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Gift Culture "Temple at Dawn" (Artificial Music Machine) CD
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"a favorite forever"
light and refreshing, with much depth and delight, lovely electronic and organic sounds combined into grande soundscapes to traverse when exploring, creating, gathering, releasing, relaxing, balancing, even bathing :)
recommendation posted on Sun, March 4, 2007 - 10:29 PM
Pan's Labyrinth
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"Pan's Labyrinth"
www.panslabyrinth.com/
Just went to see Pan's Labyrinth, El Laberinto Del Fauno. read about it in TIME magazine, and then my sis called me about it later that day, so we decided we better go see it. Its advertised as an ADULT FAIRYTALE, and im ...
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recommendation posted on Sun, January 21, 2007 - 1:40 AM
Pan's Labyrinth
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"El Laberinto Del Fauno"
www.panslabyrinth.com/
Just went to see Pan's Labyrinth, El Laberinto Del Fauno. read about it in TIME magazine, and then my sis called me about it later that day, so we decided we better go see it. Its advertised as an ADULT FAIRYTALE, and im ...
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recommendation posted on Sun, January 21, 2007 - 1:32 AM
The Constant Gardener
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"!!!"
i loved this movie so much i bought a copy for myself and for my mom for christmas :)
recommendation posted on Thu, December 28, 2006 - 1:22 AM
The Fountain
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""death is the road to awe""
Airyck and i just went to see The Fountain, if was such a wonderful movie! i suggest it too all who love life death & rebirth, love, beauty, truth & freedom, amazing special effects & music, good acting, action and a great story :)
Its written an...
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recommendation posted on Thu, December 28, 2006 - 1:19 AM
Warriors of the Rainbow
Native American Lore
There was an old lady, from the Cree tribe, named Eyes of Fire, who prophesied that one day, because of the white mans' or Yo-ne-gis' greed, there would come a time, when the fish would die in the streams, the birds would fall from the air, the waters would be blackened, and the trees would no longer be, mankind as we would know it, would all but cease to exist.
There would come a time when the "keepers of the legend, stories, culture rituals, and myths, and all the Ancient Tribal Customs" would be needed to restore us to health. They would be mankinds' key to survival, they were the "Warriors of the Rainbow".
There would come a day of awakening when all the peoples of all the tribes would form a New World of Justice, Peace, Freedom and recognition of the Great Spirit. The "Warriors of the Rainbow" would spread these messages and teach all peoples of the Earth or "Elohi". They would teach them how to live the "Way of the Great Spirit".
They would tell them of how the world today has turned away from the Great Spirit and that is why our Earth is "Sick". The "Warriors of the Rainbow" would show the peoples that this "Ancient Being" (the Great Spirit), is full of love and understanding, and teach them how to make the Earth or "Elohi" beautiful again.
These Warriors would give the people principles or rules to follow to make their path right with the world. These principles would be those of the Ancient Tribes. The Warriors of the Rainbow would teach the people of the ancient practices of Unity, Love and Understanding. They would teach of Harmony among people in all four corners of the Earth.
Like the Ancient Tribes, they would teach the people how to pray to the Great Spirit with love that flows like the beautiful mountain stream, and flows along the path to the ocean of life. Once again, they would be able to feel joy in solitude and in councils. They would be free of petty jealousies and love all mankind as their brothers, regardless of color, race or religion. They would feel happiness enter their hearts, and become as one with the entire human race. Their hearts would be pure and radiate warmth, understanding and respect for all mankind, Nature, and the Great Spirit.
They would once again fill their minds, hearts, souls, and deeds with the purest of thoughts. They would seek the beauty of the Master of Life -- the Great Spirit! They would find strength and beauty in prayer and the solitudes of life. Their children would once again be able to run free and enjoy the treasures of Nature and Mother Earth.
Free from the fears of toxins and destruction, wrought by the Yo-ne-gi and his practices of greed. The rivers would again run clear, the forests be abundant and beautiful, the animals and birds would be replenished. The powers of the plants and animals would again be respected and conservation of all that is beautiful would become a way of life.
The poor, sick and needy would be cared for by their brothers and sisters of the Earth. These practices would again become a part of their daily lives. The leaders of the people would be chosen in the old way -- not by their political party, or who could speak the loudest, boast the most, or by name calling or mud slinging, but by those whose actions spoke the loudest. Those who demonstrated their love, wisdom, and courage and those who showed that they could and did work for the good of all, would be chosen as the leaders or Chiefs.
They would be chosen by their "quality" and not the amount of money they had obtained. Like the thoughtful and devoted "Ancient Chiefs", they would understand the people with love, and see that their young were educated with the love and wisdom of their surroundings.
They would show them that miracles can be accomplished to heal this world of its ills, and restore it to health and beauty. The tasks of these "Warriors of the Rainbow" are many and great.
There will be terrifying mountains of ignorance to conquer and they shall find prejudice and hatred. They must be dedicated, unwavering in their strength, and strong of heart. They will find willing hearts and minds that will follow them on this road of returning "Mother Earth" to beauty and plenty -- once more.
The day will come, it is not far away. The day that we shall see how we owe our very existence to the people of all tribes that have maintained their culture and heritage. Those that have kept the rituals, stories, legends, and myths alive. It will be with this knowledge, the knowledge that they have preserved, that we shall once again return to "harmony" with Nature, Mother Earth, and mankind.
It will be with this knowledge that we shall find our "Key to our Survival".
Dreaming the Spiral
Blue sky, clouds, and Father Sun reflected in the blue waters of the great sweet water sea of the Ojibwe people. The old man shifted himself to relieve the strain on his knees and back. Sister Wind blew the fragrances of the forests, rivers, and Mother Earth to him. He inhaled the sweetness and sang songs of thanks. He had lost count of the many winters past. Many days he had walked in the beauty and wonder of Dreamtime. He had come back each time bringing secrets and wisdom for his people. His love for his people had kept him coming back to share this treasure. Through his dreaming he had opened new doors of possibility. His stories pointed the way through difficult times of famine, fierce cold, sickness, and wars. They brought clearer ways of understanding so that everyone could see beyond the simple day-to-day life.
He had separated himself from his people for weeks while he traveled to a high place closer to the Great Spirit. Not eating for several days as he prayed and dreamed, a white eagle appeared before him and spoke.
"Why do you come to this holy place, human?"
"Brother Eagle, I seek a vision of wisdom so my people might live in a beautiful way," he said.
"Is it not enough to be alive to rejoice in the pleasure of each day?" said the white eagle.
"Yes, I have learned the beauty of living in the moment of each day. This I have taught my people. Yet I believe there is an even greater beauty that hides behind each moment and I have searched to know what it means. I wish to know the way of the One. When I can bring this wisdom to my people they, too, will know this hidden beauty."
"You have asked to receive a great and wonderful gift, human. From this day you shall be called Eagle Dreamer, for you shall learn through my eyes, the eyes of Wabishkie Ginu, the White Eagle."
"I shall bear the name with honor and humility, Wabishkie Ginu."
"Now, Eagle Dreamer, close your eyes and look into the windows of your heart. There in the golden shadows of inner sight shall we soar at the top of the sky. I see all things and I bring wisdom from the Great Mystery. In your heart you have become Eagle. Now we shall journey beyond the dawn and into the heart of wisdom."
The White Eagle and Eagle Dreamer pushed off from the high place and soared above the clouds. The entire world lay below, a richly woven tapestry of color and texture. And they could see beyond horizons.
Eagle Dreamer was amazed at such beauty and wonder. He could see from far above the world with the far-seeing eyes of the white eagle.
After what seemed like forever and no time, in a great symphony of color and silence the eagle said, "Within the Great Mystery are principles upon which the universe is moved into and out of Being. You can learn of these when your heart is open and your mind is at peace. This wisdom is always before you throughout your Earth Journey. Simply atune your awareness to the natural world around you. Have you noticed the shape of the sun, Eagle Dreamer?"
Looking toward the sun, the old man replied, "A circle."
"And what do you think is the path of the sun across the sky from sunrise to sunset to sunrise again?
"Well...it must also be a circle!" he said.
"And the seasons passing from the time of cold to the time of new growth to the time of warm days to the time of falling leaves to the time of cold again?"
"A circle!"
"What can you learn from the path of our flight, Eagle Dreamer?"
There was a pause as he considered the question. "We seem to be flying in circles," answered the old man.
