Scott
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I'm leaking all over the place. I am squirrelling away my burning unrest in all of the knotholes I know, and this is no exception. I am terrified right now, on too many levels to get beyond it. When I try so hard and do the right things, will this ever lead to the intended result? Or do I have a completely misguided worldview when it comes what I think of as what is right? Will I ever develop the strength to take care of myself? Enquiring minds want to fucking know.
Mon, May 22, 2006 - 6:25 AM
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My hair is getting long. It's getting past the awkward phase finally, past the stage where I am too embarassed to bring it before my... stylist. Yeah. So now it's getting mod squadish. emo++. messy but almost allowed. Not allowed for me, per se, but at least I can be seen in public maybe even looking like I mean to be a scruff.
Mon, May 8, 2006 - 9:00 PM
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I'm getting paralyzed. I need sleep. I need space. I need some connection with the outside world. I need lives to happen not just around me, but through me or... read more 
I had a dream tell me to ignore my internal pains; the older woman with an accent told me that we were not equipped to feel such things. Either you were sick or you weren't, you couldn't tell except by the cold and the sweating. Another individual was then talking on the phone in french in an effort to impress the french doctor. My caretaker mentioned that the doctor (a woman) would be more comfortable with English after being in this country for so long. She also told me that my medicatio...
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Sun, May 7, 2006 - 9:39 AM
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Yet another. Cycle through the desperate scramble to plug up one more shiny white void, and wonder if you've done yourself a disservice. Or maybe it works, this mental plankton full of juicy proteins, solar rays and toothpicks, symbiotic barnacles for the common bohemoth. We will feed you, whether it be truffles or poison, and leave you to experience the end result in your own time.
Fri, June 24, 2005 - 6:41 AM
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I'm leaking all over the place. I am squirrelling away my burning unrest in all of the knotholes I know, and this is no exception. I am terrified right now, on too many levels to get beyond it. When I try so hard and do the right things, will th...
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My hair is getting long. It's getting past the awkward phase finally, past the stage where I am too embarassed to bring it before my... stylist. Yeah. So now it's getting mod squadish. emo++. messy but almost allowed. Not allowed for me, per se...
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I had a dream tell me to ignore my internal pains; the older woman with an accent told me that we were not equipped to feel such things. Either you were sick or you weren't, you couldn't tell except by the cold and the sweating. Another individ...
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Yet another. Cycle through the desperate scramble to plug up one more shiny white void, and wonder if you've done yourself a disservice. Or maybe it works, this mental plankton full of juicy proteins, solar rays and toothpicks, symbiotic barnacl...
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Kind WordsApril 30, 2006
I always felt I didnt truly belong anywhere until scott rescued me and took me into his fold. I was a cast-off from society, no labels would stick for more than 5 seconds. Now I proudly wear the label of failure! I finally belong somewhere!!!
I had only one friend until he came along. Now I have maybe 8? Eight is good, right?? He is my own private superhero! Who else could create a cult to captivate my attention for so long? He is also my own personal dictionary when I dont know what everyone else is talking about. In fact, I think maybe he belongs to me! Scott is mine!!!! MWAHAHAHA He doesnt know what a total loser and nerd I am because he has never met me in person. I love that I have the wool pulled over his eyes! February 4, 2004
Imagine a juvenile and petite Scott, long tangled hair, porcelaine skin and classic grunge/metalhead apparel, in front of a small computer screen, surrounded by a messy bedroom and a cadre of misfits who drink in his words and distribute his memes. This was my daunting introduction to a new world, one that uncloaked the third eye of my love and cynicism. We became close friends, walking the streets of Katonah late at night, emitting cries of angst amidst darkened storefronts, and taking the train to peculiar Alateen meetings once weekly. Our connection was verified by the singular experience of us having our heart rate/blood pressure taken by a nurse during a time of crisis; our numbers came up eerily equal. This is the background of my knowledge.
Despite all this, I'm not certain that I know Scott. He appears to be a person of incredible depth who comforts himself with cultural relics of impressive superficiality. Whatever he is, his continued existence and the presence of his essence on this wobbly plane is a balm and beacon to me. Scott is wise, harsh, squishy, and smart, a worthy friend and appreciated ally. p.s. I introduced Scott to the internet in 1993. October 16, 2003
Born in North Idaho on the Big Potato, Scott united all the major starchy tubers under one rule in 1810. The king continued to trade with foreign white devils arriving in Idaho and enlisted some of the them into his service. During his reign, the export of small cylindrical items to the Eastern states brought about the ability for Idaho chiefs to purchase large cylindrical items from abroad. Scott successfully defended Idaho against invading cool weather fungus in 1816 and 1817.
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