joined on 08/06/03
last updated 06/22/09
April 9, 2007
My best friend, sweet Jason has been there for me through it all. I am deeply grateful and forever loyal. You are truly one in 6 billion! One of the kindest, most generous, loving and playful men I have ever known. I love you dearly and cheer you on every day.
March 7, 2005
Jason is cool, and smart and nice and keen. I think the world of him.
July 12, 2004
Jason represents a groundswell of well-intentioned enthusiasm. When I flaked out of my body casting responsibilities at the Burn last year, I found he and Phoenix had taken the operation into their own capable and loving hands. Thanks, Jason!
November 10, 2003
Need some love? There'a a mighty good chance Jason has some in his pocket, or his backpack, or his arms. Whether you need a hug, some chapstick, a ride, a joke, or a lesson in base 2 math: Jason can and will provide. This beautiful man (inside & out) has brought some pretty f*-ing amazing experiences into my life along with the gift of his sexy self. Lucky me! Lucky you if you know him! Lucky anybody who gets the chance to meet him!
Oh, and, by the way, I passionately love this man's brain!
September 10, 2003
I get to go first. Cool. So, a flood of people are about to tell you how Jason is a warm, kind, loving, giving, sensual, smart, creative, sensitive, caring, compassionate, big-hearted guy. So, I'll let them. What I'll say is that he's also a hell of a good friend.
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about me
I'm in disguise as a responsible adult, working at a Silicon Valley startup and kicking ass as a 'senior engineer'
Senior Linux Systems Administrator
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losing my cool despite working so hard not to
(blog entry)
Yesterday I felt fine and strong and solid and grounded
But today I am an emotional wreck and I’m having another crying spell
Once again I am weeping like a baby, just when I thought I had things under control
Lately as a trend I’ve been handli...
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kicking ass at work, slowly improving at home
(blog entry)
For the last several weeks, since returning to work 32 hours a week,
It has been hard to find a balance between work life and home life
At the office I am very focused, very alert, very smart, very rational
I’m great with team coordination and ...
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ever-worsening anxiety
(blog entry)
I finished the Eckhart Tolle book I’ve been reading, ‘A New Earth’
And now I am more anxious than even before
I had a long, uncontrollable sobbing fit when I finally put down the book
In the end he basically says that everyone’s primary purpose...
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Yesterday I felt fine and strong and solid and grounded
But today I am an emotional wreck and I’m having another crying spell
Once again I am weeping like a baby, just when I thought I had things under control
Lately as a trend I’ve been handling life better and better
But I guess sometimes I just get overwhelmed
I’ve been spending a lot of time just paying attention to my breath
Sitting and meditating, trying new techniques like the ‘body scan’,
and just occasionally focusing inward,...
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For the last several weeks, since returning to work 32 hours a week,
It has been hard to find a balance between work life and home life
At the office I am very focused, very alert, very smart, very rational
I’m great with team coordination and communication
Our engineering team has a ton of complex email threads going
And I am constantly contributing sharp, concise points in an arena where any mistakes will be noticed by all
I write solid code, I’ve been fixing numerous bugs
All in all...
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I finished the Eckhart Tolle book I’ve been reading, ‘A New Earth’
And now I am more anxious than even before
I had a long, uncontrollable sobbing fit when I finally put down the book
In the end he basically says that everyone’s primary purpose is to be as present as possible
And that your outer purpose can only unfold once this inner purpose is achieved
And that some people’s outer purpose will be to be creative, and to change the world
While other folks who are not so social or outgoi...
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I stayed home all week from work, suffering from hot flashes, cold flashes, dizziness and GI problems
I’ve always been simultaneously having severe anxiety attacks
I’m having uncontrollable sobbing spells that last for many minutes at a time
The feverish sensation and the anxiety seem to come hand in hand, and I’m having trouble telling what is causing what
Am I sick with a virus and getting anxious because it’s keeping me from getting work done?
Or am I worrying myself sick somehow? Is...
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I feel like I am just barely holding on. My heart is racing and I am feeling all emotional for no apparent reason. I am having a hard time just being alive and holding onto my sanity and my will to live. Everything seems so intense. To cut to the cruxt of the problem, I am a good soul. And I know it. And it’s hard being a good soul in a world like ours. I don’t know what to do with myself or with my life. I have spent so many years battling depression and just struggling to get back t...
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