"You see that the world is made of circles, and circles within circles. Look for these and you shall begin to understand. There is more." They soared so high that they could see that earth was also a circle. "What is happening to the clouds below?" asked the white eagle.
"They seem to be travelling in circles," said Eagle Dreamer.
"Hidden in these circles is the spiral," said the eagle. "The clouds spiral through the air the way whirlpools spiral in the water. Look inside all things and you will see the spiral."
They began a glide that carried them over hills and valleys, rivers and lakes, deserts and forests. Soon the hills and valleys reappeared, and the rivers and lakes. As they circled they came closer and closer to the pinnacle from which they had begun. Suddenly, in a flash of white wings they were standing in the high place. "Eagle Dreamer, look closely at the cone on this pine tree. How is it constructed?" asked the white eagle.
"The scales are arranged in a spiral," said Eagle Dreamer.
"And you will see that there are spirals that cross. What is at the joining of the two spirals?“
Eagle Dreamer examined the pine cone closely from different directions and said, "Where the spirals cross there is a seed. At each crossing there is a seed.“
"In this seed you will find a truth. And what did you observe about the path of our return flight?"
"We seemed to have been soaring in a circle that got smaller and smaller, " said Eagle Dreamer.
"Yes, and within that circle is a deeper truth." Wabishkie Ginu began to disappear as silver mist began to descend upon them. "Our path is a spiral leading from the outermost view of the world to the innermost, the hidden. This is the Great Mystery hidden within you, hidden within All That Is. The spirals are the key to discovering the Great Mystery, to knowing the One."
Thunder in the distance and a sudden gust of wind brought the old man to a sudden awareness of the need for shelter. He clambered down among the rocks to a shallow cave under a rock overhang. There he would remain safe and dry from the thunderstorm that was coming. Lightning crashed between the mountain tops, splintering trees in explosions of flame. He picked up two stones and for the next several hours he carefully hammered his new discovery into a memory of stone. A Spiral.
December 9, 2007
Sarah was one of the only people who i felt comfortable turning to during the hardest time in my life. She was there for me through and through, never made me feel as if she were too busy to listen and hug me while i cried. She is so good at seeing the whole picture, not just one side. I know that she will be one of my very best friends for the rest of our lives. I am truly blessed to have her as a friend. I love you Sarah!<3
December 1, 2007
I have always been inspired by the kindness she sharse with every soul of this earth. My life has definitely been enlightened from having her close to me in my life. There are so many experiences that I've had and still wish to have with such an amazing person. She is definitely someone I could not have done without in my life. love and light....
July 20, 2007
I saw sarahs beauty radiating from her before i met her. SHe is one of my favorite people in the whole wide world. her creativity and constant flow of energy amazes me. Her dancing is free flowing and a pleasure to watch. She is a caring, honest, loyal, all around wonderful person and she makes me want to be more like her. Shes a mentor of mine and she doesnt even know it i dont think. Sarah, i love to bring you nifty lil things cause youre smile makes the world go round and warms my heart. I really love you and i hope we are friends for a very long time even after we move away from lil old iowa. youre advice has helped me out many times and i truely appreciate it. you rock!!
February 1, 2007
when i met sarah i knew she was going to be in my life for quite some time, she is an amazing woman with some of the deepest strength and kindest thoughts anyone i know could posess. her words of wisdom and her true concern for those around her make her more then just a bit dear to me. i have always had this theory that we are missing small parts of ourselves that we can only find in others, and that other parts of ourselves that we do have have, have unique and yet matching links to certain others. sarah has both for me and i hope i have what it takes to give back all that she more then generously gives me and countless other human and non human life forms. sarah i love you for you and i love you for the life you create around you. i am your friend for life and probable many others.
January 16, 2007
To me you are the embodiment of truth, justice and love.
You are a guide for those who can handle it.
You are a healer for those who need it.
Being yourself has given me strength to grow into myself.
Thank you
I love you
Namaste
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al·tru·ism –noun 1. the principle or practice of unselfish concern for or devotion to the welfare of others (opposed to egoism).
