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<<ASH>>

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joined on 03/31/06
last updated 06/05/08
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Just Say It

January 2, 2008
Consider this a place holder... since the more I get to know you... the more things I discover to love about you. You touch me so deeply, so sweetly in ways words will always prove inadequate to convey:

Beautiful, amazing, enchanting, inspiring, magical, delicate, precious, captivating, brilliant....

Close.

But a moment with your eyes, your dance, your sweet simple expression

And

again

I'm breathless

and words just seem to get in the way.
January 1, 2008
Ash is my little girl....the sweet mini-me....she is the tantrum-throwing, while simultaneously love-growing little woman-girl in herself and in me.....laughing, crying, screaming, dreaming, fierce and fragile, desperately ALIVE and wondrously full of color, dimension and depth. I'm her Mama; she's my girl. Watch out World!
December 9, 2007
You are my inspiration behind all my creative hair and costuming energy. You are such a beautiful creature on the dancefloor and a goddess all throughout at every time! I miss your smile and that twinkle in your eyes and cannot wait to see you this summer! I love you, my beautiful, cosmic whomp-whomp sista!
September 20, 2007
This woman is an inspiration to me and I adore her! Kisses Ash! I cant wait to romp around with you soon!
August 23, 2007
i cannnot say words to express what i feel for my spirit sister....I love you more than i can scrunch into this little box of meandering words and ideas. i will always remember the first night we ran around like two little gurlz at 2am, chasing each other like little squirrels and spinning in circles until we fell....seeing you blossom into an absolutely amazing Ash Star Tree; with roots grounded so deep they go thru the earth, and branches that reach so far into the sky that they touch the heavens. You are amongst the cosmos, sprouting from the deepest depths that the soul can feel. Can't wait to have another giggletron attack and show the world what we're made of....love you!!!
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Dolle Series::

Photo: Doug Kittridge Style: Ash
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Ms. Nouveau

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What am I?

euonym

1. (obscure) A name well suited to a person, place or thing so named

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Artist's Muse

"Street Love" Garrett Wilson 2008
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Ash Nouveau---Cirque Fetish

"Dolle Awakens"
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LIghtning in A Bottle 2006--- GO GO

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My Bio

Gender
Female
Age
26
Location
about me
Until recently, I have made life on this plane extremely difficult for myself. I am a bud just beginning to regain consciousness and bloom. I am finding myself again, learning to ride the ups and downs once again as a living entity. I find my passions in entertaining others, the search for my long lost family of wanderers, general silliness, consciousness, knowledge, changing the ordinary. I am a Picses so I am a chameleon of sorts. My looks, my hair, my personalties tend to change dramatically according to where I am in life, what people I am with or who I am entertaining. But I am always only, ME. I dislike the constant. I am always willing and seeking to learn new things. Sometimes I want to do too much too fast and have to remind myself to slow down before I combust in frantic energy. I will always be a child at heart and an old soul in spirit.
Each day I wake up and find more beauty and awe in everything person, place, andthing around me. I am conscious of my growth and expanding awareness, both quite scary and exhilarting at the same time. I am seeking, not only, a life in this physical world but also one beyond my mind.
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My Blog

The woes and throws of this exsistence,
racing back and forth from one edge to the next.
Sometimes I think I am crazy??

The woman coordinating the meditation retreat asked me if I had ever been diagnosed "bi-polar"??!
Haven't we all?
I mean, yes, does that disqualify me?
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ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! (a scream in comic book language)
So tried of traversing alone or under the impairment of believing the illusion of loneliness..

I WANT: (2--- xmas wi... read more
Fri, July 25, 2008 - 9:19 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
By
Yours TRULY
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Settling...
The final breath of spaciousness
My body falls supported on invisible wings
Angels sent to remind me of my own divinity

THese young ones make me want...
Screaming my once voiceless exsistance
onto
brilliantly watercolored sidewalks
All marked with the handprints of laughter
from other realms

My spirit is full an light
A princesses dream
...a knight
An awakened kiss
These times. This time
Innocence.

A love that... read more
Tue, July 8, 2008 - 10:06 PM permalink - 2 comments
 
An ode to the the re-emeergence of a heart left behind...

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Love...
an interesting concept,
so symbiotic with "Attachment";
not a similarity I choose to exsist in this reality.

LOVE
is a 4-letter word-
to love-
in love-
love.

So many permutations of the same symbolism;
Letters turned into sound and into manifest...
A mother's love, faith, lover, friend, soul mate, passion, food, stillness, peace of mind.
All the same.

Is i... read more
Tue, July 8, 2008 - 9:51 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
Wow...what an event, what a transformation, what a family!!!

I have left this event.., each year, with a deep transformation of my psyche. I dont know if words can even describe the events that took place...
Complete love and acceptance. The feeling of being me. The feeling of family. The feeling of being comfortable in my own skin. RAIN and COLD. An awful stomach bug cured by emotional release. TRUST. Nurturing. Finding my reflection in human form, beautiful and alive yet not wit... read more
Tue, May 27, 2008 - 10:19 PM permalink - 3 comments
 
Something little i wrote

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Devoid of stars
I am the night sky,
A black hole,
Creator and Destroyer of life....
I am GOD
and in that place,
I am nothing;
unbeknowst to you,
that is the meaning
of everything....
Tue, May 20, 2008 - 10:12 PM permalink - 2 comments
 
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