I love this boy all of the much, he is family to me, and will always have a huge space reserved in my heart.

One day I stepped off a plane looking for a housemate, but what I ended up finding was my Brother From Another Mother. It was without a doubt one of the best accidental discoveries of my life.

Sometimes he does things that make me want to puke, but he likes it when I puke and I like it when he's happy because it's a super good thing so it really isn't as horrible as it sounds.

Sometimes he gets me on a level that no one else does and if he doesn't then he totally makes me feel like a freak but in a really super good way so it isn't as horrible as it sounds.

Sometimes he says the things I really don't want to hear but I really ought to hear and it is uncomfortable and weird but it ends up being a super good thing so it isn't as horrible as it sounds.

Basically, Santi is a super good thing that isn't as horrible as he sounds. grr

Unique, one off, truely knows that life is short and has a sense of urgency and enthusiam no other can muster in this fashion, ever. Meet him.

Santi scares the crap out of me. He scares me because I find myself so easily seduced by his insane, fun but ultimately self destructive activities. But just like my secret viewing room by the local Catholic Girls School shower room, the thrill keeps me coming back.

It's like as a child someone split my personality into two people and sent the amazingly fearless side to Brazil.

I've bled for this man and I'd do it again.