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BE the change you wish to see in the world
~ghandi
PEACE does not mean to be in a place where there is no noise or hardwork, it means to be in the midst of those things and still be calm in your heart
~anonymous
LOVE is patient, love is kind, it does not boast it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self seeking, it is not easily angered it keeps no record of wrongs love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth it always protects always trusts always hopes always perserveres Love never fails. And now these three remain, Faith Hope & Love but the greatest of these is LOVE
~the Bible
"the unity of form & emptiness"
-exert from Manchu Palaces by Jeanne Larsen
"And I learned to save my softness, the way Nurse did, for those few moments when someone like Yura needs kindness more than common sense."
-Lotus, excerpt from Manchu Palaces
"So this is how Liberty dies, with thunderous applause."
-Padme *Star Wars*
"a broken heart leaves cracks so the light can come in"
-unknown
"nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it would be so hard."
-Coldplay
"this world that causes you such unhappiness is a Buddha field, a pure land, a paradise for practicing the dharma law--if you can see it so."
-Padma excerpt from Manchu Palaces
"the only true currency in this bankrupt world is what you share with someone else when your uncool."
~from the movie Almost Famous
"its not whether or not you represent, its a matter of HOW you reprezent"
~unknown
"cause when a pretty girl walks she walks so proud, and when a pretty girl laughs oh man she laughs so loud"
~Jack Johnson
"the future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams"
~Eleanor Roosevelt
"doors we need only dream the key to enter"
~Harumi*~
knowleged is a curse and it is also a treasure, the sea calls to us with its constant ebb and flow.
~Harumi*~
"Our strategy should be not only to confront empire, but to lay siege to it. To deprive it of oxygen. To shame it. To mock it. With our art, our music, our literature, our stubbornness, our joy, our brilliance, our sheer relentlessness - and our ability to tell our own stories. Stories that are different from the ones we're being brainwashed to believe. The corporate revolution will collapse if we refuse to buy what they are selling - their ideas, their version of history, their wars, their weapons, their notion of inevitability. Remember this: We be many and they be few. They need us more than we need them. Another world is not only possible, she is on her way. On a quiet day, I can hear her breathing."
~Arundhati Roy~
"a real flower blooms in the wilderness."
~ Mei in House of Flying Daggers
"it'll probably happen when your not looking for it, all the same, best to keep your eyes open"
~ the professor in the Lion the Witch & the Wardrobe
"Love is friendship set on fire"
~ Jeremy Taylor
"Think Globally, Act Locally"
"Live Simply so that others may Simply Live"
"Whoever flees pain will love no more. To love is always to feel the opening to hold the wound always open."
- Novalis
"An artist spends himself (herself)like the crayon in his(her) hand, till he (she)is all gone." { ( ) addition }
- Ralph Waldo Emerson
"Although I am a loner in my daily life, my consciousness of belonging to the invisible community of those who strive for truth, beauty, and justice has preserved me from feeling isolated."
~ Albert Einstein
it is always one of the most brutal and humbling experiences to see your mistakes
and own them completely.
~unknown
Fear knocked @ the door and trust opened it and nobody was there
~ ???
"Start on the inside and work your way out."
~ Ani DiFranco
"What's Freedom & Magic without Love
~ Massive Attack
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Mon, May 5, 2008 - 9:43 PM
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In the consequence of your actions
opens a doorway in my solitude
letting in creations breath.
Late night discovery's
no matter the mode
find windows facing the same horizon,
a comfort in the consequence of your actions.
People are disappointing and amazing
right on time and when you least expect it
mirroring my path with the choices i have yet to understand.
Am i to break the glass or refill it?
or do i walk through it?
Is it time to close the door?
for now i revel in my s...
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Mon, April 14, 2008 - 6:43 PM
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so i recently went a bit crazy in the brain pan, took a week off work and everything, i wrote, cried, drew, knitted, talked, walked... it all out, i listened and contemplated the wisdom of my friends, music, everything, including me, and i now feel much better, the pieces are falling back into new places and i have room to breathe stretch and grow again, and for the most part its just wonderful! i think i had a growth spurt, or a damn broke... i think the growth spurt broke the outdated damn....
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Wed, March 19, 2008 - 12:00 AM
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i wish things were more simple....but they're not. things are confusing, and busy and huge, and sometimes the path is hard to find. even when you know what it is...and there's all these distractions & hoops...and when you have to make a path...you just don't know...and time is of the essence...i wish things were more simple.
www.hsc.wvu.edu/wviih/pdfs...eman/03.pdf
Thu, March 6, 2008 - 2:11 AM
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A friend from work let me borrow her copy of 'Across the Universe' she thought i would like it and didn't know I'd already seen it in the Theater. When i saw it in the theater i wasn't sure that i liked it because it was so much to take in and like no other movie I'd seen before, after seeing it again, i'm sure i LOVE it!!! They made a story 'about the 60's' thats 'narrated' using songs by the Beatles, i grew up listening to the Beatles and i love how they "re-did" the songs. It doesn't clash...
