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i am off detention .... but do not read if you are friends with my ex.
Mon, May 5, 2008 - 1:12 AM
.... but i am so bloodied and broken from the self-proclaimed narcissistic genius arsewipe fuckwit who sticks knives up his arse cos he thinks he's a bodda fuckin vista.
a bodda fucking arsehole more like.
how dare he blame ME for his alcoholism?
how dare HE?
~ NEVER AGAIN ~
i have left this blog public since he reads this and he shall know what i think of his cowardice, his revoltingness, and his utter disgrace and shame.
yeah, take care of your mother huh?
wank off while she falls down and up the stairs.
go to school, read a booooooooook or TWENTY.
end.
i love you all my padres, my tribe.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoooooooooo
(((((((((xXXXXXXxXXXXxXXXX)x))))))))))
p.s. the photo is called the gates of hell .......
fitting, no?
xox
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Mon, May 5, 2008 - 2:20 AM
(((Lauren)))
Good to see you working through it all, sweeting...
Miss you, but know you are doing very important shhttuffff! With all my love: ; Þ Nisey |
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Mon, May 5, 2008 - 2:40 AM
Off detention!
Wow! That's GREAT news! *dancing for you* (sometimes people aren't nice - that's old news, sweetie... I know -- hope springs eternal and all that, buuuuuut... *hug*) |
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Mon, May 5, 2008 - 4:23 AM
Well, there's a lot of different hells around. Welcome back from that one, kid.
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Mon, May 5, 2008 - 7:07 AM
i'm glad you are well enough to be off detention. once again, i ask the hard question....why do you do this to yourself? and don't tell me it is because you 'love' again. you have to start loving yourself dear. i hope you forgive me for being blunt, but what is YOUR part in this? if you can, we can take this to pm. i am not sure what your privlidges are now. i continue to pray for you and lift you up to someone who can help you truely. shalom.
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Mon, May 5, 2008 - 7:28 AM
Good for you getting off detention. Just let all that crap go and you'll start to feel wonderful. Just like you're wonderful self is meant to be. Nevermind the fukwit arse.
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Mon, May 5, 2008 - 3:17 PM
dear sweet lady.. my heart goes out to you. no way are you that man's reason for drinking. there many here who love you. turn to them in your pain. i can pretty much predict the sweetness will return on the tongue of he who you love. i fear your response, as this will be a constant up and down in and out until one of the two of you is destroyed, and he is a survivor. the decision is yours. i know the seduction of overwhelming love . but. l am here for you if you need an ear.
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Mon, May 5, 2008 - 7:27 PM
mmmmwa!
hope this stage in your life is swift - leave a window open ;D |
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Wed, May 7, 2008 - 7:32 PM
i is goooood at bein gooooood i is even betttter at bein bad! ;))) to quote an old fave mae day west of mine. i'll pop this back to f.only again b/c he is out of my life for good. sound FX puhleeeeeeeeeezzzzz ... HHUUUUUZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! ABOUUUUTTT FUCCCKKKKIN TTTTIIIIIIIIYYYYYYYYYME! HALLAYFUCKINLUUUUUUYAH! ! !!! !!!!!!! off for a swim and a surf and a horseride down the fleauireau (how the FUCK do you spell that fuckin place!?!?) peninsula) with the parents ... should be interesting with no green and no alcymol. doc's orders. breathe in breathe out breathe in breathe out ... blare billly idol ... blare clap your hands say yeah .... blare rokkkk chixxx wid attitoood cd i got. le sigh. here cometh the coffeeeeeee ... here comes my man .... yes, venus is in furs today quite literally with a rather jaunty red fuzzy so frenchy so chic hatty thingy on to boot. ;) love you allll .. and no, i just need a goood lay ... on a surfboard that is. and a good ride. on a horse of course. rude peeepz. no lady godiva-ing for this virgo/libra ... yet. ;) heart and kissssses, moi! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox |
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Tue, May 13, 2008 - 8:48 AM
there's always a reason for foul behavior...keep in mind it has nothing to do with you but rather his demons. it is hard to have sympathy for those that cause us pain but that's the only way to not go mad from it. there may not be an excuse but there is almost always a reason.
seperate, regenerate, recouperate, recreate... you minus him. live your life. We've all got enough baggage without taking on other people's. compassion my dear... you need not necessarily forgive or forget (that will come in time). just keep moving forward. I know how terrible a weight the chains to our past can be. mean people are broken people. we can only hope they one day recognize and attend to their problems. enjoy the freedom and go reclaim your present, your future and your love. ...just my two cents. |
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Thu, May 15, 2008 - 1:14 AM
eury, he has no friends!
i hope you are doing ok, you are better off with your sanity, believe me xxx
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Wed, May 28, 2008 - 8:27 PM
fangs n kisses to you all ...! and i have met in the the flesh One I care deeply for ...(the L word) ... michael the third! new blog sooon! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoox |