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about me
I love to read, sometimes I prefer to stay in and cuddle up with a book than do anything else! OK, most of the time!! I also love to write, draw, paint, basically create things. I love dogs and have a little black and tan, short haired Dachshund named Baron and I love him with all my heart! I am an Empath/HSP and most times I love it, but sometimes I don't.
The Perfect Heart
Author: Unknown
One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart. Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said “Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine.” The crowd and the young man looked at the old man’s heart. It was beating strongly, but full of scars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but they didn’t fit quite right and there were several jagged edges. In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing. The people stared - how can he say his heart is more beautiful, they thought? The young man looked at the old man’s heart and saw its state and laughed. “You must be joking,” he said. “Compare your heart with mine, mine is perfect and yours is a mess of scars and tears.” “Yes,” said the old man, “Yours is perfect looking but I would never trade with you. You see, every scar represents a person to whom I have given my love - I tear out a piece of my heart and give it to them, and often they give me a piece of their heart which fits into the empty place in my heart, but because the pieces aren’t exact, I have some rough edges, which I cherish, because they remind me of the love we shared. Sometimes I have given pieces of my heart away, and the other person hasn’t returned a piece of his heart to me. These are the empty gouges - - giving love is taking a chance. Although these gouges are painful, they stay open, reminding me of the love I have for these people too, and I hope someday they may return and fill the space I have waiting. So now do you see what true beauty is?” The young man stood silently with tears running down his cheeks. He walked up to the old man, reached into his perfect young and beautiful heart, and ripped a piece out. He offered it to the old man with trembling hands. The old man took his offering, placed it in his heart and then took a piece from his old scarred heart and placed it in the wound in the young man’s heart. It fit, but not perfectly, as there were some jagged edges. The young man looked at his heart, not perfect anymore but more beautiful than ever, since love from the old man’s heart flowed into his. They embraced and walked away side by side. How sad it must be to go through life with a whole untouched heart.
Re: Hello to all the new members
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Any of the new people want to share anything about themselves or start a new thread?! Lets get some action going on this tribe! <3
discussion post on Tue, October 13, 2009 - 5:03 PM
Poem: Admitting Defeat
(blog entry)
I see the truth
My eyes are clear
I can admit
The end is near
I held so tight
Would not let go
From highest highs
To lowest lows
I thought I had
Enough to last
But held too tight
Onto the past
I made myself
Believe my lies
Igno...
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Poem: Path of Shadows
(blog entry)
Sheets of it come pouring down
some just see it
Some love it...
Others will fight it.
But it keeps on falling.
I lie awake here
sleep rarely visits me...
as illusive
as what I search for
in these cold, lonely places
it's dark and restles...
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Poem: My Soul in Your Soul
(blog entry)
I fell in love with you on a day. A day that I may never remember clearly.
A day that may forever be erased and etched into my mind at the same time. To me, you are not real. To me, you cannot exist. I almost convince myself on numerous occasio...
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Poem: When you came back
(blog entry)
I saw you there
just last night,
same place, same time.
Will you be there again tonight?
You haunt my dreams.
Inside you tell me things,
things that break my heart.
You show me worlds just
to take them away when morning breaks.
You haun...
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I see the truth
My eyes are clear
I can admit
The end is near
I held so tight
Would not let go
From highest highs
To lowest lows
I thought I had
Enough to last
But held too tight
Onto the past
I made myself
Believe my lies
Ignored the thoughts
Ignored the cries
I never thought
It wasn't so
I never dreamed
You'd tell me no
But all along
I knew deep down
That in this love
Alone I'd drown
I fought to stay
Within your breath
Instead I live
With my heart's de...
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Fri, February 6, 2009 - 10:13 PM
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Sheets of it come pouring down
some just see it
Some love it...
Others will fight it.
But it keeps on falling.
I lie awake here
sleep rarely visits me...
as illusive
as what I search for
in these cold, lonely places
it's dark and restless
but it's shallow and fleeting...
It smells sweet,
at first.
Then illusion fades,
truth illuminated
the scent ripens, rots.
I've kept searching.
My darkness deepens further
but I do not stop!
How far will I go?
I'm not sure I have the ans...
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Mon, January 26, 2009 - 1:35 AM
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I fell in love with you on a day. A day that I may never remember clearly.
A day that may forever be erased and etched into my mind at the same time. To me, you are not real. To me, you cannot exist. I almost convince myself on numerous occasions that you and I have never met and it is all in my head.
It has to be, otherwise, how could you know how to read the blueprints to my soul, the inner most workings of my heart.
And to make every cell in my body radiate with heat the moment yo...
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Mon, January 26, 2009 - 1:33 AM
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I saw you there
just last night,
same place, same time.
Will you be there again tonight?
You haunt my dreams.
Inside you tell me things,
things that break my heart.
You show me worlds just
to take them away when morning breaks.
You haunt my dreams.
Forever lost in your sea,
your vast sea of truth.
You drown me dead just
to awaken me with your kiss of life.
You haunt my dreams.
Only and ever to torment my soul
with the lies of a shattered heart,
you forget the past over ...
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Mon, January 26, 2009 - 12:42 AM
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IT found its way into the walls
IT hangs from the ceiling,
IT still clings to the very air
IT creates its own feeling.
Our passion carries words
carrying stories of the past
visible pictures if one cares to look
from our first touch there to our last.
IT spins around, dances in circles
IT moves to its own beat.
IT feels ashamed, lost, confused,
without yours it's incomplete.
A promise made lifetimes ago
fulfilled so many times, made whole
mine to hold, to cherish close
mi...
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Mon, January 26, 2009 - 12:39 AM
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