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January 11, 2008
I was born to love you
I was born to lick your face
I was born to rub you
But you were born to rub me first ... !
September 21, 2007
I met Elspeth 15 years ago, and regret that I never got to know her then. Because, dammit, she makes me laugh, and that's a pretty rare person who does that. I hope she comes back to Californicus soon because Pittsburgh is far away and I don't know what state it's in but it doesn't matter, does it? Far away.
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Classic Film Fans,
Corsets,
Cybele's total random craziness,
Dickens Fair Folk,
Elizabethan Clothing,
Faire Photos,
Kitchen Toolaholics,
Mad Sal's,
Memories of Blackpoint,
Nail Philes,
Ren Faire Acting & Entertainment,
Ren Faire History Snobs,
RenFaireFolk,
Reverend Fresh and the Church of Music,
St George Alumni,
Tribe Video Music Channel,
Winter Moon Costumes Tribe,
Early in the morning of time there was no sand, no grass, no lapping wave. There was no earth, no sun, no moon, no stars. There was Niflheim, a waste of frozen fog, and Muspelheim, a place of raging flames. And in between the fog and fire there was a gaping pit – Ginungagap.
For untold ages crackling embers from Muspelheim and crystals of ice from Niflheim whirled around in the dark and dismal pit.
As they whirled together, faster and faster, fire kindled a spark of life within the ice. An enormous ugly shape rose roaring from Ginungagap. It was the frost giant, Ymir, first of the race of jotuns. At his side a hornless ice cow came mooing from the pit.
Together jotun and cow lived on the rim of Ginungagap. The jotun did not lack for food. Four rivers of snow-white froth flowed like milk from the huge ice-cow’s udder and Ymir drank and drank and grew to a towering height.
As for the cow, she found plenty of food licking the salty brim of Ginungagap.
For a long time there were only Ymir and the cow. Then Ymir fell into a deep sleep. While he slept, a male and a female jotun came to life in the warmth of his left armpit, and a troll with six heads sprouted from his feet. These monstrous creatures grew quickly and had offspring of their own. They were all big and rough, and Ymir was the biggest and wildest of them all.
The ice cow also brought about life. As she licked and licked her tongue grew warm, for she had to lick hard to make enough food for Ymir and his brood. Then, under her warm tongue, a head of hair sprouted on the briny brim, and as she went on licking, a face appeared.
The cow went right on licking. Shoulders and chest came forth, then legs, and, at last out stepped a whole new creature! He was straight and quite handsome – not ugly like the jotuns and trolls. He had a son who was even more handsome, and the son took for a wife a beautiful jotun maiden; for it sometimes happened that an ugly frost giant would have a lovely daughter.
She bore her husband three sons who were so fair that a radiance spread from them and lit up the darkness around them. They were the first of the Aesir gods; their names were Odin, Hoenir, and Lodur – Spirit, Will, and Warmth. They were high and very holy, and they had the power to create a world.
-- Ingri and Edgar Parin D'Aulaire, "Norse Gods and Giants"
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In [the] instant of giving we... abandon the three kilesas, the root tormentors of our hearts. We let go of desire, grasping. We abandon ill will or aversion, a state that creates separateness, distance, withdrawal, a sense of not being at one with another. And we abandon delusion, because when we perform a wholesome or skillful action like giving, we understand that what we do in our lives, the choices we make, the values we hold, all of these things count for something.
One of the most powerful aspects of delusion, or ignorance, is the belief that what we do does not really matter. To abandon such delusion is to understand the natural law of karma. Despite appearances, nothing is happenstance. We have the power to align ourselves with certain values and to create the life we want by making wholesome choices. When we are generous, life is tangibly and qualitatively different.
- Sharon Salzberg, "Lovingkindness"
"Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn’t do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover." -- Mark Twain
"Life is not orderly. No matter how we try to make life so, right in the middle of it we die, lose a leg, fall in love, drop a jar of applesauce. In summer, we work hard to make a tidy garden, bordered by pansies with rows or clumps of columbine, petunias, bleeding hearts. Then we find ourselves longing for the forest, where everything has the appearance of disorder; yet, we feel peaceful there." -- Natalie Goldberg
about me
Singing about all the stuff that's too much to say.
1. Think of a person (like King George) or an institution (like England) or a way of thinking (like Monarchy) that used to have practical power over you but now only has power over you in your own memory. Memories are extremely powerful, and if they're not so good, their power is not so benevolent. This is power you'd rather not give over to that person or thing any longer. Power they have no right to have over you.
2. Sit down with a piece of paper and write your one Declaration of Indepe...
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Sat, July 4, 2009 - 8:05 AM
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How to play:
-Open iTunes.
-If you have not installed the Genius add-in already, do so.
-In Controls, make sure Shuffle is set to On.
-Click play to start a random song from your library.
-Now comes the fun part: while the random song is playing, click the genius icon in the lower right hand corner of your iTunes. The icon looks like a little atomic symbol. Genius will automatically create a 25-song playlist to go with the song you started from.
Here's how my second one went (the firs...
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Thu, January 15, 2009 - 4:24 PM
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They're Not Just Words If You Mean Them:
Have yourself a merry little Christmas
Let your heart be light
Next year all our troubles will be out of sight
Have yourself a merry little Christmas
Make the yuletide gay
Next year all our troubles will be miles away
Once again as in olden days
Happy golden days of yore
Faithful friends who are dear to us
Will be near to us once more
Someday soon we all will be together
If the fates allow
Until the we'll have to muddle through som...
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Thu, December 25, 2008 - 1:18 AM
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Lay your sleeping head, my love,
Human on my faithless arm;
Time and fevers burn away
Individual beauty from
Thoughtful children, and the grave
Proves the child ephemeral:
But in my arms till break of day
Let the living creature lie,
Mortal, guilty, but to me
The entirely beautiful.
Soul and body have no bounds:
To lovers as they lie upon
Her tolerant enchanted slope
In their ordinary swoon,
Grave the vision Venus sends
Of supernatural sympathy,
Universal love and hope;
While abstract insight wakes
Among the glaciers and the rocks
The hermit’s sensual ecstasy.
Certainty, fidelity
On the stroke of midnight pass
Like vibrations of a bell,
And fashionable madmen raise
Their pedantic boring cry:
Every farthing of the cost,
All the dreaded cards foretell,
Shall be paid, but from this night
Not a whisper, not a thought,
Not a kiss nor look be lost.
Beauty, midnight, vision dies:
Let the winds of dawn that blow
Softly round your dreaming head
Such a day of sweetness show
Eye and knocking heart may bless,
Find your mortal world enough;
Noons of dryness see you fed
By the involuntary powers,
Nights of insult let you pass
Watched by every human love.
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