strong inkling we may be moving sometime late summer~ my goal is to have a farm by my 30th. as for the current abode, insulation holes have been drilled, new wiring has been pulled, walls have been removed, plumbing fixtures discarded, a chimney dismantled, and a new roof put on so far (check out the pix!).  the hubster recently made a major score of some unfinished ash flooring from a collapsed barn.  we’ve been going through it and cleaning it up so it will be ready to install after we insulate and drywall. we laid a small section just to get an idea of what it would look like and how much we’ve got to work with and i’m totally in love. even without sanding and finishing, it looks so much better than the old, worn out pine floors that were hiding under the cherry red and lime green carpeting that used to occupy the upstairs. i actually like the mottled, weathered look of the salvaged wood, but it will change a bit after we sand it and finish it.

 

there’s one last piece of the puzzle that i’m holding off on disclosing just yet (no~ i’m not pregnant!!!).  i want the energy of this potential dream come true to rest with me until i’m positive that i won’t scare it away by sharing it with the world (it’s a bit shy).  also, this will entice you to occasionally check back for my sporadic updates.  until then, enjoy the new photos!

Fri, February 8, 2008 - 7:06 AM permalink
Environmental Education in Kentucky is giving us some lovely publicity for the month.
Sat, January 12, 2008 - 12:45 PM permalink
hey kidz!
we've found a farm that we hope will be the future home of HomeGrown HideAways, but we need your help! if you've got some spare change lying around, we'll gladly accept it.  we're not officially 501(c)3 so donations are NOT tax-deductible (yet), but maybe you just believe in what we are trying to do or maybe you need to balance out your carbon karma.  either way, we'll accept any size donation, from 1 cent to 1 billion cents (and beyond!). should we get this little miracle, donors (and non-donors) are welcome to visit and watch us grow!  however, since i can't get the "donate" button to function properly on this page, you'll have to go here.
much love and happy holidaze!
Fri, December 21, 2007 - 9:14 AM permalink
originally published at voices from the dreamtime
 
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