Female

25

I, like you, cannot be defined by words................I am on a journey of Love realization and manifestation and proclamation. But I am also tired of searching for myself because who I am changes constantly................There are moments, which are gathering in strength and coming increasingly frequently, when I can see the perfection in Everything. These bring me peace; BLISS. There are moments, which are weakening their grip and coming increasingly-not-as-often (like the final, yet extremely painful birth pangs of labor), in which I lose my sense of divinity and plunge into darkness, despair, anger, and hatred. I also experience moments in grey, neither Love nor Hate, Dark nor Light, where I am simply confused and feel lost. I am moving through all of these, watching and beginning to feel like change is most certainly the only constant. *>*I feel at peace when I release the need to judge, the need to control, and the need to be right.*<* I usually don't really know what I'm talking about, even when I'm trying to sound like I do (sshh don't tell anyone). I am quite easily confused. I like to be silly and I like it when you are silly, too. I love all things divine and sexy. I will climb a tree. Possibly with you. Sometimes I am a brat. Yes. It's true. And sometimes I might, unbeknownst to me, piss you off. Let me know. I didn't mean to. You just wait. You'll see. Love wins..............