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Fri, February 15, 2008 - 6:02 PM
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its hard to go home
when its not really home
for home is where the heart is
and my heart lies with the dreamers,
the dancers, the healers
the keepers, the weavers
the painters, the singers
We meet when we can
along the way
to dance our dances
and share our knowlegde
healing our hearts
celebrating the dream
As always the time comes
to venture forth once more
with a heaviness in our hearts
for they now carry so many gifts
to be given away to those in need
to the tired, the weak
the starving, the blind
the lost & confused
to those left behind
so that one day we may all be free
to dance the dance
and live the dream
*~
the dream is alive
and it flows free
from my finger tips
as the beat runs through me
speaking in ways that only
the beat can share
with words so true
it cant be ignored
letting go into the rhythm of the room
the dream is alive and it flows free
*
let it be free
like dancing
the wind over the seas
let it be free
like fire burns
thoughts and light traveling
let it be free
a voice that sings
a song that moves
a dream that lives on
crossing the space between us
let it be free
*~
like sunlight in dewdrops @ dawn
my heart shows the way
through the spiderweb weave
the grand map of the mind
that sees all that can be ...
*~
stars shine in the sky unseen
lost in the brilliance of the sun
the pulse of the drum forgotten
@ the sound of a melody so sweet
the slow growth of the trees
a whisper on the wind
coals that smolder long into the night,
the currents that move deep within the sea
wondrous mysteries hidden in plain sight
*~
when i've said too much
though it never seems to be enough
the silence shared blankets my senses
oppressive and cold
til i'm blind with confusion
asking for assistance
i'm struck dumb
by the emptiness im handed
standing strong i falter
in a forest of indifference
if a falling tree makes a sound
will it be heard?
*~
For Him
To live and love
through creative acts
and honest words
is the way hes chosen
if they took the time to look a bit closer
or didn't always look the other way
they'd see him pause
to lick the wounds he shares with the world
the ones that never heal
He sleeps most of the day away
stays up late at night
wears beat up shoes and patched up clothes
and if they only looked a little deeper
didn't just assume
they'd see how hard he works
at all he does
Yeah, hes got a sharp tongue
and opinions to match
that hes not afraid to share
but if they only listened a little closer
or weren't so busy talking
they'd hear the counter melody
running throughout it all
They often forget
and they often overlook
but a job well done's a job well done
and thats good enough
for him
~* )O( *~
The Fallen
Once sleep walking
oblivious to the maze of old
i began to fall
Now i'm digging even deeper
reaching down i open up
and it flows within
into the thick of it now
i realize i'm right where i want to be
where i've longed to be
where i belong
right here right now
within this secret world around me
once hidden
it now surrounds me
has tested and accepted me
i can see in the dark now
i can feel my way through the maze
i know what whispered
to me while i slept
what glitters in the shadows
why some secrets are best kept
in the dark
and the door is there
if you could only see
to reach deep inside
digging even deeper
into the thick of it now
you find the key
waking up
Now you can see
~* )O( *~
...but for a moment...
sitting in a circle
by a tree of broken mirror
a stranger speaks my mind
with more clarity than i can behold
my thoughts dance forth on his voice
unhindered by my mind
with a smile he falls silent
when i perceive that i can hear no more
during a time of sharing
with a kindred soul
her words spoken as a guide on a journey
i see the eye of another
with colors as true as the green of this earth
and in realizing such sight i can behold
i forget my way
when i perceive i can look no more
a night full of meaning
with friends forever found
as the dawn light pours through a window
meeting the shadow it shows a door
when i look closer i move closer still
my thoughts dance forth into the unknown
with a sigh the light shifts from my eyes
when i perceive i can walk no more
for a moment
all circles align
within my sight
seeing into the infinite
golden spirals unfold around me
the universe is here and now
with a gasp i slip back into time and space
when i perceive i can see no more
Harumi *~
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