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My Testimonials

January 9, 2008
This women is a great healer...she reaches out heart, mind & soul to help those in need of unconditional guidance. I am very blessed to have a person give great deliverance of her wisdom to me.

Many Blessings,
July 18, 2007
I just want to squeeze her every time I see I do. Every time.

Pamela is one of the kindest, most generous and caring souls I know.

Bacon in the morning baby.

Love ya.
April 9, 2007
erratika ~ my true feeling ~ such a beautifull soul ~ thank you for being in our presence ~
i wish i had lived in your home during my early age growth ~ a heaven place on earth ~ surrounded with peaceful souls and real love ~

blessings to you and to your family ~
January 3, 2007
I really can't say enough about this kind, giving, warm hearted woman. She is an inpiration to me in so many ways. Plus, Saint Pamela puts up with a communist bastard all day long. She has a very special place in my life and I am so greatful to know such a lovable person. m
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I am an experiencer. I like to get my hands dirty and dip my toes in the water. I don't just march to the beat of a different drummer, I dance the fandango. I think that I am generally a kind and caring person but I only give people one real chance. I don't like being taken advantage of. I am a den mother to many and yet I like to abdicate all responsibility by empowering those in my care. I am an educator and love to impart wisdom and knowledge to help others attain personal growth. I am gifted as a healer and am intuitive but not for profit. I think that I was born to do something important with my life but I am still trying to figure out what exactly that consists of.
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Mea Vitae Luna

Muddied Waters

The waters are muddied
With all that came before
Clouded with past hurts
Betrayals as dark as river bottoms
The stain of broken trust
Cast upon its surface
I can barely see my face
In its reflecting mirror
Just visions of fear and mistrust
And the monsters of my past

I am not Narcissus
Caught up by my own beauty
To sit forever, gazing into this pond of love
I will not dip my toes
To test her waters
The piranhas below the surface
They bite and rend flesh
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Sun, April 5, 2009 - 12:57 PM permalink - 0 comments
Ah, this healing process! I find as I am growing back into being myself that I feel compelled to write and revisit my innermost thoughts and fears, my great uncertainties about life, relationships, and my own state of mind. I thank each of you, my beautiful friends, who support me in my struggle, with your love and kindnesses. I gain strength by your love. I will get through this and I know that time really does heal all wounds. Sometimes it just feels as though it could take forever.

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Sun, July 6, 2008 - 10:08 PM permalink - 2 comments
Little girl
So afraid to like myself
So afraid to show myself
So afraid to be myself
So afraid to know myself
So afraid to love myself

But now
The delving time is upon me
Its time to put away the toys
To disregard the fables told
By those who want to dominate
Time to reach inside

To see
Learn to examine myself
Learn to explore myself
Learn to entice myself
Learn to educate myself
Learn to embrace myself

Oh my god
Or goddess to some
I think that my soul shall burn
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Wed, June 25, 2008 - 1:14 PM permalink - 2 comments
Magnetic Moon day 17
Year of the White Crystal Wizard

kin 210: White Lunar Dog
I Polarize in order to Love
Stabilizing Loyalty
I seal the Process of Heart
With the Lunar tone of Challenge
I am guided by the power of Spirit
I am a galactic activation portal enter me.

We just wanted to let all of you who knew and loved Jack that he has gone on to a better place where he is free to run and jump and smell once more. He had many friends throughout the dance communit... read more
Mon, February 25, 2008 - 9:59 PM permalink - 12 comments
I saw this on St Even's blog and fell in love with the idea of a gifting train.
Love will keep us together and happy. Let us spread the love with a gifting spree. The idea is that the first three of you divine creatures who post a comment here AND post the meme to your own blog will get a special gift from me. Heartfelt and beautiful to say the least
So go on and create those connections, throw the pebble and create some ripples. You know you can.

your friend in love
Fri, October 12, 2007 - 8:26 AM permalink - 3 comments
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