Female

26

I've had it fairly tough since i was about 12- starting with realizing that my mother honeslty hated me (i still cant grasp why), i have been really sick with one thing after another (cancer, siezures, total digestive shutdown), made friends only to find out that they want to use me, and had my son (also indigo- born 2001) taken away from me by my own mother. I claimed pegan since i was 13 (but only because that was the closest thing that felt right- but i always found myself saying "well it's more like if you found a halfway between native american and wiccan, and then tossed in buddist) i still "claim" pegan, but only for the sake of not having to go into a big long explaination (but i havent changed my ways personally- i never did them "the right way" in the first place).
It wasnt until the beggining of 2006 when I was talking with one of the people from work that I got on the internet and looked up Starseeds and Indigo Children.
We were standing there talking about how tired i was of being used and the situation with my son, and out of no where she ways "Ok Claire, you have to go online and look up indigo children. I just can't sit here anymore- you are not of this planet and you know it!" then she threw her arms up in the air and walked away.
So here I am, everything I have found and read so far is so true it gives me the chills, but i have never had anyone to talk to about it.