A kaleidoscope of colors whirl about me when I am happy. Colors of the day, colors of the months, colors of cotton, colors of the season, and colors in the world around me. Distinguished turquoise blue, tourtoise shell green, sleepy yellow, vibrant violent, sunset pink, and a heart shaped red step into my day leading me down the path to awareness and a place of sanctity. Tomorrow, I'm taking my daughter to a buddhist church, and then we're going to whirl it up at a park party. Life is s... read more

It's 4:28am in the morning, and I haven't been to sleep tonight. I should be sleeping, but I didn't knock myself out tonight because I was engrossed in multi-tasking on-line. I really should be sleepiing, but the truth of the matter is that I'm going to be up until tomorrow night when I'll seize the opportunity to sleep because if I don't my mania will creep up on me. Right now, I don't even remember my mania, and I don't want to because a state that seems so sexy and elegant is really a ... read more