About almost 4 months ago

I went and got my first tatoo......I LOVE IT!!

Its coming at us fast

Relay For Life in June in YUba City

meetings have not started yet, but my team is already planing for the two days that it takes place.

I plan on being there for set up, the 24 hours and take down.

I hope that this year we will even be that much closer in finding a cure ofr cancer.

Relay for Life 2007

its in June and we are the St. Michael's Warriors. Every year we walk to help find a cure for cancer. This year we are also trying to increase our team by number of people participating at the event. So if you are going to be in the Yuba City, California area during the second weekend in June. and you would like to help out, then get a hold of me, or check out the web page on line about the Relay for life in Yuba City.......

My thoughts

Well my husband is off in Texas for military training for the next two weeks. It will be rough, but I can handle anything. I just need to keep myself busy and the time will go by fast. During the time he is gone I plan to work on a lot of art projects, the house, and maybe play a lot of WoW in between Requiem stuff.

I also plan on getting by bike fixed and perhaps take that journey of 40 miles around the Buttes, yet I think I am going have to get back in shape to make that 40 miles (lol)

I have also resently counted on my hand who I concider my closest friends. It came to a count of 7. Then I counted on my hand who are really good friends. It came to a count of 10. Then I started thinking how many friends I have good or close, that these are the people who will go out of their way from time to time just to say hello, and do not get bent out of shape that you tell them the truth even if it hurts. This is always good to know.

Hardships

Most resently I have had to tell a person that I thought was a friend off. From lying, dening, and pretending that things have never happened it just to much for me........It hurts, it hurts so much, because I was there for this person so many times, and I have been burned for it. I am done. I just cannot. This person said that our friendship was over with our asking me about it, and that was over a two years ago. Then this same person tries to act like nothing happened. ........the human heart only has so much room before it burst from the agony that has been afflicted apon it.

hmm, not sure

Ok, I really do mot use Tribe that much...... I check it once in a blue moon. I normally use this for groups and other contacts. Thats about it.

Clay

I have started back into working with clay, man I have missed working with that stuff. I only hope my art turns out to be useful and enjoyable. What am I worried about. It will all turn out fine and I will have nothing to worry about.......yep nothing.

depressed

I know there are few who will read this and understand what and where I am coming from.

Some of you already knew about my dog that I lost in Jan. I think I handled the death of Calliope better than this one.

Tonight when I came home I asked churtle to check on our dog Kurt. She comes into the house saying "something is wrong with Kurt. I see him but he is not coming to me calling him." I ran out to the back yard to see Kurt just laying there. I call to him, nothing. I went over to him and pulled on the lead, nothing. I reached out to touch him,.....stiff. The first thought that came to my mind is "WHY NOW?!" and then followed with the "oh shit he really is dead." I began to cry. I began to look at the lead. I tugged on it. It wasnot tight. I thought he did not strangle himself to death, and then I thought that maybe he got bit, but he had grass in his mouth. Not really sure how he died, but I am pretty sure he layed down to pass on. I had to tell churtle to get back into the house, she was crying. Little Craig was yelling "get up Kurt, get up..........mommy he not get up". Then I could only think of one thing to do, call the DeCamp's sonce they gave him to us (mostly to me). The I called Furge (in Texas), then my dad, then I called churtle's mom. Kurt was a part of the family even though we had him for a short time.

Tomorrow I have to burry him, for it is far to late to do it tonight. All I can think of is why, why did this have to happen, and why me again.

My Fairie Brat

she is gone for awhile, but I will miss her till her return. We have known each other for about 9 years or so. We have fights as if we really were sisters, and then we always make up. I can not imagine her not in my life as my friend. We were best friends, and I hope we still are.

Relay for Life

OK, for everyone who wishes to be active in the Relay for Life on the Team of St. Michael's Warriors, we need to know when the best time for everyone to have a team meeting. We need to get going on this.

Theme is Mardi Gras

Team colors are Black and Green

Team fund raiser is gathering Alluminum cans and turning them in for cash

WHAT WE NEED FROM YOU

1) walkers for the day and night

2) people for set up and take down

3) food and drink

4) decorations for the booth

5) complete suport

Thanks

Jennifer Furgerson